Gilla nodded. Men killing each other was one thing, whether in battle or in the back streets of Sanctuary, but how could there be any purpose in the senseless death of a child? Memory brought her a sudden image of Ganner’s eighth birthday, when Lalo had brought him clay and a set of modeler’s tools. The light in the boy’s face had stamped him and Lalo with a single identity as they explored the new medium. Gan-ner was the only one of the children to have inherited any of
Lalo’s skill. But he would never bring beauty into the world now. She swallowed over the ache in her throat and turned to Illyra again.
“More than half the deck is painted now. Kama will force me to read for her when the rest are done and I cannot,” said Illyra bitterly. “I will fail her, and then she will take her revenge on Dubro. By all of Sanctuary’s useless gods, I hate her! Her, and the rest of those blade-thirsty, swaggering bullies who have destroyed my world!”
“Will you find a sword of your own and go after her?” asked Gilla, trying to channel into scorn the hatred that was making her own belly bum. “Illyra, be sensible. Try to get well, and be thankful that’s not your kind of power!”
“My kind of power…” said the S’danzo reflectively. “No -when men bum my people for sorcery it’s not because they fear the simple power of steel….” Illyra fell silent. Her dark hair swung down across her breast, and Gilla could not see her eyes, but there was something in the other woman’s stillness that sent a chill down her back despite the heat of the day.