“So where will they be?”
“In the In Ovo, of course. Somewhere between here and the Second Dominion.”
“And how will they get back?” “Simple,” he said. “They won’t.”
So they waited. Or, rather, she waited, watching the sun disappear behind trees blotted with rookeries, and the evening stars appearing as light bringers in its place. Dowd busied himself dealing with the bodies of the voiders, dragging them out of the chapel, making a simple pyre of dead wood, and burning them upon it. He showed not the least concern that she was witnessing this, which was a lesson and perhaps a warning to her. He apparently assumed she was part of the secret world he and the voiders occupied, not subject to the laws and moralities the rest of the world was bounded by. In seeing all she’d seen, and passing herself off as expert in the ways of the Imajica, she had become a conspirator. There was no way back after this, to the company she’d kept and the life she’d known; she belonged to the secret, every bit as much as the secret belonged to her.
That of itself would be no great loss if Godolphin returned. He would help her find her way through the mysteries. If he didn’t return, the consequences were less palatable. To be obliged to keep Dowd’s company, simply because they were fellow marginals, would be unbearable. She would surely wither and die. But then if Godolphin was not in her life, what could that matter? From ecstasy to despair in the space of an hour. Was it too much to hope the pendulum would swing back the other way before the day was out?
The chill was adding to her misery, and—having no other source of warmth—she went over to the pyre, preparing to retreat if the scent or the sight was too offensive. But the smoke, which she’d expected to smell of burning meat, was almost aromatic, and the forms in the fire unrecognizable. Dowd offered her a cigarette, which she accepted, lighting it from a branch plucked from the edge of the fire.
“What were they?” she asked him, eyeing the remains.
“You’ve never heard of voiders?” he said. “They’re the lowest of the low. I brought them through from the In Ovo myself, and I’m no Maestro, so that-gives an idea of how gullible they are.”
“When it smelled the wind—”
“Yes, that was rather touching, wasn’t it?” Dowd said. “It smelled Yzordderrex.”
“Maybe it was born there.”
“Very possibly. I’ve heard it said they’re made of collective desire, but that’s not true. They’re revenge children. Got on women who were working the Way for themselves.”
“Working the Way isn’t good?”
“Not for your sex, it isn’t. It’s strictly forbidden.”
“So somebody who breaks the law’s made pregnant as revenge?”
“Exactly. You can’t abort voiders, you see. They’re stupid, but they fight, even in the womb. And killing something you gave birth to is strictly against the women’s codes. So they pay to have the voiders thrown into the In Ovo. They can survive there longer than just about anything. They feed on whatever they can find, including each other. And eventually, if they’re lucky, they get summoned by someone in this Dominion.”
So much to learn, she thought. Perhaps she should cultivate Dowd’s friendship, however charmless he was. He seemed to enjoy parading his knowledge, and the more she knew the better prepared she’d be when she finally stepped through the door into Yzordderrex. She was about to ask him something more about the city when a gust of wind, blowing from out of the chapel, threw a flurry of sparks up between them.
“They’re coming back,” she said, and started towards the building.
“Be careful,” Dowd said. “You don’t know it’s them.”
His warning went unheeded. She went to the door at a run, and reached it as the spicy summer wind died away. The interior of the chapel was gloomy, but she could see a single figure standing in the middle of the mosaic. It staggered towards her, its breathing ragged. The light from the fire caught it as it came within two yards of her. Jt was Oscar Godolphin, his hand up to his bleeding nose. “That bastard,” he said. “Where is he?”