“You’ll have to stay with him until he calms down, Menolly, or hell faH out of bed. Whyever didn’t you give him the sweetballs? They always shut him up,” Sella said.
“I did. They’re what started him hiccuping/’
**You can’t do anything right, can you?”
“Please, Sella. You stay with him. You manage him so well. I’ve had him all evening and not heard a word…”
“You were told to keep him quiet You didn’t You stay.” And Sella swept out of the room, leaving Menolly to cope.
Tliat was the end of the first of Menolr/s difficult days. It took hours for the old man to calm down and go to sleep. Then, as Menolly wearily got to her cubicle, her mother arrived to berate her soundly for the inattention that had given Uncle a chance to embarrass the entire Hold. Menolly was given no chance to explain.
The next day, Thread fell, sequestering them all within the Hold for hours. When the Fall was over, she had to go with the flamethrower crews. The leading edge of Thread had tipped the marshes, which meant hours of plodding through sticky marsh mud and slimy sand.
She was tired enough when she returned from that task, but then they all had to help load the big nets and ready the boats for a night trawl The tide was right then.
She was roused before sunrise the next morning to
36
gut and salt the phenomenal catch. That took all the live-long day and sent her to bed so weary she just stripped off her dirty clothes, and dropped into her sleeping furs.
The next day was devoted to net-mending, normally a pleasant task because the Hold women would chat and sing. But her father was anxious for the nets to be repaired quickly so that he could take the evening tide again for another deep-sea cast Everyone bent to his work without time for talk or singing while the Sea Holder prowled among them. He seemed to watch Menolly more often than anyone else, and she felt clumsy.
It was then that she began to wonder if perhaps the new Harper had found fault with the way the youngsters had been taught their Ballads and Sagas. Time and again Petiron had told her that there was only one way to teach them and, as she had learned properly from him, she must have passed on the knowledge correctly. Why then did her rather seem to be so annoyed with her? Why did he glare at her so much? Was he still angry with her for letting Old Uncle babble?
She worried enough to ask her sister about it that evening when the ships had finally set sail and everyone else could relax a little.
“Angry about Old Uncle?” Sella shrugged. “What on earth are you talking about, girl? Who remembers that? You think entirely too much about yourself, Menolly, that’s your biggest problem. Why should Yanus care one way or another about you?”
TTie scorn in Bella’s voice reminded Menolly too acutely that she was only a girl, too big for a proper girl, and the youngest of a large family, therefore of least account It was in no way a consolation to be ^significant, even if her father was, for that reason, less likely to notice her. Or remember her misdeeds. Except that he’d remembered about her singing her own songs to the youngsters. Or had Sella forgotten that? Or did Sella even know that?
Probably, thought Menolly as she tried to find a com—
37
fortable spot in the old bed rushes for her weary body. But then, what Sella said about Menolly thinking only of herself applied even more to Sella, who was always thinking about her appearance and her self. Sella was old enough to be married to some advantage to the Hold. Her father had only three fosterlings at the moment, but four of MenoD/s six brothers were out at other Sea Holds, learning their trade. Now, with a Harper to speak for them all again, perhaps there’d be some rearrangements.
The next day the Hold women spent in washing clothes. With Threadfall past, and a good clear sunny day, they could count on fast drying. Menolly hoped for a chance to speak to her mother to find out if the Harper had faulted her teaching, but the opportunity never arose. Instead, Menolly came in for another scolding from Mavi for the state of her clothes, un-mended; her bed furs, unaired; her hair, her sloppy appearance and her slothfulness in general That evening Menolly was quite content to take a bowl of soup and disappear into a shadowy comer of the big kitchen rather than be noticed again. She kept wondering why she was being singled out for so much misunderstanding.