The Secret Agent by Joseph Conrad

saw before him was a term of imprisonment, an early release and

then life abroad somewhere, such as he had contemplated already, in

case of failure. Well, it was a failure, if not exactly the sort

of failure he had feared. It had been so near success that he

could have positively terrified Mr Vladimir out of his ferocious

scoffing with this proof of occult efficiency. So at least it

seemed now to Mr Verloc. His prestige with the Embassy would have

been immense if – if his wife had not had the unlucky notion of

sewing on the address inside Stevie’s overcoat. Mr Verloc, who was

no fool, had soon perceived the extraordinary character of the

influence he had over Stevie, though he did not understand exactly

its origin – the doctrine of his supreme wisdom and goodness

inculcated by two anxious women. In all the eventualities he had

foreseen Mr Verloc had calculated with correct insight on Stevie’s

instinctive loyalty and blind discretion. The eventuality he had

not foreseen had appalled him as a humane man and a fond husband.

From every other point of view it was rather advantageous. Nothing

can equal the everlasting discretion of death. Mr Verloc, sitting

perplexed and frightened in the small parlour of the Cheshire

Cheese, could not help acknowledging that to himself, because his

sensibility did not stand in the way of his judgment. Stevie’s

violent disintegration, however disturbing to think about, only

assured the success; for, of course, the knocking down of a wall

was not the aim of Mr Vladimir’s menaces, but the production of a

moral effect. With much trouble and distress on Mr Verloc’s part

the effect might be said to have been produced. When, however,

most unexpectedly, it came home to roost in Brett Street, Mr

Verloc, who had been struggling like a man in a nightmare for the

preservation of his position, accepted the blow in the spirit of a

convinced fatalist. The position was gone through no one’s fault

really. A small, tiny fact had done it. It was like slipping on a

bit of orange peel in the dark and breaking your leg.

Mr Verloc drew a weary breath. He nourished no resentment against

his wife. He thought: She will have to look after the shop while

they keep me locked up. And thinking also how cruelly she would

miss Stevie at first, he felt greatly concerned about her health

and spirits. How would she stand her solitude – absolutely alone

in that house? It would not do for her to break down while he was

locked up? What would become of the shop then? The shop was an

asset. Though Mr Verloc’s fatalism accepted his undoing as a

secret agent, he had no mind to be utterly ruined, mostly, it must

be owned, from regard for his wife.

Silent, and out of his line of sight in the kitchen, she frightened

him. If only she had had her mother with her. But that silly old

woman – An angry dismay possessed Mr Verloc. He must talk with his

wife. He could tell her certainly that a man does get desperate

under certain circumstances. But he did not go incontinently to

impart to her that information. First of all, it was clear to him

that this evening was no time for business. He got up to close the

street door and put the gas out in the shop.

Having thus assured a solitude around his hearthstone Mr Verloc

walked into the parlour, and glanced down into the kitchen. Mrs

Verloc was sitting in the place where poor Stevie usually

established himself of an evening with paper and pencil for the

pastime of drawing these coruscations of innumerable circles

suggesting chaos and eternity. Her arms were folded on the table,

and her head was lying on her arms. Mr Verloc contemplated her

back and the arrangement of her hair for a time, then walked away

from the kitchen door. Mrs Verloc’s philosophical, almost

disdainful incuriosity, the foundation of their accord in domestic

life made it extremely difficult to get into contact with her, now

this tragic necessity had arisen. Mr Verloc felt this difficulty

acutely. He turned around the table in the parlour with his usual

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