The Secret Agent by Joseph Conrad

mantelpiece, as a wayfarer rests against a fence. A tinge of

wildness in her aspect was derived from the black veil hanging like

a rag against her cheek, and from the fixity of her black gaze

where the light of the room was absorbed and lost without the trace

of a single gleam. This woman, capable of a bargain the mere

suspicion of which would have been infinitely shocking to Mr

Verloc’s idea of love, remained irresolute, as if scrupulously

aware of something wanting on her part for the formal closing of

the transaction.

On the sofa Mr Verloc wriggled his shoulders into perfect comfort,

and from the fulness of his heart emitted a wish which was

certainly as pious as anything likely to come from such a source.

“I wish to goodness,” he growled huskily, “I had never seen

Greenwich Park or anything belonging to it.”

The veiled sound filled the small room with its moderate volume,

well adapted to the modest nature of the wish. The waves of air of

the proper length, propagated in accordance with correct

mathematical formulas, flowed around all the inanimate things in

the room, lapped against Mrs Verloc’s head as if it had been a head

of stone. And incredible as it may appear, the eyes of Mrs Verloc

seemed to grow still larger. The audible wish of Mr Verloc’s

overflowing heart flowed into an empty place in his wife’s memory.

Greenwich Park. A park! That’s where the boy was killed. A park

– smashed branches, torn leaves, gravel, bits of brotherly flesh

and bone, all spouting up together in the manner of a firework.

She remembered now what she had heard, and she remembered it

pictorially. They had to gather him up with the shovel. Trembling

all over with irrepressible shudders, she saw before her the very

implement with its ghastly load scraped up from the ground. Mrs

Verloc closed her eyes desperately, throwing upon that vision the

night of her eyelids, where after a rainlike fall of mangled limbs

the decapitated head of Stevie lingered suspended alone, and fading

out slowly like the last star of a pyrotechnic display. Mrs Verloc

opened her eyes.

Her face was no longer stony. Anybody could have noted the subtle

change on her features, in the stare of her eyes, giving her a new

and startling expression; an expression seldom observed by

competent persons under the conditions of leisure and security

demanded for thorough analysis, but whose meaning could not be

mistaken at a glance. Mrs Verloc’s doubts as to the end of the

bargain no longer existed; her wits, no longer disconnected, were

working under the control of her will. But Mr Verloc observed

nothing. He was reposing in that pathetic condition of optimism

induced by excess of fatigue. He did not want any more trouble –

with his wife too – of all people in the world. He had been

unanswerable in his vindication. He was loved for himself. The

present phase of her silence he interpreted favourably. This was

the time to make it up with her. The silence had lasted long

enough. He broke it by calling to her in an undertone.

“Winnie.”

“Yes,” answered obediently Mrs Verloc the free woman. She

commanded her wits now, her vocal organs; she felt herself to be in

an almost preternaturally perfect control of every fibre of her

body. It was all her own, because the bargain was at an end. She

was clear sighted. She had become cunning. She chose to answer

him so readily for a purpose. She did not wish that man to change

his position on the sofa which was very suitable to the

circumstances. She succeeded. The man did not stir. But after

answering him she remained leaning negligently against the

mantelpiece in the attitude of a resting wayfarer. She was

unhurried. Her brow was smooth. The head and shoulders of Mr

Verloc were hidden from her by the high side of the sofa. She kept

her eyes fixed on his feet.

She remained thus mysteriously still and suddenly collected till Mr

Verloc was heard with an accent of marital authority, and moving

slightly to make room for her to sit on the edge of the sofa.

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