hands were gone.
Jesus jumped up and played the fiddle,Eddie thought numbly. He flicked his eyes up
toward the convex mirror.
The doorway was gone. . .just as Roland was gone from his mind.
Eat hearty, my friend,Eddie thought . . . but was this weird alien presence that called itself Roland his friend? That was far from proved, wasn’t it? He had saved Eddie’s bacon, true
enough, but that didn’t mean he was a Boy Scout.
All the same, he liked Roland. Feared him . . . but liked him as well.
Suspected that in time he could love him, as he loved Henry.
Eat well, stranger,he thought. Eat well, stay alive. . . and come back.
Close by were a few mustard-stained napkins left by a previous customer. Eddie balled
them up, tossed them in the trash-barrel by the door on his way out, and chewed air as if
finishing a last bite of something. He was even able to manu- facture a burp as he
approached the black guy on his way toward the signs pointing the way to LUGGAGE and
GROUND TRANSPORTATION.
“Couldn’t find a shirt you liked?” Eddie asked.
“I beg your pardon?” the black guy turned from the American Airlines departures monitor he was pretending to study.
“I thought maybe you were looking for one that said PLEASE FEED ME, I AM A U.S.
GOVERNMENT EM- PLOYEE,” Eddie said, and walked on.
As he headed down the stairs he saw the purse-rooter hurriedly snap her purse shut and get
to her feet.
Oh boy, this is gonna be like the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day parade.
It had been one fuck of an interesting day, and Eddie didn’t think it was over yet.
5
When Roland saw the lobster-things coming out of the waves again (their coming had
nothing to do with tide, then; it was the dark that brought them), he left Eddie Dean to move
himself before the creatures could find and eat him.
The pain he had expected and was prepared for. He had lived with pain so long it was
almost an old friend. He was appalled, however, by the rapidity with which his fever had
increased and his strength decreased. If he had not been dying before, he most assuredly
was now. Was there something pow- erful enough in the prisoner’s world to keep that from
happen- ing? Perhaps. But if he didn’t get some of it within the next six or eight hours, he
thought it wouldn’t matter. If things went much further, no medicine or magic in that world
or any other that would make him well again.
Walking was impossible. He would have to crawl.
He was getting ready to start when his eye fixed upon the twisted band of sticky stuff and
the bags of devil-powder. If he left the stuff here, the lobstrosities would almost surely tear the bags open. The sea-breeze would scatter the powder to the four winds. Which is where it
belongs, the gunslinger thought grimly, but he couldn’t allow it. When the time came,
Eddie Dean would be in a long tub of trouble if he couldn’t produce that powder. It was
rarely possible to bluff men of the sort he guessed this Balazar to be. He would want to see
what he had paid for, and until he saw it Eddie would have enough guns pointed at him to
equip a small army.
The gunslinger pulled the twisted rope of glue-string over to him and slung it over his neck.
Then he began to work his way up the beach.
He had crawled twenty yards—almost far enough to con- sider himself safe, he
judged—when the horrible (yet cosmically funny) funny realization that he was leaving the
door- way behind came to him. What in God’s name was he going through this for?
He turned his head and saw the doorway, not down on the beach, but three feet behind him.
For a moment Roland could only stare, and realize what he would have known already, if
not for the fever and the sound of the Inquisitors, drumming their ceaseless questions at
Eddie, Where did you, how did you, why did you, when did you (questions that seemed to
merge eerily with the questions of the scrabbling horrors that came crawling and wriggling
out of the waves: Dad-a-chock? Dad-a-chum? Did-a-chick?), as mere delirium. Not so.
Now I take it with me everywhere I go,he thought, just as he does. It comes with us
everywhere now, following like a curse you can never get rid of.
All of this felt so true as to be unquestionable . . . and so did one other thing.
If the door between them should close, it would be closed forever.
When that happens,Roland thought grimly, he must be on this side. With me.
What a paragon of virtue you are, gunslinger!the man in black laughed. He seemed to have
taken up permanent resi- dence inside Roland’s head. You have killed the boy; that was the
sacrifice that enabled you to catch me and, I suppose, to create the door between worlds.
Now you intend to draw your three, one by one, and condemn all of them to something you
would not have for yourself: a lifetime in an alien world, where they may die as easily as
animals in a zoo set free in a wild place.
The Tower,Roland thought wildly. Once I’ve gotten to the Tower and done whatever it is
I’m supposed to do there, accomplished whatever fundamental act of restoration or
redemption for which I was meant, then perhaps they—
But the shrieking laughter of the man in black, the man who was dead but lived on as the
gunslinger’s stained con- science, would not let him go on with the thought.
Neither, however, could the thought of the treachery he contemplated turn him aside from
his course.
He managed another ten yards, looked back, and saw that even the largest of the crawling
monsters would venture no further than twenty feet above the high-tide line. He had
already managed three times that distance.
It’s well, then.
Nothing is well,the man in black replied merrily, and you know it.
Shut up,the gunslinger thought, and for a wonder, the voice actually did.
Roland pushed the bags of devil-dust into the cleft between two rocks and covered them
with handfuls of sparse saw-grass. With that done he rested briefly, head thumping like a
hot bag of waters, skin alternately hot and cold, then rolled back through the doorway into
that other world, that other body, leaving the increasing deadly infection behind for a little
while.
6
The second time he returned to himself, he entered a body so deeply asleep that he thought
for a moment it had entered a comatose state… a state of such lowered bodily function that
in moments he would feel his own consciousness start down a long slide into darkness.
Instead, he forced his body toward wakefulness, punched and pummelled it out of the dark
cave into which it had crawled. He made his heart speed up, made his nerves re-accept the
pain that sizzled through his skin and woke his flesh to groaning reality.
It was night now. The stars were out. The popkin-things Eddie had bought him were small
bits of warmth in the chill.
He didn’t feel like eating them, but eat them he would. First, though . . .
He looked at the white pills in his hand. Astin, Eddie called it. No, that wasn’t quite right, but Roland couldn’t pronounce the word as the prisoner had said it. Medicine was what it
came down to. Medicine from that other world.
If anything from your world is going to do for me, Pris- oner, Roland thought grimly, I think it’s more apt to be your potions than your popkins.
Still, he would have to try it. Not the stuff he really needed—or so Eddie believed—but
something which might reduce his fever.
Three now, three later. If there is a later.
He put three of the pills in his mouth, then pushed the cover—some strange white stuff that
was neither paper nor glass but which seemed a bit like both—off the paper cup which held
the drink, and washed them down.
The first swallow amazed him so completely that for a moment he only lay there, propped
against a rock, his eyes so wide and still and full of reflected starlight that he would surely
have been taken for dead already by anyone who hap- pened to pass by. Then he drank
greedily, holding the cup in both hands, the rotted, pulsing hurt in the stumps of his fingers
barely noticed in his total absorption with the drink.
Sweet! Gods, such sweetness! Such sweetness! Such—
One of the small flat icecubes in the drink caught in his throat. He coughed, pounded his
chest, and choked it out. Now there was a new pain in his head: the silvery pain that comes