Sadie did not move, and her face did not change expression.
“Will you take this?” her mother demanded irritably, bending over with the coffee.
Sadie sat, mountainlike in her gross immobility.
“Rita,” Spider Granny said sharply. “Snap out of it.” She set the coffee cups down on the porch railing and turned back to her daughter. “Aren’t you feeling well, dear?” She reached out and touched the sitting woman.
The scream was enormous, a sound at once so vast and so shocking that it seemed to lie palpably in the street. Even the birds were stunned into silence by it.
Spider Granny backed away, her hands to the sides of her face, and screamed again, another window-shaking shriek.
The idiot in the playpen began to bellow a deep-throated bass accompaniment to her grandmother’s screams.
Doors began to bang open up and down the street, and the losers all came flooding out in response to the primal call of Granny’s screams. Mostly they stood watching, but a few went down to Sadie’s house.
Sadie, sitting in vast and splendid silence, neither moved nor spoke, and her expression remained imperially aloof.
“District Four,” the scanner said.
“Four.”
“Fourteen-hundred block of North Birch. We have a report of a possible DOA on a front porch.”
“Have you got an exact address?” District Four asked.
“The complainant stated that there were several people there already,” the dispatcher said. “Didn’t know the exact house number.”
“Okay,” Four said.
Spider Granny had finally stopped screaming and now stood in vacant-eyed horror, staring at the solid immensity of her daughter. The idiot in the playpen, however, continued to bellow and drool.
More of the neighbors came down to stand on the lawn. The children came running to gape in silent awe. Chicken Coop Annie waddled down, and Mousy Mary scurried across the street.
Queenlike Sadie, sat to death, received in silence this final tribute.
Then the police arrived, and shortly thereafter the ambulance.
Bob the Barber drove up and pushed his way through the crowd on his front lawn. He spoke with the policemen and the ambulance drivers on the porch, but he did not touch his wife or even seem to look at her.
They struggled with Sadie’s vast bulk, and it took two policemen as well as the two attendants to carry the perilously bending stretcher to the back of the ambulance.
The crowd on the front lawn lingered after the ambulance drove off, murmuring among themselves as if reluctant to leave. Two of the women led Spider Granny, weeping now, back up the street to her house, and the rest of the crowd slowly, reluctantly broke up. The children hung around longer, hoping to see something else, but it was over.
Bob the Barber sank into Sadie’s vacant swing and sat, his gray face seemingly impassive, but Raphael could quite clearly see the tears that ran slowly down his cheeks.
The idiot in the playpen drooled and bellowed, but otherwise the street was quiet again.
From up the street, his black hair glistening in the sun, Patch came. Somber-faced, he passed the house where the idiot bellowed and the thin, gray-faced man mourned. He crossed the street and walked on past Mousy Mary’s house. He glanced up at Raphael once. There seemed for an instant a kind of brief flicker of recognition, but his face did not really change, and as silently as always he passed on up the street and was gone.
Ave formosissima, gemma pretiosa, ave decus virginum, virgo gloriosa
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They broke for lunch at noon as they usually did, and Raphael and Denise sought out a quiet place in the storeroom to eat. “You seem to be down lately,” she said. “Is something bothering you?”
“Not really. A woman died on my block last week. That’s always sort of depressing.”
“A friend of yours?” she asked, her voice neutral.
“Not hardly. She was a monster.”
“Why the concern then?”
“Her husband took it pretty hard. I didn’t think he would.”
“What did she die from?”
“She sat herself to death.”
“She what?”
Raphael told her about Sadie the Sitter, and Denise sat listening. It was easy to talk to Denise. There was about her a kind of calmness, a tranquillity that seemed to promise acceptance of whatever he said. She was sitting in a patch of sunlight that streamed through a dusty window. He noticed for the first time as he spoke with her that her skin was not pale so much as it was translucent, and her sunlit hair was not really limp and dun-colored but was really quite thick and shaded through all the hues of blond from palest gold to deep ash. In repose, as it was now, her face was Madonna-like.
