But how could I? Minsoon?
The audience began getting up and drifting out of the auditorium and I watched them go, pretending that I was laughing because I wanted to, pretending that what was happening was not important.
Pretending that I did not want to die.
CHAPTER 3
By 1930, the Depression had gotten deeper and was squeezing the economic life out of the country. Bread lines had increased and unemployment was pandemic. There were riots in the streets.
I had graduated from Marshall Field grammar school in Chicago, and had a job at Afremow’s drugstore. Natalie was working as a cashier at a roller derby, a new craze that took place in large roller dome arenas with huge circular wooden rinks where intrepid men on roller skates raced around the rink, knocking down their rivals and committing as much mayhem as they could while the audience cheered them on.
Otto, meanwhile, was traveling around the country putting together his hypothetical mega-deals.
Intermittently, he would come home from the road filled with enthusiasm.
“I have a good feeling about this. I just made a deal that’s going to put us on easy street.”
And we would pack up and move to Hammond, or Dallas, or Kirkland Junction, in Arizona.
“Kirkland Junction?”
“You’ll love it there,” Otto promised. “I bought a silver mine.”
Kirkland turned out to be a small town, 104 miles from Phoenix, but that was not our destination. Kirkland Junction was a dilapidated gas station, and we ended up living in the back of it for three miserable months while Otto tried to corner the silver market. It turned out that there was no silver in the mine.
We were saved by a phone call from Uncle Harry.
“How’s the silver mine?” Harry asked.
“Not good,” Otto said.
“Don’t worry about it. I’m in Denver. I have a great stock brokerage company going. I want you to join me.”
“We’re on our way,” Otto told him. He hung up and turned to Natalie, Richard, and me. “We’re moving to Denver. I have a good feeling about this.”
Denver turned out to be a delight. It was pristine and beautiful, with cool breezes sweeping down from the snowcapped mountains through the city. I loved it.
Harry and Pauline had found a luxurious, two-story mansion in an elegant section of Denver. The back of their home looked out on an enormous, verdant piece of land called Cheeseman Park. My cousins, Seymour, Howard, Eddie, and Steve, were glad to see us, and we were delighted to see them.
Seymour was driving a bright red Pierce Arrow and dating girls older than himself. Eddie had been given a saddle horse for his birthday. Howard was winning junior tennis matches. The moneyed atmosphere in their lives was a far cry from our dreary existence in Chicago.
“Are we going to live with Harry and Pauline?” I asked.
“No.” They had a surprise for me. “We’re going to buy a home here.”
When I saw the house they were going to buy, I could hardly believe it. It was large, with a lovely garden, in a quiet suburb on Marion Street. The rooms were large, beautiful, and welcoming. The furniture was fresh and lovely, far different from the musty furniture in the apartments I had lived in all my life. This was more than a house. This was a home. The moment I walked in the front door, I felt that my life had changed, that I finally had roots. There would be no more moving around the country every few months, changing apartments and schools.
Otto is going to buy this house. I’m going to get married here and my children will grow up here . . .
For the first time in my memory, money was plentiful. Harry’s business was doing so well that he now owned three brokerage firms.
In the fall of 1930, at the age of thirteen, I enrolled at East High School and it turned out to be a very pleasant experience. The teachers in Denver were friendly and helpful. There was no throwing of inkwells at students. I was starting to make friends at school, and I enjoyed the thought of going home to the beautiful house that was soon to be ours. Natalie and Otto seemed to have settled most of their personal problems, which made life even sweeter.