Rose Madder by Stephen King

‘What?’ she asked. ‘What is it?’

‘Nothing,’ he said. ‘Just a mo’.’ He screwed the loupe back into his eye and took a good long look at the stone in her engagement ring. When he looked up the second time, his eyes were surer and easier to read. Impossible not to read, really. Suddenly Rosie knew everything, but she felt no surprise, no anger, and no real regret. The best she could do was a weary sort of embarrassment: why had she never realized before? How could she have been such a chump?

You weren’t, that deep voice answered her. You really weren’t, Rosie. If you hadn’t known on some level that the ring was a fake — known it almost from the start — you would have come into a place like this a lot sooner. Did you ever really believe, once you got past your twenty-second birthday, that is, that Norman Daniels would have given you a ring worth not just hundreds but thousands of dollars? Did you really?

No, she supposed not. She’d never been worth it to him, for one thing. For another, a man who had three locks on the front door, three on the back, motion-sensor lights in the yard, and a touch-alarm on his new Sentra automobile would never have let his wife do the marketing with a diamond as big as the Ritz on her finger.

‘It’s a fake, isn’t it?’ she asked the jeweller.

‘Well,’ he said, ‘it’s a perfectly real zirconia, but it’s certainly not a diamond, if that’s what you mean.’

‘Of course it’s what I mean,’ she said. ‘What else would I mean?’

‘Are you okay?’ the jeweller asked. He looked genuinely concerned, and she had an idea, now that she was seeing him up close, that he was closer to twenty-five than thirty.

‘Hell,’ she said, ‘I don’t know. Probably.’

She took a Kleenex out of her purse, though, just in case of a tearful outburst — these days she never knew when one was coming. Or maybe a good laughing jag; she’d had several of those, as well. It would be nice if she could avoid both extremes, at least for the time being.

Nice to leave this place with at least a few shreds of dignity.

‘I hope so,’ he said, ‘because you’re in good company. Believe me, you are. You’d be surprised how many ladies, ladies just like you— ‘

‘Oh, stop,’ she told him. ‘When I need something uplifting, I’ll buy a support bra.’ She had never in her life said anything remotely like that to a man — it was downright suggestive —

but she had never felt like this in her whole life . . . as if she were spacewalking, or running giddily across a tightrope with no net beneath. And wasn’t it perfect, in a way? Wasn’t it the only fitting epilogue to her marriage? I decided on the rock, she heard him say in her mind; his voice had been shaking with sentiment, his gray eyes actually a little moist. Because I love you, Rose.

For a moment the laughing jag was very close. She held it at arm’s length by sheer force of will.

‘Is it worth anything?’ she asked. ‘Anything at all? Or is it just something he got out of a gum-machine somewhere?’

He didn’t bother with the loupe this time, just held the ring up into the sunbeam again.

‘Actually, it is worth a bit,’ he said, sounding relieved to be able to pass on a little good news.

‘The stone’s a ten-buck item, but the setting . . . that might have gone as much as two hundred bucks, retail. ‘Course, I couldn’t give you that,’ he added hurriedly. ‘My dad’d read me the riot act. Wouldn’t he, Robbie?’

‘Your dad always reads you the riot act,’ said the old man squatting by the paperbacks.

‘That’s what kids are for.’ He didn’t look up.

The jeweller glanced at him, glanced back at Rosie, and stuck a finger into his half-open mouth, miming a retch. Rosie hadn’t seen that one since high school, and it made her smile.

The man in the vest smiled back. ‘I could give you fifty for it,’ he said. ‘Interested?’

‘No, thanks.’ She picked up the ring, looked at it thoughtfully, then wrapped it in the unused Kleenex she was holding.

‘You check any of the other shops along here,’ he said. ‘If anyone says they’ll give you more, I’ll match the best offer. That’s dad’s policy, and it’s a good one.’

She dropped the Kleenex into her purse and snapped it shut. ‘Thanks, but I guess not,’ she said. ‘I’ll hang onto it.’

She was aware that the man who’d been checking out the paperbacks — the one the jeweller had called Robbie — was now looking at her, and with an odd expression of concentration on his face, but Rosie decided she didn’t care. Let him look. It was a free country.

‘The man who gave me that ring said it was worth as much as a brand-new car,’ she said.

‘Do you believe that?’

‘Yes.’ He replied with no hesitation, and she remembered his telling her she was in good company, that lots of ladies came in here and learned unpleasant truths about their treasures.

She guessed this man, although still young, must already have heard a great many variations on the same basic theme.

‘I suppose you do,’ she said. ‘Well then, you should understand why I want to keep the ring.

If I ever start getting woozy about someone else — or even think I am — I can dig it out and look at it while I wait for the fever to pass.’

She was thinking of Pam Haverford, who had long, twisting scars on both forearms. In the summer of ’92 her husband had thrown her through a storm door while he was drunk. Pam had raised her arms to protect her face as she went through the glass, and the result had been sixty stitches in one arm and a hundred and five in the other. Yet she still almost melted with happiness if a construction worker or housepainter whistled at her legs when she walked by, and what did you call that? Endurance or stupidity? Resilience or amnesia? Rose had come to think of it as Haverford’s Syndrome, and only hoped that she herself could avoid it.

‘Whatever you say, ma’am,’ the jeweller replied. ‘I’m sorry to be the bearer of bad news, though. Myself, I think it’s why pawnshops have such a bad rep. We almost always get the job of telling people that things aren’t what they’re cracked up to be. Nobody likes that.’

‘No,’ she agreed. ‘Nobody likes that, Mr— ‘

‘Steiner,’ he said. ‘Bill Steiner. My dad’s Abe Steiner. Here’s our card.’

He held one out, but she shook her head, smiling. ‘I’d have no use for it. Have a nice day, Mr Steiner.’

She started back toward the door, this time taking the third aisle because the elderly gentleman had advanced a few steps toward her with his briefcase in one hand and a few of the old paperbacks in the other. She wasn’t sure he wanted to talk to her, but she was very sure that she didn’t want to talk to him. All she wanted right now was to make a quick exit from Liberty City Loan & Pawn; to climb aboard a bus and get busy forgetting she had ever

been here.

She was only vaguely aware that she was passing through an area of the pawnshop where clusters of small statuary and pictures, both framed and unframed, had been gathered together on the dusty shelves. Her head was up, but she was looking at nothing; she was not in the mood to appreciate art, fine or otherwise. So her sudden, almost skidding stop was all the more remarkable. It was as if she never saw the picture at all, at least on that first occasion.

It was as if the picture saw her.

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Its powerful attraction was without precedent in her life, but this did not strike Rosie as extraordinary — she had been living an unprecedented life for over a month now. Nor did that attraction strike her (at first, anyway) as abnormal. The reason for this was simple: after fourteen years of marriage to Norman Daniels, years when she had been all but cut off from the rest of the world, she had no tools for judging the normal from the abnormal. Her yardstick for measuring how the world behaved in given situations mostly consisted of TV

dramas and the occasional movie he had taken her to (Norman Daniels would go see anything starring Glint Eastwood). Within the framework provided by those media, her reaction to the picture seemed almost normal. In the movies and on TV, people were always getting swept off their feet.

And really, none of that mattered. What did was how the picture called to her, making her forget what she had just found out about her ring, making her forget that she wanted to get away from the pawnshop, making her forget how glad her sore feet were going to be when she saw the Blue Line bus pulling up in front of the Hot Pot, making her forget everything.

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