Arbel laughed, then we sat around and talked about different things. He’d found an apprentice he liked—a twelve-year-old girl with a lot of talent, who went home before supper. That was the disadvantage of having a young girl as an apprentice, he said; you couldn’t very well keep them around in the evening. Folks might get the wrong idea.
Ozians are pretty free and easy, but they don’t put up with a man humping children. The punishment is, they tie you up, set you astraddle of a log, nail your cod to it, stack wood around you, and put a dull knife in your free hand. Then they light the wood. If you saw off your cod, you’re a castrate, and a slave into the bargain. If you don’t, you won’t suffer very long, but it might seem like it.
Hauser wasn’t talking, just listening, and anyway, his face, and the way he sat, and his aura all told me he was looking in, not out. It came to me that what I’d said about going back to Farside must have hit him hard. I could go because I had ylvin blood, and talent, and some training, while he didn’t and couldn’t.
While I was at it, I told them about other magicks I’d seen, like Kittul Kendersson “blessing” my sword, and weaving a spell so the dead dwarves wouldn’t swell and stink. And about the Sisters that went with the army to heal wounds, and Quaie’s shock fingers he’d used on me.
I also told him what Omara said about keeping warm by drawing heat from what she called the “Web of the World,” and the dangers in learning it. That really got Arbel’s interest. He said he was going to try working it out for himself.
He also told me that magic misused, even accidentally, kicked back on the magician sooner or later, and that big magic was at least as dangerous to the user as to anyone else. There’d been folks who’d set out to develop really big powers, but they died in the process.
After a while it got late, and Arbel put me up in a small guest room with a clean straw sack on the bed. I stripped, put on my nightshirt and lay down, wishing Omara would come through the door like she had at the palace. How I felt about her wasn’t anything like I’d felt about Varia or Melody, but I liked her a lot. She was a good person, and just then I was lonesome, in spite of being in the same house with two old friends, and another probably perched on the roof beside a chimney.
I thought about Hauser, too. I could stay in Yuulith and be a bigshot if I wanted, in Tekalos or at the Cloister, and probably in Oz or other places. Or be Wollerda’s ambassador at Duinarog. But instead I was going back to Farside, to the farm. While Hauser could probably be a professor on Farside, but in Oz he was a slave. Couldn’t go back, even if they’d let him.
Then I got thinking about the dangers Arbel had mentioned in big powerful magicks, and told myself I better be careful with fireballs. Sarkia was supposed to have practiced magic for two hundred years and stayed young and healthy. And was only now declining; something I wouldn’t mention to Arbel. But from what I’d heard about Ferny Cove, from some Kormehri and from Sarkia herself, she hadn’t used magicks for weapons, only for protection—confusion spells, invisibility spells, spells to raise fogs and mists. And tracking magic. Things like that. Maybe magicks like those didn’t kick back on a person.
What with all the thoughts running through my head, I must have laid there an hour before I got to sleep.
The next day my lessons started. Like before, Arbel said I should do other stuff too, to keep grounded, and offered to get a slave girl sent in for me once a week, like he did for himself. I was tempted, but instead, for a few mornings, I saddled up Hog and rode around the countryside a couple hours. Then I took a notion to train with Isherhohm’s militia veterans on Six-Day afternoons, for the exercise and to keep my hand in. They’d nearly all of them been in the war, and I’d been the commander, but Isherhohm treated me like just another veteran.