The Secret Agent by Joseph Conrad

was not afraid of strange women, and no feeling of false delicacy

could prevent him from striking an acquaintance with a woman

apparently very much intoxicated. Comrade Ossipon was interested

in women. He held up this one between his two large palms, peering

at her in a business-like way till he heard her say faintly “Mr

Ossipon!” and then he very nearly let her drop to the ground.

“Mrs Verloc!” he exclaimed. “You here!”

It seemed impossible to him that she should have been drinking.

But one never knows. He did not go into that question, but

attentive not to discourage kind fate surrendering to him the widow

of Comrade Verloc, he tried to draw her to his breast. To his

astonishment she came quite easily, and even rested on his arm for

a moment before she attempted to disengage herself. Comrade

Ossipon would not be brusque with kind fate. He withdrew his arm

in a natural way.

“You recognised me,” she faltered out, standing before him, fairly

steady on her legs.

“Of course I did,” said Ossipon with perfect readiness. “I was

afraid you were going to fall. I’ve thought of you too often

lately not to recognise you anywhere, at any time. I’ve always

thought of you – ever since I first set eyes on you.”

Mrs Verloc seemed not to hear. “You were coming to the shop?” she

said nervously.

“Yes; at once,” answered Ossipon. “Directly I read the paper.”

In fact, Comrade Ossipon had been skulking for a good two hours in

the neighbourhood of Brett Street, unable to make up his mind for a

bold move. The robust anarchist was not exactly a bold conqueror.

He remembered that Mrs Verloc had never responded to his glances by

the slightest sign of encouragement. Besides, he thought the shop

might be watched by the police, and Comrade Ossipon did not wish

the police to form an exaggerated notion of his revolutionary

sympathies. Even now he did not know precisely what to do. In

comparison with his usual amatory speculations this was a big and

serious undertaking. He ignored how much there was in it and how

far he would have to go in order to get hold of what there was to

get – supposing there was a chance at all. These perplexities

checking his elation imparted to his tone a soberness well in

keeping with the circumstances.

“May I ask you where you were going?” he inquired in a subdued

voice.

“Don’t ask me!” cried Mrs Verloc with a shuddering, repressed

violence. All her strong vitality recoiled from the idea of death.

“Never mind where I was going. . . .”

Ossipon concluded that she was very much excited but perfectly

sober. She remained silent by his side for moment, then all at

once she did something which he did not expect. She slipped her

hand under his arm. He was startled by the act itself certainly,

and quite as much too by the palpably resolute character of this

movement. But this being a delicate affair, Comrade Ossipon

behaved with delicacy. He contented himself by pressing the hand

slightly against his robust ribs. At the same time he felt himself

being impelled forward, and yielded to the impulse. At the end of

Brett Street he became aware of being directed to the left. He

submitted.

The fruiterer at the corner had put out the blazing glory of his

oranges and lemons, and Brett Place was all darkness, interspersed

with the misty halos of the few lamps defining its triangular

shape, with a cluster of three lights on one stand in the middle.

The dark forms of the man and woman glided slowly arm in arm along

the walls with a loverlike and homeless aspect in the miserable

night.

“What would you say if I were to tell you that I was going to find

you?” Mrs Verloc asked, gripping his arm with force.

“I would say that you couldn’t find anyone more ready to help you

in your trouble,” answered Ossipon, with a notion of making

tremendous headway. In fact, the progress of this delicate affair

was almost taking his breath away.

“In my trouble!” Mrs Verloc repeated slowly.

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