The trade winds blew them northward, the sun shone, and Sharpe would ever remember those weeks as bliss. With Braithwaite dead, and Lord William Hale immersed in the report he was writing for the British government, Sharpe and Lady Grace were free. They used circumspection, for they had no choice, yet Sharpe still suspected the ship’s crew knew of their meetings. He dared not use her cabin, for fear that Lord William might demand entrance, but she would go to his, gliding across the darkened quarterdeck in a black cloak and usually waiting for the brief commotion as the watch changed until she slipped through Sharpe’s unlocked door which lay close enough to the first lieutenant’s quarters, where Lord William slept, for folk to assume it was there she went, but even so it was hard to remain unseen by the helmsmen, Johnny Hopper, the bosun of Chase’s crew, grinned at Sharpe knowingly, and Sharpe had to pretend not to notice, though he also reckoned the secret was safe with the crew for they liked him and universally disliked the contemptuous Lord William. Sharpe and Grace told each other that they were being discreet, but night after night and even sometimes by day they risked discovery. It was reckless, but neither could resist. Sharpe was delirious with love, and he loved her all the more because she made light of the vast gulf that separated them. She lay with him one afternoon, when a scrap of sunlight spearing through a chink in the scuttle’s deadlight was scribing an oval shape on the opposite bulkhead, and she mentally added up the number of rooms in her Lincolnshire house. “Thirty-six,” she decided, “though that doesn’t include the front hall or the servants’ quarters.”
“We never counted them at home either,” Sharpe said, and grunted when she dug his ribs with an elbow. They lay on blankets spread on the floor, for the hanging cot was too narrow. “So how many servants have you got?” he asked.
“In the country? Twenty-three, I think, but that’s just in the house. And in London? Fourteen, and then there are the coachmen and stable boys. I’ve no idea how many of those there are. Six or seven perhaps?”
“I lose count of mine, too,” Sharpe said, then flinched. “That hurt!”
“Shh!” she whispered. “Chase will hear. Did you ever have a servant?”
“A little Arab boy,” Sharpe said, “who wanted to come to England with me. But he died.” He lay silent, marveling at the touch of her skin on his. “What does your maid think you’re doing?”
“Lying down in the dark with orders not to be disturbed. I say the sun gives me a headache.”
He smiled. “So what will you do when it rains?”
“I’ll say the rain gives me a headache, of course. Not that Mary cares. She’s in love with Chase’s steward, so she’s glad I don’t need her. She haunts his pantry.” Grace ran a finger down Sharpe’s belly. “Maybe they’ll run away to sea together?”
Sometimes it seemed to Sharpe that he and Grace had run away to sea, and they played a game where they pretended the Pucelle was their private ship and its crew their servants and that they would forever be sailing forgiving seas under sunny skies. They never spoke of what waited at journey’s end, for then Grace must go back to her lavish world and Sharpe to his place, and he did not know whether he would ever see her again. “We are like children, you and I,” Grace said more than once, a note of wonder in her voice, “irresponsible, careless children.”
In the mornings Sharpe exercised with the marines, in the afternoons he slept, and in the evening he ate his supper with Chase, then waited impatiently until Lord William was in his laudanum-induced sleep and Grace could come to his door. They would talk, sleep, make love, talk again. “I haven’t had a bath since Bombay,” she said one night with a shudder.
“Nor have I.”
“But I’m used to having baths!’ she said.
“You smell good to me.”
“I stink,” she said. “I stink, and the whole ship stinks. And I miss walking. I love to walk in the country. If I had my way I would never see London again.”