At the sight of this terrible head-wound Susannah leaped to her feet and began to scream
again. Began to struggle. Ted and Dinky (who was paler than paste) exchanged a glance,
tightened their grip on her hands, and once more sent the
(peace ease quiet wait calm slow peace)
soothing message that was as much colors—cool blue shading to quiet ashes of gray—as it
was words. Roland, meanwhile, held her shoulders.
“Can anything be done for him?” Roland asked Ted. “Anything at all?”
“He can be made comfortable,” Ted said. “We can do that much, at least.” Then he pointed
toward the Devar. “Don’t you still have work there to finish, Roland?”
For a moment Roland didn’t quite seem to understand that. Then he looked at the bodies of
the downed guards, and did. “Yes,” he said. “I suppose I do. Jake, can you help me? If the
ones left were to find a new leader and regroup…that wouldn’t do at all.”
“What about Susannah?” Jake had asked.
“Susannah’s going to help us see her man to a place where he can be at his ease, and die as
peacefully as possible,” said Ted Brautigan. “Aren’t you, dear heart?”
She’d looked at him with an expression that was not quite vacant; the understanding (and
the pleading) in that gaze went into Jake’s heart like the tip of an icicle.“Must he die?” she had asked him.
Ted had lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it. “Yes,” he said. “He must die and you must
bear it.”
“Then you have to do something for me,” she said, and touched Ted’s cheek with her
fingers. To Jake those fingers looked cold. Cold.
“What, love? Anything I can.” He took hold of her fingers and wrapped them
(peace ease quiet wait calm slow peace)
in his own.
“Stop what you’re doing, unless I tell you different,” said she.
He looked at her, surprised. Then he glanced at Dinky, who only shrugged. Then he
looked back at Susannah.
“You mustn’t use your good-mind to steal my grief,” Susannah told him, “for I’d open my
mouth and drink it to the dregs. Every drop.”
For a moment Ted only stood with his head lowered and a frown creasing his brow. Then
he looked up and gave her the sweetest smile Jake had ever seen.
“Aye, lady,” Ted replied. “We’ll do as you ask. But if you need us…whenyou need us…”
“I’ll call,” Susannah said, and once more slipped to her knees beside the muttering man
who lay in the street.
Two
As Roland and Jake approached the alley which would take them back to the center of the
Devar-Toi, where they would put off mourning their fallen friend by taking care of any
who might still stand against them, Sheemie reached out and plucked the sleeve of
Roland’s shirt.
“Beam says thankya, Will Dearborn that was.” He had blown out his voice with shouting
and spoke in a hoarse croak. “Beam says all may yet be well. Good as new.Better .”
“That’s fine,” Roland said, and Jake supposed it was. There had been no real joy then,
however, as there was no real joy now. Jake kept thinking of the hole Ted Brautigan’s
gentle fingers had exposed. That hole filled with red jelly.
Roland put an arm around Sheemie’s shoulders, squeezed him, gave him a kiss. Sheemie
smiled, delighted. “I’ll come with you, Roland. Will’ee have me, dear?”
“Not this time,” Roland said.
“Why are you crying?” Sheemie asked. Jake had seen the happiness draining from
Sheemie’s face, being replaced with worry. Meanwhile, more Breakers were returning to
Main Street, milling around in little groups. Jake had seen consternation in the expressions
they directed toward the gunslinger…and a certain dazed curiosity…and, in some cases,
clear dislike. Hate, almost. He had seen no gratitude, not so much as a speck of gratitude,
and for that he’d hatedthem .
“My friend is hurt,” Roland had said. “I cry for him, Sheemie. And for his wife, who is my
friend. Will you go to Ted and sai Dinky, and try to soothe her, should she ask to be
soothed?”
“If you want, aye! Anything for you!”
“Thankee-sai, son of Stanley. And help if they move my friend.”
“Your friend Eddie! Him who lays hurt!”
“Aye, his name is Eddie, you say true. Will you help Eddie?”
“Aye!”
“And there’s something else—”
“Aye?” Sheemie asked, then seemed to remember something. “Aye! Help you go away,
travel far, you and your friends! Ted told me. ‘Make a hole,’ he said, ‘like you did for me.’
