“Which arm?” he asked.
The captain’s gaze turned to steel. “Right arm.” So he did. That was followed by “now the left,” and he did twenty-five of those, too. By that time the captain was grinning like a wolf. Without giving Shorty time to recover, he ordered, “Now fifty with both.” Shorty gave him fifty without a struggle, then bounced to his feet The captain put a hand on Shorty’s shoulder and turned him to face the other trainees. “Men, take a good look. This is the kind of soldier we want here.” Then he sent Shorty back to his place among the others without a word about having mouthed off. The trainees knew for sure now that this was a truly different kind of outfit, and for most of them, the only kind to be part of.
Shorty reveled in the training–until the third week, and the tower drops. Then he turned morose. Because though he allowed himself to be hooked up, when he was raised from the ground, he froze, paralyzed, filled with dread, and his limbs turned to jelly. Cut loose at 250 feet, he rode his chute down like a sack of potatoes, his mind numb, non-functional. Nor did he feel better with repetition.
The next week they’d make their qualifying jumps from planes-four by daylight, one at night-and he knew he couldn’t do it, not even if his life depended on it. Yet he couldn’t bear the thought of returning to an ordinary ground unit. So he took his problem to the 1st sergeant. It wasn’t exactly fear, he insisted, but being hauled up on the towers paralyzed him.
Several of the training cadre were due to jump that Saturday, to retain their jump status, and they decided to take Shorty with them. They’d jump singly, rather than as an entire “stick” of men. They assumed that by encouragement and cajolery they could get their star recruit to jump too, and that once he’d jumped, he’d be all right. Jumping him without authorization would be a serious breach of regulations, but that didn’t bother them in the least: They were going to save a good man and his pride.
They failed: He remained frozen in his seat.
Shorty returned to the barracks in despair. The company was to make its first training jumps on Monday morning, and he knew he’d fail, wash out.
When Macurdy saw him, he set his paperback aside. “What’s the matter?” he asked. Asked quietly, though only a few men were there, on their bunks writing letters or reading. Shorty just shook his head.
“Come on,” Macurdy said. “Let’s sit on the back stoop.” They went out and sat in the shade of the building. “I’m your buddy,” Macurdy told him, “and you’ve been holding out on me. Now give!”
Miserably, Shorty described the whole wretched situation, while Macurdy watched intently-watched an image take shape in Shorty ‘s subconscious, of a steelworker on a bridge girder, leaning back, clutching at air, eyes wide with horror.
“Okay, look at me!” Macurdy ordered. Shorty’s gaze raised to his, and for a moment Macurdy held it. “Now,” he said, “who is it that’s scared?”-and without warning clapped his hands like a gunshot! Shorty jumped as if slapped, and suddenly the image was visible to him, live now, for both of them, the figure hurtling down, down.
For a moment neither man said anything. Then Shorty spoke. “I-I- Hell, I don’t know. Not me though. It’s not-it wasn’t me.” He stared at Macurdy, dumbfounded.
“Good. What did he look like?”
“Kind of dark complected. . . Wiry hair … Wore work gloves. Hell, I never saw him before.” He shook his head, astounded. “I never saw anything like that in my life!”
“And that’s who was scared? Not you?”
“Uh. . .” Shorty stared at Macurdy, then nodded decisively. “Yep. Not me.”
“Good. So that’s handled. You want to go to town tonight? Celebrate? We don’t need to get drunk, just have a few beers and relax.”
They did. After a couple of beers, Shorty wanted to walls, so they left the bar and went to Promenade Park, where they strolled on a path beside the Chatahoochee River. “Macurdy,” Shorty asked, “what happened back at the barracks? When you said what you said. I mean-I saw that guy, saw him fall, and then- All of a sudden, I knew I could jump.”