“Okay, good. So I’ll try her tomorrow. How’s everything by you?”
“Rolling along. How’s Rick?”
“Cutting and suturing. With our schedules, there ain’t much quality time. We keep talking vacation, but neither of us is willing to make plans.”
“Commitment,” I said. “Men have such a problem with it.”
“Bullshit,” he said. “I’m totally committed. I’m a pig, right?”
She called on Friday morning. “If you have time today, I could come in.”
“After work?”
“Any time. I’m home.”
“Sick?”
“No, I haven’t gone back since the . . . fall. Dr. Austerlitz was very nice, by the way. He says I’m fine.”
“I know. I spoke with him. How’ve you been sleeping the last couple of nights?”
“Pretty well, actually, since I spoke to you. No dream, and I wake up in my bed, so maybe it was just a short-term thing and I needed to get things off my chest.”
I recalled the last session. Lots of questions, no answers. “Did you ever reach Detective Sturgis?”
“He told you I phoned?”
“He called me last night wanting to know if some sort of emergency had come up. Said he hadn’t been able to reach you.”
“The two of you are close friends, aren’t you?”
“Yes, we are.”
“He talks about you as if you’re some kind of genius. Did you tell him I was okay?”
“I didn’t tell him anything. Confidentiality.”
“Oh. That’s okay; you can talk to him any time. I give you permission.”
“There’d be no reason to, Lucy.”
“Oh. Okay. All I’m saying is I trust him, and after what I’ve been through, I’m a good judge of men. Anyway, I reached him. The reason I wanted to talk to him is just, I’ve been getting some phone calls over the last few weeks.”
“What kind of phone calls?”
“Hang-ups. I’m sure it’s no big thing.”
“How many?”
“Couple a week, maybe four or five in all, mostly when I’m cooking dinner or watching TV. For all I know it’s some screwup with the phone lines. Milo didn’t seem that concerned. Said I should hang up right away, and if it didn’t stop there was a machine I could get from the phone company that would record the caller’s number.”
“Sounds like a good plan,” I said, keeping my voice calm. The killer who’d burned down my house had worked up to it with harassment. “Would you like to come in at noon?”
“Oh,” she said, as if she’d forgotten she’d called to make an appointment. “Sure. Noon would be perfect.”
She was five minutes late and breezed in wearing a snug white cotton turtleneck and red bandanna over jeans, white socks, and moccasins. Tiny ruby studs in her ears and her hair was loose. First time I’d seen it that way. It flattered her.
She said, “Everything’s really pretty fine.”
“Glad you’re feeling better,” I said.
“I really am. Maybe it’s taking a break from work. I always thought my job was so important to me, but after being away from it for a couple of days I don’t miss it.”
“Are you thinking of quitting permanently?”
“I’m not much of a spender, so I’ve got enough saved up to last awhile.” She gave an embarrassed smile.
“What is it?”
“I’ve also got a trust fund—not enough to live rich, but it is a thousand a month, so that’s a pretty good cushion. That’s what I meant by others having things a lot worse.”
“Are you uncomfortable having a cushion?”
“Well,” she said, “I didn’t do anything to earn it. And it comes from his side of the family—his mother. A generation-skipping thing, they call it. To save taxes. I generally give a big chunk of it away to charity, but if it can help me mellow out a little now, why not take advantage of it?”
“I agree.”
“I mean, I’ve got nothing to prove. In three years I’ve never taken a sick day—do you think it’s irresponsible? Quitting, just like that?”
“Not at all.”
“Really?”
“Really.”
“So . . . like I said, everything’s fine. . . . I also talked to Milo about the new murder. The Santa Ana police are consulting with him, which is smart. I remember how impressed I was when he testified. All those details at his fingertips, he never let the defense lawyer intimidate him—I guess his size helps; what is he, six-four?”