She looked up and caught him watching her. “Please don’t stare at me, Rafe,” she said, blushing slightly. Her tone, however, was matter-of-fact. “We don’t do that to each other. We don’t avoid looking at each other, but we don’t stare. I thought you knew that.” She turned slightly so that the dwarfed arm was hidden from him.
“I wasn’t staring at that. Did you know that your hair isn’t all the same color?”
“Thanks a lot. Now I’ve got something else to worry about.”
“Don’t be silly. Everybody’s hair has different colors in places. Mine’s darker at the neck and sides than it is on top, but you’re seventeen different shades of blond.”
“I’ll get it all cut off,” she threatened, “and start wearing a wig-bright red, maybe.”
“Bite your tongue.”
“Is what’s-his-name still around?”
“Who? Flood? Yes, he’s still here. I haven’t seen much of him lately, though. He’s found other diversions.”
“Good. Let’s hope it’s a sign that he’s getting bored and won’t stay much longer.”
“Be nice.”
“No. I don’t want to. I want to be spiteful and bitchy about him. I’d like to spit in his eye.”
“Sweet child.” He shifted around in his chair.
“There’s something else, isn’t there, Rafe?”
He grunted. “My caseworker’s been on my case lately.” It was an outrageous pun, but he rather liked it.
“I didn’t know you had one.”
“It’s sort of semiofficial. I pick on her a lot, but she keeps coming back for more.”
“You have to be very careful with those people, Rafe.”
“If I could handle Shimpsie, I can sure as hell deal with Frankie.”
“Who’s Shimpsie?”
“She was the social worker in the hospital where they modified me.” He told her the story of Shimpsie and of his daring escape from her clutches. “Frankie’s definitely not in Shimpsie’s league,” he added.
“That’s where you’re making your mistake, Rafe. You won once. You got away from this Shimpsie person, and now you’ve got a caseworker who seems to be no more than a cute little bubblehead. You’re overconfident, and they’ll eat you alive.”
“Frankie’s hardly dangerous.”
“Don’t kid yourself.” Her pale face was deadly serious. “They’re all dangerous.”
“Only if you want something from them. I’m more or less independent, so I don’t have any handles on me. It makes Frankie crazy.”
“Their power goes a lot further than that, Rafe. The whole system is on their side. They have the police, the courts-everything-on their side. They can make you do what they tell you to do. They can put you in jail, they can tear your family apart, they can have you committed to an asylum. There’s almost nothing they can’t do to you. Isn’t it a comfort to know that some little froth-head who spent her college years on her back and graduated with a solid C-minus average has absolute power over your life?”
“Frankie’s not like that. She’s more like a puppy.”
“Puppies have very sharp teeth, Rafe.”
“You’ve had bad experiences, I take it.”
“We’ve all had bad experiences. Caseworkers are our natural enemies. They’re the cats and we’re the mice. You want another cup of coffee?”
“That’d be nice,” he said, smiling at her.
She got up and started to squeeze past him. There was a warm, almost sweet fragrance about her. When she was behind him, she touched his hair. “It is darker in places, isn’t it?” Her hand lingered on his head.
“Careful. It takes a week to untangle it.”
“I’d give my soul for curly hair like that.”
“It’s vastly overrated.”
“Why don’t you let it grow a little longer?”
“I prefer not to look like a dust mop.”
“You’re impossible.” She laughingly mussed his hair and scampered away.
“Rat!” he called after her.
He felt good. For the first time in weeks he actually felt good. After work he ran a couple of errands and drove on home, still feeling in good spirits. The sun was warm, and the sky was bright. Ever since his accident he had become accustomed to a kind of dormancy, settling for the most part for a simple absence of pain, but now he began to perceive that somewhere-maybe a long way down the road yet, but someday certainly and inevitably-he would actually be happy again. It was a good feeling to know that.