“You’re lying,” she said, still staring at him straightly. “I was at Lady Buxtell’s establishment with Harry and Scuddy. There wasn’t a single man who wasn’t extremely interested in every inch of every female who was there.”
“You were in Lady Buxtell’s?” There was awe, but no particular surprise in his voice. “You actually went to a whorehouse?”
“How could I avoid it for five months? I tried, but Harry wouldn’t let me weasel out of it. I did something good, though. I saved a young girl who’d been befouled by Sir William. She’s now Little Jack’s nurse.”
“You go to a brothel and you manage to bring out a whore to stay with your nephew?”
She told him about Mavreen, about the death of her Uncle Bob. “What really made me angry was Sir William Filey. He’d treated her horribly.”
“Sir William isn’t a nice man,” he said, and dropped a kiss into her hair. He was so startled that he just looked at her. Hetty cocked her head slightly to one side, then smiled at him. “I also learned that men tend to think about sexual matters all the time. It was disconcerting until I got used to it and learned how to say my own titillating things. Everyone believed that I was keeping Mavreen and I let them believe it. It kept me out of Madame Buxtell’s house.”
He just shook his head at her. “It’s unbelievable” was all he said.
There was silence between them then, a silence filled with questions and curiosity.
Then she raised her face. He kissed her very lightly on her closed mouth. “I remember wanting to do that at the Ranleagh ball,” he said. “I wanted to touch you, too. I loved your laughter, it flowed over me and made me feel the warmth of you. You charmed me, Hetty, charmed me to my toes. I thought you fascinating. I couldn’t figure out why you’d disliked me, why you’d leave your father’s house just to avoid me.”
“You charmed me as well,” she said. “I don’t know anything about men and women, your grace”
“My name is Jason. Do you think perhaps you could say that to me?”
“Jason, as in the Greek Jason who was ever so heroic and noble and adventurous?”
“The same one,” he said, and kissed her again. “Now, about you knowing about men and women, I would say that you have a perspective on my species that no other woman could have. I would like to hear all of your exploits. I like to be terrified and astounded.”
“You really didn’t think of me as me when you took care of me?”
The night had ended very much differently than he’d expected, he thought, and lightly kissed her yet again. She tasted warm and sweet and he wanted her very much. Not that it mattered. “You’re beautiful. I’m not blind. But believe me, I’m in charge of you your health as your doctor if you will, not as your husband. One doesn’t shirk one’s duty, Hetty. Surely you would have cared for me had there been no other choice. Would you have looked at me naked and felt a woman’s lust for me?”
“I don’t know,” she said slowly, frowning deeply in thought. “I realize that the gentlemen, as I told you, all think about sex nearly every hour of the day and night. I think it’s strange. I don’t know much of anything about a woman’s lust. Is there really such a thing?”
“Next time we duel, I shall contrive to be the one who is wounded. I will see if you end up kissing me and holding me as I am you. We will see if you feel such a thing then. Lust is a very nice thing, Hetty.”
“I think I’d rather learn about lust in a happier circumstance than with you wounded.” Suddenly, she shuddered, ducking her head again against his neck. “You know, I really enjoyed my fencing lessons with Signore Bertioli. Yet when it came to the sticking point”
He tightened his hold on her shoulders and finished her unspoken thought. “There’s always a sticking point. There’s no sport, no dashing romance in slicing up a man, or a woman, as the case may be.”