Running Blind by Desmond Bagley

balanced the cigarette in an ashtray and picked up his glass. ‘I don’t

real y know if I wil get any pleasure from working on you. Don’t you

English have a proverb – “It hurts me as much as it hurts you.” He waved his hand. ‘But perhaps I’ve got it wrong.’

‘I’m not English,’ I said. ‘I’m a Scot.’

‘A difference that makes no difference is no difference. But I’l tel

you something – you made a great difference to me and to my life.’ He

took a gulp of /brennivin./ ‘Tel me that girl you’ve been running

around with ? Elin Ragnarsdottir; are you in love with her?’

I felt myself tighten. ‘She’s got nothing to do with this.’

He laughed. ‘Do not trouble yourself. I have no intention of harming

her. Not a hair of her head shal be touched. I don’t believe in the

Bible, but I’m wil ing to swear on it.’ His voice turned sardonic. ‘I’l

even swear it on the Works of Lenin, if that’s an acceptable substitute.

Do you believe me?’

‘I believe you,’ I said. I did, too. There was no comparison between

Kennikin and Slade. I wouldn’t have taken Slade’s word had he sworn on a

thousand bibles, but in this I would accept Kennikin’s lightest word and

trust him as he had once trusted me. I knew and understood Kennikin and

I liked his style; he was a gentleman ? savage, but stil a gentleman.

‘Wel , then; answer my question. Are you in love with her?’

‘We’re going to be married.’

He laughed. ‘That’s not exactly a straight answer, but it wil do.’ He

leaned forward. ‘Do you sleep with her, Alan? When you come to Iceland

do you lie under the stars together and clasp each other’s bodies, and

work at each other until your sweat mingles? Do you cal each other by

names that are sweet and soft and handle each other until that last gust

of passion, that flare of ecstasy in each of you, mutual y quenches the

other and ebbs away into languor? Is that how it is, Alan?’

His voice was purring and cruel. ‘Do you remember our last encounter in

the pine woods when you tried to kil me? I wish you had been a better

shot. I was in hospital in Moscow for a long time while they patched me

up, but there was one patch they couldn’t put back, Alan. And that is

why, if you come out of this alive – and that is something I haven’t yet

decided – you wil be no good to Elin Ragnarsdottir or to any other woman.’

I said, ‘I’d like another drink.’

‘I’l make it stronger this time,’ he said. ‘You look as ‘though you

need it.’ He came across and took my glass, and backed towards the

liquor cupboard. Stil holding the pistol he poured whisky into the

glass and added a little water. He brought it back. ‘You need some

colour in your cheeks,’ he said.

I took the whisky from him. ‘I understand your bitterness – but any

soldier can expect to be wounded; it’s an occupational hazard. What

real y hurts is that you were sold out. That’s it, Vaslav; isn’t it?’

‘That among other things,’ he agreed.

I sampled the whisky; it was strong this time. ‘Where you go wrong is in

your identification of who did it. Who was your boss at that time?’

‘Bakayev ? in Moscow.’

‘And who was my boss?’

He smiled. ‘That eminent British nobleman, Sir David Taggart.’

I shook my head. ‘No. Taggart wasn’t interested; there were bigger fish

to occupy his attention at the time. You were sold out by Bakayev, your

own boss, in col aboration with my boss, and I was just the instrument.’

Kennikin roared with laughter. ‘My dear Alan; you’ve been reading too

much Fleming.’

I said, ‘You haven’t asked who my boss was.’

He was stil shaking with chuckles as he said, ‘All right; who was he?’

‘Slade,’ I said.

The laughter suddenly stopped. I said, ‘It was /very/ careful y planned.

You were sacrificed to give Slade a good reputation. It had to look good

– it had to look very authentic. That’s why you weren’t told. All things

considered, you put up a good fight, but al the time your foundations

were being nibbled away by Bakayev who was passing information to Slade.’

