He raised his hands to nipple level and turned the palms up. “He said the greatest fun was holding living organs in his hands, feeling their pulse, smelling their steam. He was a yawny idiot, but he had the power to flex a wrist and rip spleens and livers and shit-filled guts out of someone else’s flesh-ark.”
He let his hands fall. He was breathing hard, the remnants of his chest heaving. “That’s what interests me about medicine. Dropping a nuclear bomb on certain individuals interests me, too, but I’d never waste my time studying physics. Man Ray once said perfect art would kill an observer upon first glance. Damned near close to universal truth. Not bad for a photographer, and a kike. Delaware . . . that’s not a kike name, is it?”
“No. And it’s not wop or nigger or spic, either.”
His mouth ticced and he laughed again, but it seemed obligatory.
“Look what we have here, a wit—at least by half. A fucking yuppie halfwit—you’re the future, aren’t you? Off-the-rack Gentleman’s Farterly suits pretending to be bespoke. Politically correct careerism masquerading as moral duty—do you drive a Beemer? Or a Baby Benz? Either way, Hitler would be proud, though I don’t imagine you’ve ever studied history. Do you know who Hitler was? Are you aware that he didn’t drive a Buick? That Eichmann worked for Mercedes-Benz while hiding out in Argentina—do you know who the fuck Eichmann was?”
Remembering the white convertible out front, I said, “I drive American.”
“How patriotic. Did you get it from Daddy?”
I didn’t answer, thinking suddenly of my father, never able to afford a new car. . . .
“Daddy’s dead, isn’t he? Was he a would-be doctor, too?”
“A machinist,” I said.
“Tool and die—he tooled, then he died. Tut-tut. So you’re a blue-collar hero. Shaky-kneed arriviste by way of the public school system. First in the family to go to college and all that, a Kiwanis club scholarship, no doubt. Mommy’s so proud in her Formica prison—is she dead, too?”
I stood up and began walking to the door.
“Oh!” he bellowed after me. “Oh, I’ve offended him; five minutes and he’s running off to puke in the bushes, the fortitude of a mayfly!”
I half turned my head and smiled at him. “Not at all, it’s just boring. The shape you’re in, you should know life’s too short for small talk.”
His face incandesced with rage. He waited until I’d opened the door and stepped out onto the porch.
“Fuck you and fuck your charwoman mother on a Formica counter! Walk out, now, and you’ll eat my shit in a soufflÉ before I give you my insights.”
“Do you really have any?” I said, with my back to him.
“I know why the girl tried to kill herself.”
I heard squeaks, turned, and saw him wheeling himself forward very slowly. He stopped and spun the chair, finally managing to turn his back on me. His hair hung in greasy strands. Either Nova wasn’t much of a caretaker or he didn’t allow her to groom him.
“Fix me a drink, Cubby, and maybe I’ll share my wisdom with you. None of that single-malt swill you yuppie pricks go for—give me blended. Everything in life is blended; nothing stands on its own.” Spinning again, he faced me. I thought he looked relieved that I was still there.
“What’s yellow and red, yellow and red, yellow and red?” he said.
“What?” I said.
“Jap in a blender, hawf, hawf—and don’t give me that look of outrage, you buttoned-down poot. I fought in the only war that counted and saw what those scrawny-dicked monkey-men are capable of. Did you know they used to peel the faces off the Allied prisoners? Marinate human hearts and kidneys in teriyaki sauce and barbecue them? There’s your sushi bar for you. Truman dry-roasted the buck-toothed capuchins, only good thing that exophthalmic rag-pimp ever did. Stop standing there, gawking like a virgin sailor at wet pussy, and fix me a fine blended drink before I tire of you beyond the point of forgiveness!”
I went to the wet bar and found a bottle of Chivas, almost empty. As I poured, he said, “Know how to read?”