and grits on their plates. They were always startled in a dense sort of way when he
trotted past in a hallway, loaded with books and afraid of being late to class.
Brazil had never felt he belonged here or anywhere, really. It was as if he watched
people through a pane of glass. He could not touch others no matter how hard he tried,
and they could not touch him, unless they were mentors. He had been falling in love with
teachers, coaches, ministers, campus security, administrators, deans, doctors, nurses since
he could remember. They were accepting, even appreciative, of his unusual reflections
and solitary peregrinations, and the writings he shyly shared when he visited after hours,
usually bearing limeades from the M&M soda shop or cookies from his mother’s kitchen.
Brazil, simply put, was a writer, a scribe of life and all in it. He had accepted his calling
with humility and a brave heart.
It was too early for anybody else to be out this morning except a faculty wife whose
lumpy shape would never be transformed by anything but death, and two other women in
baggy sweats breathlessly complaining about the husbands who made it possible for them
to be walking while most of the world worked. Brazil wore a Charlotte Observer T-shirt
and shorts, and looked younger than twenty-two. He was handsome and fierce, with
cheekbones high, hair streaked blond, body firm and athletically splendid. He did not
seem aware of how others reacted to the sight of him, or perhaps it didn’t matter. Mostly,
his attention was elsewhere.
Brazil had been writing ever since he could, and when he had looked for a job after graduating from Davidson, he had promised Observer publisher Richard Panesa that if
Panesa would give Brazil a chance, the newspaper would not be sorry. Panesa had hired
him as a TV Week clerk, updating TV shows and movie blurbs. Brazil hated typing in
programming updates for something he did not even watch. He did not like the other
clerks or his hypertensive, overweight editor. Other than a promised cover story one of
these days, there was no future for Brazil, and he began going to the newsroom at four in
the morning so he could have all of the updates completed by noon.
The rest of the day he would roam desk to desk, begging for garbage-picking stories the
seasoned reporters wanted to duck. There were always plenty of those. The business
desk tossed him the scoop on Ingersoll-Rand’s newest air compressor. Brazil got to cover
the Ebony fashion show when it came to town, and the stamp collectors, and the world
championship backgammon tournament at the Radisson Hotel. He interviewed wrestler
Rick Flair with his long platinum hair when he was the celebrity guest at the Boy Scout
convention. Brazil covered the Coca-Cola 600, interviewing spectators drinking beer
while stock cars blasted past.
He turned in a hundred hours’ overtime five months in a row, writing more stories than
most of Panesa’s reporters. Panesa held a meeting, gathering the executive editor,
managing editor, and features editor behind closed doors to discuss the idea of making
Brazil a reporter when his first six months were up. Panesa couldn’t wait to see Brazil’s
reaction, knowing he would be thrilled beyond belief when Panesa offered him general
assignment. Brazil wasn’t.
Brazil had already applied to the Charlotte Police Department’s academy for volunteers.
He had passed the background check, and was enrolled in the class that was to start the
following spring. In the meantime, his plan was to carry on with his usual boring job
with the TV magazine because the hours were flexible. Upon graduation, Brazil hoped
the publisher would give him the police beat, and Brazil would do his job for the paper
and keep up his volunteer hours at the same time. He would write the most informed and
insightful police stories the city had ever seen. If the Observer wouldn’t go along with
this, Brazil would find a news organization that would, or he would become a cop. No
matter how anybody looked at it, Andy Brazil would not be told no.
The morning was hot and steamy, and sweat was streaming as he began his sixth mile,