I’m going to have to tell Tallchief and–what’s his name? Morley. Tell Tallchief and Morley and Morley’s wife–who is not bad-looking at all–about the meddlers from outside, about the building which I have seen . . . seen close enough to read the writing above the entrance. Which no one else has. Insofar as I know.
He started down the gravel path toward his quarters. As he came up onto the plastic porch of the living quarters he saw four people in a gathering together: Susie Smart, Maggie Walsh, Tallchief and Mr. Morley. Morley was talking, his tubshaped middle protruding like a huge inguinal hernia. I wonder what he lives on, Babble said to himself. Potatoes, broiled steak, with ketchup on everything, and beer. You can always tell a beer drinker. They have the perforated facial skin, perforated where the hair grows, and the bags under their eyes. They look, as he looks, as if they have an edema puffing them out. And renal damage as well. And of course the ruddy skin.
A self-indulgent man, he thought, like Morley, doesn’t in any way understand–can’t understand–that he’s pouring poisons into his body. Minute embolisms . . . damage to critical areas of the brain. And yet they keep on, these oral types. Regression to a pre-reality testing stage. Maybe it’s a misplaced biological survival mechanism: for the good of the species they weed themselves out. Leaving the women to more competent, and more advanced, male types.
He walked up to the four of them, stood with his hands in his pockets, listening. Morley was relating the minutiae of a theological experience which he evidently had had. Or pretended to have had.
“. . . ‘my dear friend,’ he called me. Obviously I mattered to him. He helped me with the reloading . . . it took a long time and we talked. His voice was low but I could understand him perfectly. He never used any excess words and he could express himself perfectly; there was no mystery about it, like you sometimes hear. Anyhow, we loaded and talked. And he wanted to bless me. Why? Because–he said–I was exactly the kind of person who mattered to him. He was completely matter-of-fact about it; he simply stated it. ‘You are the kind of person whom I think matters,’ he said, or words to that effect. ‘I’m proud of you,’ he said. ‘Your great love of animals, your compassion toward lower life forms, pervades your entire mentality. Compassion is the basis of the person who has risen from the confines of the Curse. A personality type like yours is exactly what we are looking for.’ ” Morley paused, then.
“Go on,” Maggie Walsh said, in a fascinated voice.
“And then he said a strange thing,” Morley said. “He said, ‘As I have saved you, saved your life, by my own compassion, I know that your own great capacity for compassion will enable you to save lives, both physically and spiritually, of others.’ Presumably he meant here at Delmak-O.”
“But he didn’t say,” Susie Smart said
“He didn’t have to,” Morley said. “I knew what he meant; I understood everything he said. In fact I could communicate a lot more clearly with him than with most of the people I’ve known. I don’t mean any of you–hell, I don’t really know you, yet–but you see what I mean. There weren’t any transcendental symbolic passages, no metaphysical nonsense like they used to talk about before Specktowsky wrote The Book. Specktowsky was right; I can verify it on the basis of my own experiences with him. With the Walker.”
“Then you’ve seen it before,” Maggie Walsh said.
“Several times.”
Dr. Milton Babble opened his mouth and said, “I’ve seen it seven times. And I encountered the Mentufacturer once. So if you add it together I’ve had eight experiences with the One True Deity.”
The four of them gazed at him with various expressions. Susie Smart looked skeptical: Maggie Walsh showed absolute disbelief; both Tallchief and Morley seemed relatively interested.
“And twice,” Babble said, “with the Intercessor. So it’s ten experiences in all. Throughout my whole life, of course.”
“From what you heard from Mr. Morley about his experience,” Tallchief said, “did it sound similar to your own?”
Babble kicked at a pebble on the porch; it bounced away, struck the nearby wall, fell silent, then. “Fairly much so. By and large. Yes, I think we can in some part accept what Morley says. And yet–” He hesitated meaningfully. “I’m afraid I’m skeptical. Was it truly the Walker, Mr. Morley? Could it not have been a passing itinerant laborer who wanted you to think he was the Walker? Had you thought of that? Oh, I’m not denying that the Walker appears again and again among us; my own experiences testify to that.”
