The Secret Agent by Joseph Conrad

survey. “Nor yet this couple going up the stairs now.”

The piano at the foot of the staircase clanged through a mazurka

with brazen impetuosity, as though a vulgar and impudent ghost were

showing off. The keys sank and rose mysteriously. Then all became

still. For a moment Ossipon imagined the overlighted place changed

into a dreadful black hole belching horrible fumes choked with

ghastly rubbish of smashed brickwork and mutilated corpses. He had

such a distinct perception of ruin and death that he shuddered

again. The other observed, with an air of calm sufficiency:

“In the last instance it is character alone that makes for one’s

safety. There are very few people in the world whose character is

as well established as mine.”

“I wonder how you managed it,” growled Ossipon.

“Force of personality,” said the other, without raising his voice;

and coming from the mouth of that obviously miserable organism the

assertion caused the robust Ossipon to bite his lower lip. “Force

of personality,” he repeated, with ostentatious calm. “I have the

means to make myself deadly, but that by itself, you understand, is

absolutely nothing in the way of protection. What is effective is

the belief those people have in my will to use the means. That’s

their impression. It is absolute. Therefore I am deadly.”

“There are individuals of character amongst that lot too,” muttered

Ossipon ominously.

“Possibly. But it is a matter of degree obviously, since, for

instance, I am not impressed by them. Therefore they are inferior.

They cannot be otherwise. Their character is built upon

conventional morality. It leans on the social order. Mine stands

free from everything artificial. They are bound in all sorts of

conventions. They depend on life, which, in this connection, is a

historical fact surrounded by all sorts of restraints and

considerations, a complex organised fact open to attack at every

point; whereas I depend on death, which knows no restraint and

cannot be attacked. My superiority is evident.”

“This is a transcendental way of putting it,” said Ossipon,

watching the cold glitter of the round spectacles. “I’ve heard

Karl Yundt say much the same thing not very long ago.”

“Karl Yundt,” mumbled the other contemptuously, “the delegate of

the International Red Committee, has been a posturing shadow all

his life. There are three of you delegates, aren’t there? I won’t

define the other two, as you are one of them. But what you say

means nothing. You are the worthy delegates for revolutionary

propaganda, but the trouble is not only that you are as unable to

think independently as any respectable grocer or journalist of them

all, but that you have no character whatever.”

Ossipon could not restrain a start of indignation.

“But what do you want from us?” he exclaimed in a deadened voice.

“What is it you are after yourself?”

“A perfect detonator,” was the peremptory answer. “What are you

making that face for? You see, you can’t even bear the mention of

something conclusive.”

“I am not making a face,” growled the annoyed Ossipon bearishly.

“You revolutionises,” the other continued, with leisurely self-

confidence, “are the slaves of the social convention, which is

afraid of you; slaves of it as much as the very police that stands

up in the defence of that convention. Clearly you are, since you

want to revolutionise it. It governs your thought, of course, and

your action too, and thus neither your thought nor your action can

ever be conclusive.” He paused, tranquil, with that air of close,

endless silence, then almost immediately went on. “You are not a

bit better than the forces arrayed against you – than the police,

for instance. The other day I came suddenly upon Chief Inspector

Heat at the corner of Tottenham Court Road. He looked at me very

steadily. But I did not look at him. Why should I give him more

than a glance? He was thinking of many things – of his superiors,

of his reputation, of the law courts, of his salary, of newspapers

– of a hundred things. But I was thinking of my perfect detonator

only. He meant nothing to me. He was as insignificant as – I

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