Sheenie had dispatches from Earthside. Wolfgang wrote for me something which said that, because of death of our President, answers would be delayed at least twenty-four hours.
At last was able to get away, with Wyoh. A stilyagi guard kept people away from us to easement lock thirteen. Once home I ducked into workshop on pretense of needing to change arms. “Mike?”
No answer–
So tried punching his combo into house phone–null signal. Resolved to go out to Complex next day–with Prof gone, needed Mike worse than ever.
But next day was not able to go; trans-Crisium tube was out–that last bombing. You could go around through Torricelli and Novylen and eventually reach Hong Kong. But Complex, almost next door, could be reached only by rolligon. Couldn’t take time; I was “government.”
Managed to shuck that off two days later. By resolution was decided that Speaker (Finn) had succeeded to Presidency after Finn and I had decided that Wolfgang was best choice for Prime Minister. We put it through and I went back to being Congressman who didn’t attend sessions.
By then most phones were working and Complex could be called. Punched MYCROFFXXX. No answer– So went out by rolligon. Had to go down and walk tube last kilometer but Complex Under didn’t seem hurt.
Nor did Mike appear to be.
But when I spoke to him, he didn’t answer.
He has never answered. Has been many years now.
You can type questions into him–in Loglan–and you’ll get Loglan answers out. He works just fine . . . as a computer. But won’t talk. Or can’t.
Wyoh tried to coax him. Then she stopped. Eventually I stopped.
Don’t know how it happened. Many outlying pieces of him got chopped off in last bombing–was meant, I’m sure, to kill our ballistic computer. Did he fall below that “critical number” it takes to sustain self-awareness? (If is such; was never more than hypothesis.) Or did decentralizing that was done before that last bombing “kill” him?
I don’t know. If was just matter of critical number, well, he’s long been repaired; he must be back up to it. Why doesn’t he wake up?
Can a machine be so frightened and hurt that it will go into catatonia and refuse to respond? While ego crouches inside, aware but never willing to risk it? No, can’t be that; Mike was unafraid–as gaily unafraid as Prof.
Years, changes–Mimi long ago opted out of family management; Anna is “Mum” now and Mimi dreams by video. Slim got Hazel to change name to Stone, two kids and she studied engineering. All those new free-fall drugs and nowadays earthworms stay three or four years and go home unchanged. And those other drugs that do almost as much for us; some kids go Earthside to school now; And Tibet catapult–took seventeen years instead of ten; Kilimanjaro job was finished sooner.
One mild surprise–When time came, Lenore named Stu for opting, rather than Wyoh. Made no difference, we all voted “Da!” One thing not a surprise because Wyoh and I pushed it through during time we still amounted to something in government: a brass cannon on a pedestal in middle of Old Dome and over it a flag fluttering in blower breeze–black field speckled with stars, bar sinister in blood, a proud and jaunty brass cannon embroidered over all, and below it our motto: TANSTAAFL! That’s where we hold our Fourth-of-July celebrations.
You get only what you pay for–Prof knew and paid, gaily.
But Prof underrated yammerheads. They never adopted any of his ideas. Seems to be a deep instinct in human beings for making everything compulsory that isn’t forbidden. Prof got fascinated by possibilities for shaping future that lay in a big, smart computer–and lost track of things closer home. Oh, I backed him! But now I wonder. Are food riots too high a price to pay to let people be? I don’t know.
Don’t know any answers.
Wish I could ask Mike.
I wake up in night and think I’ve heard him–just a whisper: “Man. . . Man my best friend. . .” But when I say, “Mike?” he doesn’t answer. Is he wandering around somewhere, looking for hardward to hook onto? Or is he buried down in Complex Under, trying to find way out? Those special memories are all in there somewhere, waiting to be stirred. But I can’t retrieve them; they were voice-coded.