The Secret Agent by Joseph Conrad

“Oh! Nothing,” said Ossipon, gazing earnestly and quivering

inwardly with the desire to find out something, but obviously

intimidated by the little man’s overwhelming air of unconcern.

When talking with this comrade – which happened but rarely – the

big Ossipon suffered from a sense of moral and even physical

insignificance. However, he ventured another question. “Did you

walk down here?”

“No; omnibus,” the little man answered readily enough. He lived

far away in Islington, in a small house down a shabby street,

littered with straw and dirty paper, where out of school hours a

troop of assorted children ran and squabbled with a shrill,

joyless, rowdy clamour. His single back room, remarkable for

having an extremely large cupboard, he rented furnished from two

elderly spinsters, dressmakers in a humble way with a clientele of

servant girls mostly. He had a heavy padlock put on the cupboard,

but otherwise he was a model lodger, giving no trouble, and

requiring practically no attendance. His oddities were that he

insisted on being present when his room was being swept, and that

when he went out he locked his door, and took the key away with

him.

Ossipon had a vision of these round black-rimmed spectacles

progressing along the streets on the top of an omnibus, their self-

confident glitter falling here and there on the walls of houses or

lowered upon the heads of the unconscious stream of people on the

pavements. The ghost of a sickly smile altered the set of

Ossipon’s thick lips at the thought of the walls nodding, of people

running for life at the sight of those spectacles. If they had

only known! What a panic! He murmured interrogatively: “Been

sitting long here?”

“An hour or more,” answered the other negligently, and took a pull

at the dark beer. All his movements – the way he grasped the mug,

the act of drinking, the way he set the heavy glass down and folded

his arms – had a firmness, an assured precision which made the big

and muscular Ossipon, leaning forward with staring eyes and

protruding lips, look the picture of eager indecision.

“An hour,” he said. “Then it may be you haven’t heard yet the news

I’ve heard just now – in the street. Have you?”

The little man shook his head negatively the least bit. But as he

gave no indication of curiosity Ossipon ventured to add that he had

heard it just outside the place. A newspaper boy had yelled the

thing under his very nose, and not being prepared for anything of

that sort, he was very much startled and upset. He had to come in

there with a dry mouth. “I never thought of finding you here,” he

added, murmuring steadily, with his elbows planted on the table.

“I come here sometimes,” said the other, preserving his provoking

coolness of demeanour.

“It’s wonderful that you of all people should have heard nothing of

it,” the big Ossipon continued. His eyelids snapped nervously upon

the shining eyes. “You of all people,” he repeated tentatively.

This obvious restraint argued an incredible and inexplicable

timidity of the big fellow before the calm little man, who again

lifted the glass mug, drank, and put it down with brusque and

assured movements. And that was all.

Ossipon after waiting for something, word or sign, that did not

come, made an effort to assume a sort of indifference.

“Do you,” he said, deadening his voice still more, “give your stuff

to anybody who’s up to asking you for it?”

“My absolute rule is never to refuse anybody – as long as I have a

pinch by me,” answered the little man with decision.

“That’s a principle?” commented Ossipon.

“It’s a principle.”

“And you think it’s sound?”

The large round spectacles, which gave a look of staring self-

confidence to the sallow face, confronted Ossipon like sleepless,

unwinking orbs flashing a cold fire.

“Perfectly. Always. Under every circumstance. What could stop

me? Why should I not? Why should I think twice about it?”

Ossipon gasped, as it were, discreetly.

“Do you mean to say you would hand it over to a `teck’ if one came

to ask you for your wares?”

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