The Secret Agent by Joseph Conrad

conversation between these two. He had listened in silence. It

was something as exciting in a way, and even touching in its

foredoomed futility, as the efforts at moral intercourse between

the inhabitants of remote planets. But this grotesque incarnation

of humanitarian passion appealed somehow, to one’s imagination. At

last Michaelis rose, and taking the great lady’s extended hand,

shook it, retained it for a moment in his great cushioned palm with

unembarrassed friendliness, and turned upon the semi-private nook

of the drawing-room his back, vast and square, and as if distended

under the short tweed jacket. Glancing about in serene

benevolence, he waddled along to the distant door between the knots

of other visitors. The murmur of conversations paused on his

passage. He smiled innocently at a tall, brilliant girl, whose

eyes met his accidentally, and went out unconscious of the glances

following him across the room. Michaelis’ first appearance in the

world was a success – a success of esteem unmarred by a single

murmur of derision. The interrupted conversations were resumed in

their proper tone, grave or light. Only a well-set-up, long-

limbed, active-looking man of forty talking with two ladies near a

window remarked aloud, with an unexpected depth of feeling:

“Eighteen stone, I should say, and not five foot six. Poor fellow!

It’s terrible – terrible.”

The lady of the house, gazing absently at the Assistant

Commissioner, left alone with her on the private side of the

screen, seemed to be rearranging her mental impressions behind her

thoughtful immobility of a handsome old face. Men with grey

moustaches and full, healthy, vaguely smiling countenances

approached, circling round the screen; two mature women with a

matronly air of gracious resolution; a clean-shaved individual with

sunken cheeks, and dangling a gold-mounted eyeglass on a broad

black ribbon with an old-world, dandified effect. A silence

deferential, but full of reserves, reigned for a moment, and then

the great lady exclaimed, not with resentment, but with a sort of

protesting indignation:

“And that officially is supposed to be a revolutionist! What

nonsense.” She looked hard at the Assistant Commissioner, who

murmured apologetically:

“Not a dangerous one perhaps.”

“Not dangerous – I should think not indeed. He is a mere believer.

It’s the temperament of a saint,” declared the great lady in a firm

tone. “And they kept him shut up for twenty years. One shudders

at the stupidity of it. And now they have let him out everybody

belonging to him is gone away somewhere or dead. His parents are

dead; the girl he was to marry has died while he was in prison; he

has lost the skill necessary for his manual occupation. He told me

all this himself with the sweetest patience; but then, he said, he

had had plenty of time to think out things for himself. A pretty

compensation! If that’s the stuff revolutionists are made of some

of us may well go on their knees to them,” she continued in a

slightly bantering voice, while the banal society smiles hardened

on the worldly faces turned towards her with conventional

deference. “The poor creature is obviously no longer in a position

to take care of himself. Somebody will have to look after him a

little.”

“He should be recommended to follow a treatment of some sort,” the

soldierly voice of the active-looking man was heard advising

earnestly from a distance. He was in the pink of condition for his

age, and even the texture of his long frock coat had a character of

elastic soundness, as if it were a living tissue. “The man is

virtually a cripple,” he added with unmistakable feeling.

Other voices, as if glad of the opening, murmured hasty compassion.

“Quite startling,” “Monstrous,” “Most painful to see.” The lank

man, with the eyeglass on a broad ribbon, pronounced mincingly the

word “Grotesque,” whose justness was appreciated by those standing

near him. They smiled at each other.

The Assistant Commissioner had expressed no opinion either then or

later, his position making it impossible for him to ventilate any

independent view of a ticket-of-leave convict. But, in truth, he

shared the view of his wife’s friend and patron that Michaelis was

a humanitarian sentimentalist, a little mad, but upon the whole

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