‘This is nonsense, Stewartsen,’ he said; but his face had gone pale and

the livid cicatrice stood out on his cheek.

‘So you failed,’ I said. ‘And, natural y, you had to be punished, or it

stil wouldn’t look right. Yes, we know how your people do things, and

if you hadn’t been sent to Ashkhabad or somewhere like it we’d have been

suspicious. So you spent four years in exile to make it look right; four

years of paper shuffling for doing your duty. You’ve been had, Vaslav.’

His eyes were stony. ‘This Slade I don’t know,’ he said shortly.

‘You ought to. He’s the man you take orders from in Iceland. You thought

it natural, perhaps, that you shouldn’t be in command on this operation.

Your people wouldn’t want to give sole responsibility to a man like

yourself who failed once. A reasonable attitude, you would think; and

maybe you could retrieve your reputation and your honour and aspire to

your former dizzy heights by a successful completion of this mission.’ I

laughed. ‘And who do they give you for a boss? None other than the man

who torpedoed you in Sweden.’

Kennikin stood up. The pistol pointed unwaveringly at my chest. ‘I know

who ruined the Swedish operation,’ he said. ‘And I can touch him from here.’

‘I just took orders,’ I said. ‘Slade did the brainwork. Do you remember

Jimmy Birkby?’

‘I’ve never heard of the man,’ said Kennikin stonily.

‘Of course not. You’d know him better as Sven Hornlund – the man I kil ed.’

‘The British agent,’ said Kennikin. ‘I remember. It was that one act of

yours that made me sure of you.’

‘Slade’s idea,’ I said. ‘I didn’t know who I kil ed. That’s why 1 left

the Department – I had a flaming row.’ I leaned forward. ‘Vaslav, it

fits the pattern, don’t you see that? Slade sacrificed one good man to

make you trust me. It meant nothing to him how many of our agents were

kil ed. But he and Bakayev sacrificed you to make Taggart trust Slade

the more.’

Kennikin’s grey eyes were like stones. His face was quite (stil except

for one corner of his mouth where the scar ran down which twitched with

a slight tic.

I leaned back in the chair and picked up the glass. ‘Slade’s sitting

pretty now. He’s here in Iceland running both sides of an operation. My

God, what a position to be in! But it went wrong when one of the puppets

refused to jump when he pulled the strings. That must have worried the

hel out of him.’

‘I don’t know this man Slade,’ repeated Kennikin woodenly.

‘No? Then why are you al worked up?’ I grinned at him. ‘I’l tel you

what to do. Next time you speak to him why don’t you ask him for the

truth. Not that he’l tel you; Slade never told anyone the truth in his

life. But he might give himself away to such a perceptive person as

yourself.’

Lights flickered through the drawn curtains and there was the sound of a

car pulling up outside. I said, ‘Think of the past, Vaslav; think of the

wasted years in Ashkhabad. Put yourself in the position of Bakayev and

ask yourself which is the more important ? an operation in Sweden which

can be reconstituted at any time, or the chance to put a man high in the

hierarchy of British Intel igence – so high that he lunches with the

British Prime Minister?’

Kennikin moved uneasily and I knew I had got to him. He was deep in

thought and the pistol no longer pointed directly at me. I said, ‘As a

matter of interest, how long did it take to build up another Swedish

outfit? Not long, I’l bet. I daresay Bakayev had an organization

already working in paral el ready to go into action when you dropped out.’

It was a shot at random but it went home. It was like watching a

one-armed bandit come up with the jackpot; the wheels went round and

whirred and clicked and a mental bel rang loud and clear. Kennikin

snorted and turned away. He looked down into the fire and the hand

holding the pistol was down at his side.

I tensed myself, ready to jump him, and said softly, ‘They didn’t trust

you, Vaslav. Bakayev didn’t trust you to wreck your own organization and

make it look good. I wasn’t trusted either; but I was sold out by Slade

who is one of your mob. You’re different; you’ve been kicked in the

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