Memories flooded in on him the way a freshet bursts a dam of ice during the spring thaw. His body began to shake uncontrollably with recollections of what had been and what might have been.
“Might be,” he said softly, “thet I should hev gone off after King’s Mountain, ‘stid uv settlin’ back here en’ fixin’ a fence round me, near enough.”
Ellie gripped his hands firmly. “Take me along,” she said.
“I ain’t Cull Ransden!” Old Nathan shouted as he drew himself away. What he wanted to do. . . .
“I know who you are,” Ellie said. She stepped close but did not touch him. “I know ye treated me decent whin others, they didn’t. D’ye think I kin stay hereabouts, sir? Or thet I want to?”
Old Nathan turned away. There was a rifle on the pegs over the fireboard; his own. His mule gave its familiar brassy whinny from the shed, though there was no certain meaning in the sound.
Sarah Ransden en’ her son ‘ud be set up right purty, what with the two farms—
Or three, ifen Ellie wint off with the man who wore her husband’s shape.
“I ain’t special t’ the beasts no more,” he said musingly. “Reckon hit’s better I try my possibles t’ git along with men now, anyways.”
He looked at the young woman. “I reckon if I warn’t all et up with bitterness whin I come back from King’s Mountain,” he added, “I might hev thunk a man could be ez good a frind thin a cat. A man er a woman.”
“I packed a budget,” Ellie said. “Hit seemed t’ me thet ye’d feel thet way whin ye come around.”
She looked out the window. The sun was already high in the sky. “We kin wait till ye’re stronger . . . ?” she said.
“Sooner we’re away, the better,” Old Nathan replied. The pain in his head was passing as he moved; and for the rest of his body—he hadn’t felt so good in fifty years. . . .
Ellie handed him a sheepskin coat, cracked at the seams but warm enough to serve until his youthful strength earned him better. Soon—
He frowned, then took Ellie by both shoulders and held her until she met his eyes. “Thar’s no more magic, girl,” he said. “I’m a man en no more. I want ye t’ understand thet.”
She hefted the bundle of household essentials she had prepared. “Thet’s what I wish fer,” she said. “A man as treats me decint.”
They walked outside into bright brilliant sunlight reflecting from the snow. Old Nathan left the cabin door open. Sarah could deal with the place whenever she chose; Sarah Ransden and the son who now kept her company. . . .
He saddled and bridled the mule, then rubbed its muzzle. The beast gave a snort of satisfaction and made a playful attempt to bite him.
“Git on up,” Old Nathan said to the girl. “I reckon I’ll walk.”
He hefted the rifle he had leaned against the sidelogs of the shed, then crooked it into his left arm. He glanced to see that Ellie was in the saddle, then made a cautious pass through the air with his free hand.
Nothing happened. Old Nathan sighed and said, “Gee up, mule. We’ve got a passel uv country t’ ride through afore we find airy place thet wants t’ see us.”
“We’ll be all right,” Ellie said.
She looked back once from the road. In the shadow of the shed, there was a faint glimmer as of fairy lights . . . but very faint, and the young couple had many miles yet to ride.