bered, all that seemed important, was Jack’s saying over and over, bitterness and anger written on his porcelain face: “Too damn many people, Mitch. Too damn much crowding. I’m with you every inch of the way. We need Venus, Mitch, we need the space . . .”
three Kathy’s apartment, way downtown in Bensonhurst, was not large but it was comfortable. In a homey, sensible way it was beautifully furnished. As who should know better than I? I pressed the button over the label “Dr. Nevin,” and smiled at her as she opened the door. She did not smile back. She said two things: “You’re late, Mitch,” and, “I thought you were going to call first.” I walked in and sat down. “I was late because I almost got killed and I didn’t call because I was late. Does that square us?” She asked the question I wanted her to ask, and I told her how close I had come to death that evening. Kathy is a beautiful woman with a warm, friendly face, her hair always immaculately done in two tones of blond, her eyes usually smiling. I have spent a great deal of time looking at her, but I never watched more attentively than when I told her about the cargo nacelle near-miss. It was, on the whole, disappointing. She was really concerned for me, beyond doubt. But Kathy’s heart opens to a hundred people and I saw nothing in her face to make me feel that she cared more for me than anyone else she had known for years. So I told her my other big news, the Venus account and my stewardship of it. It was more successful; she was startled and excited and happy, and kissed me in a flurry of good feeling. But when / kissed her, as I’d been wanting to do for months, she drew away and went to sit on the other side of the room, ostensibly to dial a drink. “You rate a toast, Mitch,” she smiled. “Champagne at the least. Dear Mitch, it’s wonderful news!”
I seized the chance. “Will you help me celebrate? Really celebrate?” Her brown eyes were wary. “Um,” she said. Then: “Sure I will, Mitch. We’ll do the town together-my treat and no arguments about it. The only thing is, I’ll have to leave you punctually at 2400. I’m spending the night in the hospital. I’ve a hysterectomy to do in the morning and I mustn’t get to sleep too late. Or too drunk, either.” But she smiled. Once again I decided not to push my luck too far. “Great,” I said, and I wasn’t faking. Kathy is a wonderful girl to do the town with. “Let me use your phone?” By the time we had our drinks I had arranged for tickets to a show, a dinner table, and a reservation for a nightcap afterwards. Kathy looked a little dubious. “It’s a pretty crowded program for five hours, Mitch,” she said. “My hysterectomy isn’t going to like it if my hand shakes.” But I talked her out of it. Kathy is more resilient than that. Once she did a complete trepan the morning after we’d spent the entire night screaming out our tempers at each other, and • it had gone perfectly. The dinner, for me, was a failure. I don’t pretend to be an epicure who can’t stand anything but new protein. I definitely am, however, a guy who gets sore when he pays new-protein prices and gets regenerated-protein merchandise. The texture of the shashlik we both ordered was all right, but you can’t hide the taste. I scratched the restaurant off my list then and there, and apologized to Kathy for it. But she laughed it off, and the show afterwards was fine. Hypnotics often give me a headache, but I slipped right into the trance state this time as soon as the film began and was none the worse for it afterwards. The night club was packed, and the headwaiter had made a mistake in the time for our reservations. We had to wait five minutes in the anteroom, and Kathy shook her head very decisively when I pleaded for an extension on the curfew. But when the headwaiter showed us with the fanciest apologies and bows to our places at the bar and our drinks came, she leaned over and kissed me again. I felt just fine. “Thanks,” she said. “That was a wonderful evening, Mitch. Get promoted often, please. I like it.”