Only they brought him back. The bad ’uns. They’d not bring you back, for the bad ’uns are
gone! Beam’s at peace!” And Sheemie laughed, a jarring sound to Jake’s grieving ear.
To Roland’s too, maybe, because his smile was strained. “In time, Sheemie…although I
think Susannah may stay here, and wait for us to return.”
If wedoreturn, Jake thought.
“But I have another chore you may be able to do. Not helping someone travel to that other
world, butlike that, a little. I’ve told Ted and Dinky, and they’d tell you, once Eddie’s been put at his ease. Will you listen?”
“Aye! And help, if I can!”
Roland clapped him on the shoulder. “Good!” Then Jake and the gunslinger had gone in a
direction that might have been north, headed back to finish what they had begun.
Three
They flushed out another fourteen guards in the next three hours, most of them humes.
Roland surprised Jake—a little—by only killing the two who shot at them from behind the
fire engine that had crashed with one wheel stuck in the cellar bulkhead. The rest he
disarmed and then gave parole, telling them that any Devar-Toi guards still in the
compound when the late-afternoon change-of-shifts horn blew would be shot out of hand.
“But where will we go?” asked a taheen with a snowy-white rooster’s head below a great
floppy-red coxcomb (he reminded Jake a little of Foghorn Leghorn, the cartoon character).
Roland shook his head. “I care not where you fetch,” he said, “as long as you’re not here
when the next horn blows, kennit. You’ve done hell’s work here, but hell’s shut, and I
mean to see it will never open this particular set of doors again.”
“What do you mean?” asked the rooster-taheen, almost timidly, but Roland wouldn’t say, had only told the creature to pass on the message to any others he might run across.
Most of the remaining taheen and can-toi left Algul Siento in pairs and triplets, going
without argument and nervously looking back over their shoulders every few moments.
Jake thought they were right to be afraid, because his dinh’s face that day had been abstract with thought and terrible with grief. Eddie Dean lay on his deathbed, and Roland of Gilead
would not bear crossing.
“What are you going to do to the place?” Jake asked after the afternoon horn had blown.
They were making their way past the smoking husk of Damli House (where the robot
firemen had posted signs every twenty feet readingOFF-LIMITS PENDING FIRE DEPT.
INVESTIGATION ), on their way to see Eddie.
Roland only shook his head, not answering the question.
On the Mall, Jake spied six Breakers standing in a circle, holding hands. They looked like
folks having a séance. Sheemie was there, and Ted, and Dani Rostov; there also was a
young woman, an older one, and a stout, bankerly-looking man. Beyond, lying with their
feet sticking out under blankets, was a line of the nearly fifty guards who had died during
the brief action.
“Do you know what they’re doing?” Jake asked, meaning the séance-folken—the ones
behind them were just being dead, a job that would occupy them from now on.
Roland glanced toward the circle of Breakers briefly. “Yes.”
“What?”
“Not now,” said the gunslinger. “Now we’re going to pay our respects to Eddie. You’re
going to need all the serenity you can manage, and that means emptying your mind.”
Four
Now, sitting with Oy outside the empty Clover Tavern with its neon beer-signs and silent
jukebox, Jake reflected on how right Roland had been, and how grateful Jake himself had
been when, after forty-five minutes or so, the gunslinger had looked at him, seen his
terrible distress, and excused him from the room where Eddie lingered, giving up his
vitality an inch at a time, leaving the imprint of his remarkable will on every last inch of his life’s tapestry.
The litter-bearing party Ted Brautigan had organized had borne the young gunslinger to
Corbett Hall, where he was laid in the spacious bedroom of the first-floor proctor’s suite.
The litter-bearers lingered in the dormitory’s courtyard, and as the afternoon wore on, the
rest of the Breakers joined them. When Roland and Jake arrived, a pudgy red-haired
woman stepped into Roland’s way.
Lady, I wouldn’t do that,Jake had thought.Not this afternoon.
In spite of the day’s alarums and excursions, this woman—who’d looked to Jake like the