And then as if her anger with this one rude young man had suddenly burst a dam within her, Ce’Nedra began to speak. She spoke to them directly, not with the studied phrases she had rehearsed, but with words that came from her heart. The longer she spoke, the more impassioned she became. She pleaded; she cajoled – and finally she commanded. She would never remember exactly what she said, but she would never forget how she felt as she said it. All the passion and fire that had filled the stormy outbursts and tantrums of her girlhood came into full play. She spoke fervently with no thought of herself, but rather with an allconsuming belief in what she said. In the end she won them over.
As the sun fell full upon her, her armor gleamed and her hair seemed to leap into flame. “Belgarion, King of Riva and Overlord of the West, calls you to war!” she declared to them. “I am Ce’Nedra, his queen, and I stand before you as a living banner. Who among you will answer Belgarion’s call and follow me?”
It was the young man who had laughed at her whose sword leaped first into his hand. Raising it in salute, he shouted, “I will follow!” As if his declaration were a signal, half a hundred swords flashed in the sunlight as they were raised in salute and pledge, and half a hundred voices echoed his shout. “I will follow!”
With a broad sweep of her arm, Ce’Nedra drew her own sword and lifted it. “Follow, then!” she sang to them. “We ride to meet the fell hordes of Angarak. Let the world tremble at our coming!” With three quick steps, she reached her horse and literally threw herself into the saddle. She wheeled her prancing mount and galloped from the ruins, her sword aloft and her flaming hair streaming. The Asturians as one man rushed to their horses to follow.
As she plunged into the forest, the princess glanced back once at the brave, foolish young men galloping behind her, their faces exalted. She had won, but how many of these unthinking Asturians would she lead back when the war was done? How many would die in the wastes of the East? Her eyes suddenly filled with tears; but, dashing those tears away with one hand, the Rivan Queen galloped on, leading the Asturians back to join her army.
Chapter Twenty-six
THE ALORN KINGS praised Ce’Nedra extravagantly, and hard-bitten warriors looked at her with open admiration. She lapped up their adulation and purred like a happy kitten. The only thing that kept her triumph from being complete was Polgara’s strange silence. Ce’Nedra was a little hurt by that. The speech had not been perfect, perhaps, but it had won Lelldorin’s friends completely, and surely success made up for any minor flaws.
Then, when Polgara sent for her that evening, Ce’Nedra thought she understood. The sorceress wished to congratulate her in private. Humming happily to herself, the princess went along the beach to Polgara’s tent with the sound of waves on the white sand in her ears.
Polgara sat at her dressing table, alone except for the sleepy child, Errand. The candlelight played softly over her deep blue robe and the perfection of her features as she brushed her long, dark hair. “Come in, Ce’Nedra,” she said. “Sit down. We have a great deal to discuss.”
“Were you surprised, Lady Polgara?” The princess could no longer contain herself. “You were, weren’t you? I even surprised myself.”
Polgara looked at her gravely. “You mustn’t allow yourself to become so excited, Ce’Nedra. You have to learn to conserve your strength and not squander it by dashing about in hysterical self congratulation.”
Ce’Nedra stared at her. “Don’t you think I did well today?” she asked, hurt to the quick.
“It was a very nice speech, Ce’Nedra,” Polgara told her in a way that took all the fun out of it.
A strange thought occurred to the princess then. “You knew, didn’t you?” she blurted. “You knew all along.”
A faint flicker of amusement touched Polgara’s lips. “You always seem to forget that I have certain advantages, dear,” she replied, “and one of those is that I have a general idea of how things are going to turn out.”
“How could you possibly-”
“Certain events don’t just happen, Ce’Nedra. Some things have been implicit in this world since the moment it was made. What happened today was one of those things.” She reached over and picked up an age darkened scroll from the table. “Would you like to hear what the Prophecy says about you?”
Ce’Nedra felt a sudden chill.
Polgara ran her eyes down the crackling parchment. “Here it is,” she said, lifting the scroll into the candlelight. ” ‘And the voice of the Bride of Light shall be heard in the kingdoms of the world,’ ” she read, ” ‘and her words shall be as a fire in dry grass, that the multitudes shall rise up to go forth under the blaze of her banner.”‘
“That doesn’t mean anything at all, Lady Polgara,” Ce’Nedra objected. “It’s absolute gibberish.”
“Does it become any clearer when you find out that Garion is the Child of Light?”
“What is that?” Ce’Nedra demanded, staring at the parchment. “Where did you get it?”
“It’s the Mrin Codex, dear. My father copied it for me from the original. It’s a bit obscure because the Mrin prophet was so hopelessly insane that he couldn’t speak coherently. King Dras Bull-neck finally had to keep him chained to a post like a dog.”
“King Dras? Lady Polgara, that was over three thousand years ago!”
“About that long, yes,” Polgara agreed.
Ce’Nedra began to tremble. “That’s impossible!” she blurted.
Polgara smiled. “Sometimes, Ce’Nedra, you sound exactly like Garion. I wonder why young people are so fond of that word.”
“But, Lady Polgara, if it hadn’t been for that young man who was so insulting, I might not have said anything at all.” The princess bit her lip. She had not meant to confess that.
“That’s probably why he was so insulting, then. It’s quite possible that insulting you at that particular moment was the only reason he was born in the first place. The Prophecy leaves nothing to chance. Do you think you might need him to help you get started next time? I can arrange to have him get drunk again if you do.”
“Next time?”
“Of course. Did you think that one speech to a very small audience was going to be the end of it? Really, Ce’Nedra, you have to learn to pay more attention to what’s going on. You’re going to have to speak in public at least once a day for the next several months.”
The princess stared at her in horror. “I can’t!” she wailed.
“Yes, you can, Ce’Nedra. Your voice will be heard in the land, and your words shall be as a fire in dry grass, and the multitudes of the West shall rise up to follow your banner. Down through all the centuries, I’ve never known the Mrin Codex to be wrong – not once. The important thing at the moment is for you to get plenty of rest and to eat regularly. I’ll prepare your meals myself.” She looked rather critically at the tiny girl. “It would help if you were a bit more robust, but I guess we’ll have to make do with what we have. Go get your things, Ce’Nedra. From now on, you’ll be staying with me. I think I’m going to want to keep an eye on you.”
In the weeks that followed, they moved down through the moist, green Arendish forest, and word of their coming spread throughout Asturia. Ce’Nedra was dimly aware that Polgara was carefully controlling the size and composition of the audiences to be addressed. Poor Lelldorin was seldom out of his saddle as he and a carefully selected group of his friends ranged ahead of the advancing army to prepare each gathering.
Ce’Nedra, once she had finally accepted her duty, had assumed that speaking in public would grow easier with practice. Unfortunately, she was wrong. Panic still gripped her before each speech, and quite frequently she was physically sick. Although Polgara assured her that her speeches were getting better, Ce’Nedra complained that they were not getting easier. The drain on her physical and emotional reserves became more and more evident. Like most girls her age, Ce’Nedra could and often did talk endlessly, but her orations were not random talk. They required an enormous control and a tremendous expenditure of emotional energy, and no one could help her.
As the crowds grew larger, however, Polgara did provide some aid in a purely technical matter. “Just speak in a normal tone of voice, Ce’Nedra,” she instructed. “Don’t exhaust yourself by trying to shout. I’ll see to it that everybody can hear you.” Aside from that, however, the princess was on her own, and the strain became more and more visible. She rode listlessly at the head of her growing army, seeming sometimes almost to be in a trance.