If only Beadermeyer would wait just a few more minutes, maybe fifteen minutes then she’d be ready.
But he didn’t give her even two more minutes. She jumped when she heard him unlock the door. No time to get into position. She stood stiffly by the window in her peach silk nightgown.
“Good evening, my dear Sally. You’re looking chipper and really quite lovely in that nightgown. Would you like to take it off for me now?”
“No.”
“Ah, so you’ve got your wits together, have you? Just as well. I’d like to have a conversation with you before I send you back into the ether. Do sit down, Sally.”
“No. I want to stay as far away from you as possible.”
“As you wish.” He was wearing a dark-blue crew sweater and black slacks. His black hair was slicked back as if he’d just had a shower. His teeth were white, the front two top teeth overlapping.
“Your teeth are ugly,” she said now. “Why didn’t you wear braces as a kid?”
She’d spoken without thinking, another indication that her mind wasn’t completely clear yet.
He looked as if he wanted to kill her. Without conscious thought, he raised his fingers to touch his teeth, then dropped his arm. There was only a thin veil of shadow separating them now, but she recognized the anger in him, knew he wanted to hurt her.
He got control of himself. “Well, you’re a little bitch tonight, aren’t you?”
“No,” she said, still watching him, her body tensed, knowing he wanted to attack her, hurt her badly. She didn’t know she could hate a person as much as she hated him. Other than her father. Other than her husband.
Finally, he sat down in the single chair and crossed his legs. He removed his glasses and put them on the small circular table beside the chair. There were a carafe of water and a single glass on the table, nothing more.
“What do you want?” The carafe was plastic-even if she struck him squarely on the head, it wouldn’t hurt him.
But the table was sturdy. If only she were fast enough, she could grab it and smash him with it. But she knew she would have to be free of the drugs for at least another hour to be fast enough, strong enough, to bring him down. Could she keep him talking that long? She doubted it, but it was worth a try.
“What do you want?” she said again. She couldn’t bring herself to take a step closer to him.
“I’m bored,” he said. “I’m making so much money, but I’m never free to leave this place. I want to enjoy my money. What do you suggest?”
“Let me go, and I’ll see that you get even more money.”
“That would defeat the purpose, wouldn’t it?”
“Do you mean that you have other people in here who are perfectly sane? Other people you’re holding prisoner? Other people you’re being paid to keep here?”
“This is a very small, very private place, Sally. Not many people know about it. I gain all my patients through referrals, carefully screened referrals.
“Just listen to me. This is the first time I’ve ever talked to you as an adult. Six months I had you with me, six whole months, and you were always as interesting as a jointless doll, except for that time you jumped through the window in my office. If anything proved to your dear mother that you were nuts, that story did. That made me sit up and take notice of you, but not for long. This is much better. If only I could trust you not to try to escape me again, I would keep you just as you are now.”
“How do you imagine that I can escape?”
“Unfortunately Holland is quite stupid, and he’s the one who tends you most often. I do believe Nurse Rosalee is a bit afraid of you. Isn’t that odd? As for Holland, he begged me to let him take care of you, the pathetic creature. Yes, I can imagine you waiting behind that door for him to come in.
“What would you do, Sally? Hit him on the head with this table? That would stun him. Then you could strip off his clothes, though I doubt you’d enjoy stripping him as much as he enjoys stripping you. No, you see, I’m in a bind. And please don’t move. Remember, I’m not Holland. Stay where you are or you get a nice big shot right now.”