His courtship had begun the day they’d met, with the first of many small tokens of affection delivered to her desk. But he sooned learned that such bribes and blandishments would not help his case. She politely thanked him but told him they weren’t welcome. He dutifully ceased to send presents and, instead, began a systematic investigation of her circumstances. There was precious little to learn. She lived simply, her small circle vaguely bohemian. But among that circle he discovered a man whose claim upon her preceded his own, and to whom she was apparently devoted. That man was John Furie Zacharias, known universally as Gentle, and he had a reputation as a lover that would have driven Estabrook from the field had that strange certainty not been upon him. He decided to be patient and await his moment. It would come.
Meanwhile he watched his beloved from afar, conspiring to encounter her accidentally now and again, and researching his antagonist’s history. Again, there was little to learn. Zacharias was a minor painter, when he wasn’t living off his mistresses, and reputedly a dissolute. Of this Estabrook had perfect proof when, by chance, he met the fellow. Gentle was as handsome as his legends suggested, but looked, Charlie thought, like a man just risen from a fever. There was something raw about him—his body sweated to its essence, his face betraying a hunger behind its symmetry—that lent him a bedeviled look.
Half a week after that encounter, Charlie had heard that his beloved had parted from the man with great grief and was in need of tender care. He’d been quick to supply it, and she’d come into the comfort of his devotion with an ease that suggested his dreams of possession had been well founded.
His memories of that triumph had, of course, been soured by her departure, and now it was he who wore the hungry, yearning look he’d first seen on Furie’s face. It suited him less well than it had Zacharias. His was not a head made for haunting. At fifty-six, he looked sixty or more, his features as solid as Gentle’s were spare, as pragmatic as Gentle’s were rarefied. His only concession to vanity was the delicately curled mustache beneath his patrician nose, which concealed an upper lip he’d thought dubiously ripe in his youth, leaving the lower to jut in lieu of a chin.
Now, as he rode through the darkened streets, he caught sight of that face in the window and perused it ruefully. What a mockery he was! He blushed to think of how shamelessly he’d paraded himself when he’d had Judith on his arm; how he’d joked that she loved him for his cleanliness, and for his taste in bidets. The same people who’d listened to those jokes were laughing in earnest now, were calling him ridiculous. It was unbearable. The only way he knew to heal the pain of his humiliation was to punish her for the crime of leaving him.
He rubbed the heel of his hand against the window and peered out.
“Where are we?” he asked Chant.
“South of the river, sir.”
“Yes, but where?”
“Streatham.”
Though he’d driven through this area many times—he had a warehouse in the neighborhood—he recognized none of it. The city had never looked more foreign or more unlovely.
“What sex is London, do you suppose?” he mused.
“I hadn’t ever thought,” Chant said.
“It was a woman once,” Estabrook went on. “One calls a city she, yes? But it doesn’t seem very feminine any more.’1
“She’ll be a lady again in spring,” Chant replied.
“I don’t think a few crocuses in Hyde Park are going to make much difference,” Estabrook said. “The charm’s gone out of it.” He sighed. “How far now?”
“Maybe another mile.”
“Are you sure your man’s going to be there?”
“Of course.”
“You’ve done this a lot, have you? Been a go-between, I mean. What did you call it. . . a facilitator?”
“Oh, yes,” Chant said. “It’s in my blood.” That blood was not entirely English. Chant’s skin and syntax carried traces of the immigrant. But Estabrook had grown to trust him a little, even so.
“Aren’t you curious about all of this?” he asked the man.