When the TV anchorman went on to the police dog and the four hundred pounds of pot, Weizak had left briefly and had come back with the news that the hospital switchboard had jammed up with calls for him even before the report was over. The nurse with the medication had shown up a few minutes later, leading Johnny to believe that Sam had gone down to the nurses’ station to do more than check on incoming calls.
At that instant, the telephone rang.
Weizak swore softly under his breath. ‘I told them to hold them all. Don’t answer it, John, I’ll…
But Johnny already had it. He listened for a moment, then nodded. ‘Yes, that was right.’
He put a hand over the receiver. ‘It’s my dad,’ he said. He uncovered the receiver. ‘Hi, Dad. I guess you …’ He listened. The small smile on his lips faded and was replaced by an expression of dawning horror. His lips moved silently.
‘John, what is it?’ Weizak asked sharply.
‘All right, Daddy,’ Johnny said, almost in a whisper. ‘Yes. Cumberland General. I know where it is. Just above Jerusalem’s Lot. Okay. All right Daddy…
His voice broke. His eyes were tearless but glistening.
‘I know that, Daddy. I love you too. I’m sorry.
Listened.
‘Yes. Yes it was,’ Johnny said. ‘I’ll see you, Daddy. Yes. Good-bye.’
He hung up the phone, put the heels of his hands to his eyes, and pressed.
‘Johnny?’ Sam leaned forward, took one of his hands away and held it gently. ‘Is it your mother?’
‘Yeah. It’s my mother.’
‘Heart attack?’
‘Stroke,’ Johnny said, and Sam Weizak made a small, pained hissing between his teeth.
‘They were watching the TV news … neither of them had any idea … and I came on… and she had a stroke. Christ. She’s in the hospital. Now if something happens to my dad, we got a triple play.’ He uttered a high scream of laughter. His eyes rolled wildly from Sam to the nurse and back to Sam again. ‘It’s a good talent,’ he said. ‘Everybody should have it.’ The laugh came again, so like a scream.
‘How bad is she?’ Sam asked.
‘He doesn’t know.’ Johnny swung his legs out of bed. He had changed back to a hospital gown and his feet were bare.
‘What do you think you are doing?’ Sam asked sharply.
‘What does it look like?’
Johnny got up, and for a moment it seemed that Sam would push him hack onto the bed.
But he only watched Johnny limp over to the closet. ‘Don’t be ridiculous. You’re not ready for this, John.’
Unmindful of the nurse – they had seen his bare tail enough times, God knew Johnny let the gown drop around his feet. The thick, twisting scars stood out on the backs of his knees and dimpled into the scant swell of his calves. He began to rummage in the closet for clothes, and came up with the white shirt and jeans he had worn to the news conference.
‘John, I absolutely forbid this. As your doctor and your friend- I tell you, it is madness.’
‘Forbid all you want, I’m going,’ Johnny said. He began to dress. His face wore that expression of distant preoccupation that Sam associated with his trances. The nurse gawped.
‘Nurse, you might as well go back to your station,’ Sam said.
She backed to the door, stood there for a moment, and then left. Reluctantly.
‘Johnny,’ Sam said. He got up, went to him, and put a hand on his shoulder. ‘You didn’t do it.’
Johnny shook the hand off. ‘I did it, all right,’ he said. ‘She was watching me when it happened.’ He began to button the shirt.
‘You urged her to take her medicine and she stopped.’
Johnny looked at Weizak for a moment and then went back to buttoning his shirt.
‘If it hadn’t happened tonight, it would have happened tomorrow, next week, next month…
‘Or next year. Or in ten years.
‘No. It would not have been ten years. or even one. And you know it. Why are you so anxious to pin this tail on yourself? Because of that smug reporter? Is it maybe an inverted kind of self-pity? An urge to believe that you have been cursed?’