Not knowing what she was doing, she walked across the room to the fireplace and put the cheque with the grocery bills in an old tin on the mantelpiece. She went into the kitchen and mixed two cups of Nescafe, but she only came out with one.
‘Where is he?’ she said. She stood facing him. ‘He’s gone chasing after that snotty little sailor boy again. Is that it? And this is the pay-off, is that it? Well you bloody tell him from me…’
Smiley had had scenes like this before, and now absurdly the old words came back to him.
‘Bill’s been doing work of national importance. I’m afraid we can’t talk about it, and nor must you. A few days ago he went abroad on a secret job. He’ll be away some while. Even years. He wasn’t allowed to tell anyone he was leaving. He wants you to forget him. I really am most awfully sorry.’
He got that far before she burst out. He didn’t hear all she said, because she was blurting and screaming, and when the baby heard her it started screaming too, from upstairs. She was swearing, not at him, not even particularly at Bill, just swearing dry-eyed and demanding to know who the hell, who the bloody bloody hell believed in government any more? Then her mood changed. Round the walls, Smiley noticed Bill’s other paintings, mainly of the girl: few were finished, and they had a cramped, condemned quality by comparison with his earlier work.
‘You don’t like him, do you? I can tell,’ she said. ‘So why do you do his dirty work for him?’
To this question also there seemed no immediate answer. Returning to Bywater Street, he again had the impression of being followed, and tried to telephone Mendel with the number of a cab which had twice caught his eye, asking him to make immediate enquiries. For once, Mendel was out till after midnight: Smiley slept uneasily and woke at five. By eight he was back at Sarratt, to find Haydon in festive mood. The inquisitors had not bothered him; he had been told by Craddox that the exchanges had been agreed and he should expect to travel tomorrow or the next day. His requests had a valedictory ring; the balance of his salary and the proceeds of any odd sales made on his behalf should be forwarded to him care of the Moscow Narodny Bank, who would also handle his mail. The Arnolfini Gallery in Bristol had a few pictures of his, including some early watercolours of Damascus, which he coveted. Could Smiley please arrange? Then, the cover for his disappearance.
‘Play it long,’ he advised. ‘Say I’ve been posted, lay on the mystery, give it a couple of years then run me down…’
‘Oh I think we can manage something, thank you,’ Smiley said.
For the first time since Smiley had known him, Haydon was worried about clothes. He wanted to arrive looking like someone, he said: first impressions were so important. ‘Those Moscow tailors are unspeakable. Dress you up like a bloody beadle.’
‘Quite,’ said Smiley, whose opinion of London tailors was no better.
Oh and there was a boy, he added carelessly, a sailor friend, lived in Notting Hill. ‘Better give him a couple of hundred to shut him up. Can you do that out of the reptile fund?’
‘I’m sure.’
He wrote out an address. In the same spirit of good fellowship, Haydon then entered into what Smiley had called the details.
He declined to discuss any part of his recruitment nor of his lifelong relationship with Karla. ‘Lifelong?’ Smiley repeated quickly. ‘When did you meet?’ The assertions of yesterday appeared suddenly nonsensical, but Haydon would not elaborate.
From about nineteen fifty onwards, if he was to be believed, Haydon had made Karla occasional selected gifts of intelligence. These early efforts were confined to what he hoped would discreetly advance the Russian cause over the American; he was ‘scrupulous not to give them anything harmful to ourselves’ as he put it, or harmful to our agents in the field.
The Suez adventure in fifty-six finally persuaded him of the inanity of the British situation and of the British capacity to spike the advance of history while not being able to offer anything by way of contribution. The sight of the Americans sabotaging the British action in Egypt was, paradoxically, an additional incentive. He would say therefore that from fifty-six on, he was a committed, full-time Soviet mole with no holds barred. In sixty-one he formally received Soviet citizenship, and over the next ten years two Soviet medals – quaintly, he would not say which, though he insisted that they were ‘top stuff’. Unfortunately, overseas postings during this period limited his access; and since he insisted on his information being acted upon wherever possible – ‘rather than being chucked into some daft Soviet archive’ – his work was dangerous as well as uneven. With his return to London, Karla sent him Polly (which was evidently the house name for Polyakov) as a helpmate, but Haydon found the constant pressure of clandestine meetings difficult to sustain, particularly in view of the quantity of stuff he was photographing.