‘Let me take your coat,’ she said.
I relinquished it, gloves and a black cashmere scarf I was fond of because it had been a gift from Lucy.
‘You know, I didn’t think to ask if there’s anything you can’t eat,’ she said from the hall closet near the front door. ‘Can you eat shellfish? Because if you can’t, I have chicken.’
‘Shellfish would be wonderful,’ I said.
‘Good.’ She showed me into the living room, which offered a magnificent view of the George Washington Bridge spanning the river like a necklace of bright jewels caught in space. ‘I understand you drink Scotch.’
‘Something lighter would be better,’ I said, sitting on a soft leather couch the color of honey.
‘Wine?’
I said that would be fine, and she disappeared into the kitchen long enough to pour two glasses of a crisp chardonnay. Commander Penn was dressed in black jeans and a gray wool sweater with sleeves shoved up. I saw for the first time that her forearms were horribly scarred.
‘From my younger, more reckless days.’ She caught me looking. ‘I was on the back of a motorcycle and ended up leaving quite a lot of my hide on the road.’
‘Donorcycles, as we call them,’ I said.
‘It was my boyfriend’s. I was seventeen and he was twenty.’
‘What happened to him?’
‘He slid into oncoming traffic and was killed,’ she said with the matter-of-factness of someone who has freely talked about a loss for a long time. ‘That was when I got interested in police work.’ She sipped her wine. ‘Don’t ask me the connection because I’m not sure I know.’
‘Sometimes when one is touched by tragedy he becomes its student.’
‘Is that your explanation?’ She watched me closely with eyes that missed little and revealed less.
‘My father died when I was twelve,’ I simply said.
‘Where was this?’
‘Miami. He owned a small grocery store, which my mother eventually ran because he was sick many years before he died.’
‘If your mother ran the store, so to speak, then who ran your household while your father lingered?’
‘I suppose I did.’
‘I thought as much. I probably could have told you that before you said a word. And my guess is you are the oldest child, have no brothers, and have always been an overachiever who cannot accept failure.’
I listened.
‘Therefore, personal relationships are your nemesis because you can’t have a good one by overachieving. You can’t earn a happy love affair or be promoted into a happy marriage. And if someone you care about has a problem, you think you should have prevented it and most certainly should fix it.’
‘Why are you dissecting me?’ I asked directly but without defensiveness. Mostly, I was fascinated.
‘Your story is my story. There are many women like us. Yet we never seem to get together, have you ever noticed that?’
‘I notice it all the time,’ I said.
‘Well’ – she set down her wine – ‘I really didn’t invite you over to interview you. But I would be less than honest if I told you that I didn’t want an opportunity for us to get better acquainted.’
‘Thank you, Frances,’ I said. ‘I am pleased you feel that way.’
‘Excuse me a minute.’
She got up and returned to the kitchen. I heard a refrigerator door shut, water run and pots and pans quietly bang. Momentarily, she was back with the bottle of chardonnay inside an ice bucket, which she set on the glass coffee table.
‘The bread is in the oven, asparagus is in the steamer, and all that’s left is to saute the shrimp,’ she announced, reseating herself.
‘Frances,’ I said, ‘your police department has been on-line with CAIN for how long now?’
‘Only for several months,’ she replied. ‘We were one of the first departments in the country to hook up with it.’
‘What about NYPD?’
‘They’re getting around to it. The Transit Police have a more sophisticated computer system and a great team of programmers and analysts. So we got on-line very early.’
‘Thanks to you.’
She smiled.
I went on, ‘I know the Richmond Police Department is on-line. So are Chicago, Dallas, Charlotte, the Virginia State Police, the British Transport Police. And quite a number of other departments both here and abroad are in the process.’