the fingers furry and the palms smooth. “Will ye grant me parole, gunslinger, if I promise
ye peace?”
“Not a bit,” Roland said, and cocked his revolver.
“Be damned to you, then, chary-ka,” said the taheen, and Roland of Gilead shot him where
he stood, and Lamla of Galee fell down dead.
Two
Flaherty’s posse lay stacked in front of the door like cordwood, Lamla facedown in front.
Not a single one had had a chance to fire. The tile-throated corridor stank of the gunsmoke
which hung in a blue layer. Then the purifiers kicked in, chugging wearily in the wall, and
the gunslingers felt the air first stirred into motion and then sucked across their faces.
Eddie reloaded the gun—his, now, so he had been told—and dropped it back into its
holster. Then he went to the dead and yanked four of them absently aside so he could get to
the door. “Susannah! Suze, are you there?”
Do any of us, except in our dreams, truly expect to be reunited with our hearts’ deepest
loves, even when they leave us only for minutes, and on the most mundane of errands? No,
not at all. Each time they go from our sight we in our secret hearts count them as dead.
Having been given so much, we reason, how could we expect not to be brought as low as
Lucifer for the staggering presumption of our love?
So Eddie didn’t expect her to answer until she did—from another world, and through a
single thickness of wood. “Eddie? Sugar, is it you?”
Eddie’s head, which had seemed perfectly normal only seconds before, was suddenly too
heavy to hold up. He leaned it against the door. His eyes were similarly too heavy to hold
open and so he closed them. The weight must have been tears, for suddenly he was
swimming in them. He could feel them rolling down his cheeks, warm as blood. And
Roland’s hand, touching his back.
“Susannah,” Eddie said. His eyes were still closed. His fingers were splayed on the door.
“Can you open it?”
Jake answered. “No, but you can.”
“What word?” Roland asked. He had been alternating glances at the door with looks
behind him, almost hoping for reinforcements (for his blood was up), but the tiled corridor
was empty. “What word, Jake?”
There was a pause—brief, but it seemed very long to Eddie—and then both spoke
together.“Chassit, ” they said.
Eddie didn’t trust himself to say it; his throat was too full of tears. Roland had no such
problem. He hauled several more bodies away from the door (including Flaherty’s, his face
still fixed in its final snarl) and then spoke the word. Once again the door between the
worlds clicked open. It was Eddie who opened it wide and then the four of them were
face-to-face again, Susannah and Jake in one world, Roland and Eddie in another, and
between them a shimmering transparent membrane like living mica. Susannah held out her
hands and they plunged through the membrane like hands emerging from a body of water
that had been somehow magically turned on its side.
Eddie took them. He let her fingers close over his and draw him into Fedic.
Three
By the time Roland stepped through, Eddie had already lifted Susannah and was holding
her in his arms. The boy looked up at the gunslinger. Neither of them smiled. Oy sat at
Jake’s feet and smiled for both of them.
“Hile, Jake,” Roland said.
“Hile, Father.”
“Will you call me so?”
Jake nodded. “Yes, if I may.”
“Such would please me ever,” Roland said. Then, slowly—as one performs an action with
which he’s unfamiliar—he held out his arms. Looking up at him solemnly, never taking his
eyes from Roland’s face, the boy Jake moved between those killer’s hands and waited until
they locked at his back. He had had dreams of this that he would never have dared to tell.
Susannah, meanwhile, was covering Eddie’s face with kisses. “They almost got Jake,” she
was saying. “I sat down on my side of the door…and I was so tired I nodded off. He musta
called me three, four times before I…”
Later he would hear her tale, every word and to the end. Later there would be time for
palaver. For now he cupped her breast—the left one, so he could feel the strong, steady
beat of her heart—and then stopped her speech with his mouth.
Jake, meanwhile, said nothing. He stood with his head turned so his cheek rested against
Roland’s midsection. His eyes were closed. He could smell rain and dust and blood on the
gunslinger’s shirt. He thought of his parents, who were lost; his friend Benny, who was
dead; the Pere, who had been overrun by all those from whom he had so long fled. The man
he held had betrayed him once for the Tower, had let him fall, and Jake couldn’t say the
same might not happen again. Certainly there were miles ahead, and they would be hard
ones. Still, for now, he was content. His mind was quiet and his sore heart was at peace. It
was enough to hold and be held.
Enough to stand here with his eyes shut and to thinkMy father has come for me.
Chapter I:
The Devar-Tete
One
The four reunited travelers (five, counting Oy of Mid-World) stood at the foot of Mia’s bed, looking at what remained of Susannah’stwim, which was to say her twin. Without the
deflated clothes to give the corpse some definition, probably none of them could have said
for certain what it had once been. Even the snarl of hair above the split gourd of Mia’s head looked like nothing human; it could have been an exceptionally large dust-bunny.
Roland looked down at the disappearing features, wondering that so little remained of the
woman whose obsession—the chap, the chap, always the chap—had come so near to
wrecking their enterprise for good. And without them, who would remain to stand against
the Crimson King and his infernally clever chancellor? John Cullum, Aaron Deepneau, and
Moses Carver. Three old men, one of them with blackmouth disease, which Eddie called
can’t, sir.
So much you did,he thought, gazing raptly at the dusty, dissolving face.So much you did
and so much more you would have done, aye, and all without a check or qualm, and so will
the world end, I think, a victim of love rather than hate. For love’s ever been the more
destructive weapon, sure.
He leaned forward, smelling what could have been old flowers or ancient spices, and
exhaled. The thing that looked vaguely like a head even now blew away like milkweed
fluff or a dandy-o ball.
“She meant no harm to the universe,” Susannah said, her voice not quite steady. “She only
wanted any woman’s privilege: to have a baby. Someone to love and raise.”
“Aye,” Roland agreed, “you say true. Which is what makes her end so black.”
Eddie said, “Sometimes I think we’d all be better off if the people who mean well would
just creep away and die.”
“That’d be the end ofus, Big Ed,” Jake pointed out.
They all considered this, and Eddie found himself wondering how many they’d already
killed with their well-intentioned meddling. The bad ones he didn’t care about, but there
had been others, too—Roland’s lost love, Susan, was only one.
Then Roland left the powdery remains of Mia’s corpse and came to Susannah, who was
sitting on one of the nearby beds with her hands clasped between her thighs. “Tell me
everything that befell since you left us on the East Road, after the battle,” he said. “We
need to—”
“Roland, I never meant to leave you. It was Mia. She took over. If I hadn’t had a place to
go—a Dogan—she might’ve taken over completely.”
Roland nodded to show he understood that. “Nevertheless, tell me how you came to this
devar-tete. And Jake, I’d hear the same from you.”
“Devar-tete,” Eddie said. The phrase held some faint familiarity. Did it have something to
do with Chevin of Chayven, the slow mutie Roland had put out of its misery in Lovell? He
thought so. “What’s that?”
Roland swept a hand at the room with all its beds, each with its helmet-like machine and
segmented steel hose; beds where the gods only knew how many children from the Callas
had lain, and been ruined. “It means little prison, or torture-chamber.”
“Doesn’t look so little to me,” Jake said. He couldn’t tell how many beds there were, but
he guessed the number at three hundred. Three hundred at least.
“Mayhap we’ll come upon a larger one before we’re finished. Tell your tale, Susannah,
and you too, Jake.”
“Where do we go from here?” Eddie asked.
“Perhaps the tale will tell,” Roland answered.
Two
Roland and Eddie listened in silent fascination as Susannah and Jake recounted their
adventures, turn and turn about. Roland first halted Susannah while she was telling them of
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