“I know he was,” Morley said, looking angry, “because of what he said about my cat.”
“Ah, your cat.” Babble smiled both within and without; he felt deep and hearty amusement transverse his circulatory system. “So this is where the business about your ‘great compassion for lower life forms’ comes from.”
Looking nettled and even more angrily outraged Morley said, “How would a passing tramp know about my cat? Anyhow, there aren’t any passing tramps at Tekel Upharsin. Everybody works; that’s what a kibbutz is.” He looked, now, hurt and unhappy.
The voice of Glen Belsnor dinned in the darkened distance behind them. “Come on in! I’ve made contact with the goddam satellite! I’m about to have it run its audio tapes!”
Babble, as he started walking, said, “I didn’t think he could do it.” How good he felt, although he did not know exactly why. Something to do with Morley and his awe-inspiring account of meeting the Walker. Which now did not seem awe-inspiring after all. Once it had been scrupulously investigated, and by a person with adult, critical judgment.
The five of them entered the briefing hall and seated themselves among the others. From the speakers of Belsnor’s radio equipment sharp static punctuated with random voice-noises sounded. The din hurt Babble’s ears, but he said nothing. He displayed the formal attention which the technician had demanded.
“What we’re picking up right now is a scatter track,” Belsnor informed them over the racket. “The tape hasn’t started to run yet; it won’t do that until I give the satellite the right signal.”
“Start the tape,” Wade Frazer said.
“Yeah, Glen, start the tape.” Voices from here and there in the chamber.
“Okay,” Belsnor said. He reached out, touched control knobs on the panel before him. Lights winked on and off as servo-assist mechanisms switched into activity aboard the satellite.
From the speakers a voice said, “Greetings to the DelmakO colony from General Treaton of Interplan West.”
“That’s it,” Belsnor said. “That’s the tape.”
“Shut up, Belsnor. We’re listening.”
“It can be run back any number of times,” Beisnor said.
“You have now completed your recruiting,” General Treaton of Interplan West said. “This completion was anticipated by us at Interplan R.A.V. to occur not later than the fourteenth of September, Terran statute time. First, I would like to explain why the Delmak-O colony was created, by whom and for what purpose. It is basically–” All at once the voice stopped. “Wheeeeee,” the speakers blared. “Ughhhhhh. Akkkkkkkkk.” Belsnor stared at the receiving gear with mute dismay. “Ubbbbb,” the speakers said; static burst in, receded as Belsnor twisted dials, and then–silence.
After a pause Ignatz Thugg guffawed.
“What is it, Glen?” Tony Dunkelwelt said.
Beisnor said thickly, “There are only two tape-heads used in transmitters such as are aboard the satellite. An erase head, mounted first on the transport, then a replay-record head. What has happened is that the replay-record head has switched from replay to record. So it is erasing the tape an inch ahead automatically. There’s no way I can switch it off; it’s on record and that’s where it’ll probably stay. Until the whole tape is erased.”
“But if it erases,” Wade Frazer said, “then it’ll be gone forever. No matter what you do.”
“That’s right,” Glen Belsnor said. “It’s erasing and then recording nothing. I can’t get it out of the record mode. Look.” He snapped several switches open and shut. “Nothing. The head is jammed. So much for that.” He slammed a major relay into place, cursed, sat back, removed his glasses and wiped his forehead. “Christ,” he said. “Well, so it goes.”
The speakers twittered briefly with cross talk, then fell silent again. No one in the room spoke. There was nothing to say.
5
“What we can do,” Glen Belsnor said, “is to transmit to the relay network, transmit so it’ll be carried back to Terra, and inform General Treaton at Interplan West of what’s happened, that our briefing of his instructions has failed to take place. Under the circumstances they’ll undoubtedly be willing–and able–to fire off a communications rocket in our direction. Containing a second tape which we can run through the transport here.” He pointed to the tape deck mounted within the radio gear.