“I thought I recognized you the minute you came in, but I couldn’t remember where I knew you from.” I turned and gave a little wave to the other woman.
“We’d best be off, too,” Margaret said, glancing at her watch. “Oh, geez. I have to be at work at eight and look what time it is. Eleven forty-five.”
Earlene reached for her jacket. “I didn’t realize it was that late and we still have to drop you off at your place.”
“We can walk. It’s not far,” Margaret said.
“Don’t be silly. It’s no trouble. It’s right on our way.”
The four of them began to gather their belongings, shrugging into their parkas, scraping chairs back as they rose.
“Catch you later,” I said.
Various good-bye remarks were made, the yada-yada-yada of superficial social exchange. I watched them depart, and then returned to the bar where I settled my tab. Alice, the orange-haired waitress, was just taking a break. She pulled up a stool beside me and lit a cigarette. Her eyes were rimmed in black eyeliner and she had a fringe of thick dark lashes that had to be false; bright coral lipstick, a swathe of blusher on each cheek. “You a cop?”
“I’m a private investigator.”
“Well, that explains,” she said, blowing smoke to one side. “I heard you’re asking around about Tom Newquist.”
“Word travels fast.”
“Oh, sure. Town this small there’s not much to talk about,” she said. “You’re barking up the wrong tree with that bunch you were talking to. They’re all law enforcement, loyal to their own. You’re not going to get anyone to say a bad word about Tom.”
“So I discover. You have something to add?”
“Well, I don’t know what’s been said. I knew him from in here. I knew her somewhat better. I used to run into the two of them at church on occasion.”
“I gather she wasn’t popular. At least from what I’ve heard.”
“I try not to judge others, but it’s hard not to have some opinion. Everybody’s down on Selma and it seems unfair. I just wish she’d quit worrying about those silly teeth of hers.” Alice put a hand to her mouth. “Have you noticed her doing this? Half the time I can hardly hear what’s she saying because she’s so busy trying to cover up her mouth. Anyway, Tom was great. Don’t get me wrong . . . I grant you Selma’s abrasive. . . but you know what? He got to look good by comparison. He wasn’t confrontational. Tom’d never dream of getting in your face about anything. And why should he? He had Selma to do that. She’d take on anyone. Know what I mean? Let her be the bitch. She’s the one takes all the heat. She does the work of the relationship while he gets to be Mr. Good-Guy, Mr. Nice-As-Pie. You see what I’m saying?”
“Absolutely.”
“It might have suited them fine, but it doesn’t seem right to hold her entirely accountable. I know her type; she’s a pussy cat at heart. He could have pinned her ears back. He could have raised a big stink and she’d have backed right off. He didn’t have the gumption so why’s that her fault? Seems like the blame should attach equally.”
“Interesting,” I said.
“Well, you know, it’s just my reaction. I get sick and tired of hearing everyone trash Selma. Maybe I’m just like her and it cuts too close. Couples come to these agreements about who does what.. I’m not saying they sit down and discuss it, but you can see my point. One might be quiet, the other talkative. Or maybe one’s outgoing where the other one’s shy. Tom was passivepure and simple–so why blame her for taking over? You’d have done it yourself.”
“Selma says he was very preoccupied in the last few weeks. Any idea what it was?”
She paused to consider, drawing on her cigarette. “I never thought much about it, but now you mention it, he didn’t seem like himself. Tell you what I’ll do. Let me ask around and see if anybody knows anything. It’s not like people around here are dishonest or even secretive, but they protect their own.”
“You’re telling me,” I said. I took out a business card and jotted down my home number in Santa Teresa and the motel where I was staying.
Alice smiled. “Cecilia Boden. Now there’s a piece of work. If that motel gets to you, you can always come to my place. I got plenty of room.”
I smiled in return. “Thanks for your help.”
I headed out into the night air. The temperature had dropped and I could see my breath. After the clouds of smoke in the bar, I wondered if I was simply exhaling the accumulation. The parking lot was only half full and the lighting just dim enough to generate uneasiness. I took a moment to scan the area. There was no one in sight, though the line of pine trees on the perimeter could have hidden anyone. I shifted my car keys to my right hand and hunched my handbag over my left shoulder as I moved to the rental car and let myself in.
I slid under the wheel, slammed the car door’ and locked it as quickly as possible, listening to the locks flip down with a feeling of satisfaction. The windshield was milky with condensation and I wiped myself a clear patch with my bare hand. I turned the key in the ignition, suddenly alerted by the sullen grinding that indicated a low charge on the battery. I tried again and the engine turned over reluctantly. There was a series of misses and then the engine died. I sat there, projecting a mental movie in which I’d be forced to return to the bar, whistle up assistance, and finally crawl into bed at some absurd hour after god knows what inconvenience.
I caught a flash of headlights in the lane behind me and checked the source in my rearview mirror. A dark panel truck was passing at a slow rate of speed. The driver, in a black ski mask, turned to stare at me. The eye holes in the knit mask were rimmed with white and the opening for the mouth was thickly bordered with red. The driver and I locked eyes, our gazes meeting in the oblong reflection of the rearview mirror. I could feel my skin prickle, the pores puckering with fear. I thought male. I thought white. But I could have been wrong on both counts.
SEVEN
I could hear the crunch of gravel, a dull popping like distant gunfire. The truck slowed and finally came to a halt. I could hear the engine idling against the still night air. I realized I was holding my breath. I wasn’t sure what I’d do if the driver got out and approached my car. After an interminable thirty seconds, the truck moved on while I followed its reflection in my rearview mirror. There was no lettering on the side so I didn’t think the vehicle was used for commercial purposes. I turned my head, watching as the panel truck reached the end of the aisle and took a left. There was something unpleasant about being the subject of such scrutiny.
I tried starting my car again. “Come on,” I said. The engine seemed, if anything, a little less energetic. The panel truck was now passing from right to left along the lane in front of me, the two of us separated by the intervening cars, parked nose to nose with mine. I could see the driver lean forward, the masked face now tilted in my direction. It was the blankness that unnerved me, the shapeless headgear wiping out all features except the eyes and mouth, which stood out in startling relief. Terrorists and bank robbers wore masks like this, not ordinary citizens concerned about frostbite. The panel truck stopped. The black ski mask was fully turned in my direction, the prolonged look intense. I could see that both the eye holes and the mouth hole had been narrowed by big white yarn stitches, with no attempt to disguise the modification. The driver extended a gloved right hand, index finger pointing at me like the barrel of a gun. Two imaginary bullets were fired at me, complete with recoil. I flipped him the bird in return. This brief digital exchange was charged with aggression on his part and defiance on mine. The driver seemed to stiffen and I wondered if I should have kept my snappy metacarpal retort to myself. In Los Angeles, freeway shootings have been motivated by less. For the first time, I worried he might have a real weapon somewhere down by his feet.
I pumped the gas with my foot and turned the key again, uttering a low urgent sound. Miraculously, the engine coughed to life. I put the car in neutral and applied pressure on the accelerator, flipping on the headlights while I gunned the engine. The arrow on the voltage indicator leaned repeatedly to the right. I flicked my attention to the panel truck, which was just turning out of the lot at the far end. I released the emergency brake and put the car in reverse.