The Secret Agent by Joseph Conrad

slapped Ossipon’s shoulder.

“Beer! So be it! Let us drink and he merry, for we are strong,

and to-morrow we die.”

He busied himself with putting on his boots, and talked meanwhile

in his curt, resolute tones.

“What’s the matter with you, Ossipon? You look glum and seek even

my company. I hear that you are seen constantly in places where

men utter foolish things over glasses of liquor. Why? Have you

abandoned your collection of women? They are the weak who feed the

strong – eh?”

He stamped one foot, and picked up his other laced boot, heavy,

thick-soled, unblacked, mended many times. He smiled to himself

grimly.

“Tell me, Ossipon, terrible man, has ever one of your victims

killed herself for you – or are your triumphs so far incomplete –

for blood alone puts a seal on greatness? Blood. Death. Look at

history.”

“You be damned,” said Ossipon, without turning his head.

“Why? Let that be the hope of the weak, whose theology has

invented hell for the strong. Ossipon, my feeling for you is

amicable contempt. You couldn’t kill a fly.”

But rolling to the feast on the top of the omnibus the Professor

lost his high spirits. The contemplation of the multitudes

thronging the pavements extinguished his assurance under a load of

doubt and uneasiness which he could only shake off after a period

of seclusion in the room with the large cupboard closed by an

enormous padlock.

“And so,” said over his shoulder Comrade Ossipon, who sat on the

seat behind. “And so Michaelis dreams of a world like a beautiful

and cheery hospital.”

“Just so. An immense charity for the healing of the weak,”

assented the Professor sardonically.

“That’s silly,” admitted Ossipon. “You can’t heal weakness. But

after all Michaelis may not be so far wrong. In two hundred years

doctors will rule the world. Science reigns already. It reigns in

the shade maybe – but it reigns. And all science must culminate at

last in the science of healing – not the weak, but the strong.

Mankind wants to live – to live.”

“Mankind,” asserted the Professor with a self-confident glitter of

his iron-rimmed spectacles, “does not know what it wants.”

“But you do,” growled Ossipon. “Just now you’ve been crying for

time – time. Well. The doctors will serve you out your time – if

you are good. You profess yourself to be one of the strong –

because you carry in your pocket enough stuff to send yourself and,

say, twenty other people into eternity. But eternity is a damned

hole. It’s time that you need. You – if you met a man who could

give you for certain ten years of time, you would call him your

master.”

“My device is: No God! No Master,” said the Professor

sententiously as he rose to get off the `bus.

Ossipon followed. “Wait till you are lying flat on your back at

the end of your time,” he retorted, jumping off the footboard after

the other. “Your scurvy, shabby, mangy little bit of time,” he

continued across the street, and hopping on to the curbstone.

“Ossipon, I think that you are a humbug,” the Professor said,

opening masterfully the doors of the renowned Silenus. And when

they had established themselves at a little table he developed

further this gracious thought. “You are not even a doctor. But

you are funny. Your notion of a humanity universally putting out

the tongue and taking the pill from pole to pole at the bidding of

a few solemn jokers is worthy of the prophet. Prophecy! What’s

the good of thinking of what will be!” He raised his glass. “To

the destruction of what is,” he said calmly.

He drank and relapsed into his peculiarly close manner of silence.

The thought of a mankind as numerous as the sands of the sea-shore,

as indestructible, as difficult to handle, oppressed him. The

sound of exploding bombs was lost in their immensity of passive

grains without an echo. For instance, this Verloc affair. Who

thought of it now?

Ossipon, as if suddenly compelled by some mysterious force, pulled

a much-folded newspaper out of is pocket. The Professor raised his

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