brother’s name. It’s like poking an open sore with a stick.
“I’m going to walk into your bathroom,” Eddie said. He pointed at a door in the far left corner of the room, a door so unobtrusive it could almost have been one of the wall panels.
“I’m going in by myself. Then I’m going to walk back out with a pound of your cocaine.
Half the shipment. You test it. Then you bring Henry in here where I can look at him. When
I see him, see he’s okay, you are going to give him our goods and he’s going to ride home
with one of your gentlemen. While he does, me and. . .”Roland, he almost said, “. . . me and the rest of the guys we both know you got here can watch you build that thing. When
Henry’s home and safe—which means no one standing there with a gun in his ear—he’s
going to call and say a certain word. This is something we worked out before I left. Just in
case.”
The gunslinger checked Eddie’s mind to see if this was true or bluff. It was true, or at least
Eddie thought it was. Roland saw Eddie really believed his brother Henry would die before
saying that word in falsity. The gunslinger was not so sure.
“You must think I still believe in Santa Claus,” Balazar said.
“I know you don’t.”
“Claudio. Search him. Jack, you go in my bathroom and search it. Everything.”
“Is there any place in there I wouldn’t know about?” Andolini asked.
Balazar paused for a long moment, considering Andolini carefully with his dark brown
eyes. “There is a small panel on the back wall of the medicine cabinet,” he said. “I keep a few personal things in there. It is not big enough to hide a pound of dope in, but maybe you
better check it.”
Jack left, and as he entered the little privy, the gunslinger saw a flash of the same frozen
white light that had illuminated the privy of the air-carriage. Then the door shut.
Balazar’s eyes flicked back to Eddie.
“Why do you want to tell such crazy lies?” he asked, almost sorrowfully. “I thought you were smart.”
“Look in my face,” Eddie said quietly, “and tell me that I am lying.”
Balazar did as Eddie asked. He looked for a long time. Then he turned away, hands stuffed
in his pockets so deeply that the crack of his peasant’s ass showed a little. His posture was
one of sorrow—sorrow over an erring son—but before he turned Roland had seen an
expression on Balazar’s face that had not been sorrow. What Balazar had seen in Eddie’s
face had left him not sorrowful but profoundly disturbed.
“Strip,” Claudio said, and now he was holding his gun on Eddie.
Eddie started to take his clothes off.
5
I don’t like this,Balazar thought as he waited for Jack Andolini to come back out of the
bathroom. He was scared, suddenly sweating not just under his arms or in his crotch, places
where he sweated even when it was the dead of winter and colder than a well-digger’s
belt-buckle, but all over. Eddie had gone off looking like a junkie—a smart junkie but still a junkie, someone who could be led anywhere by the skag fishhook in his balls—and had
come back looking like. . . like what? Like he’d grown in some way, changed.
It’s like somebody poured two quarts of fresh guts down his throat.
Yes. That was it. And the dope. The fucking dope. Jack was tossing the bathroom and
Claudio was checking Eddie with the thorough ferocity of a sadistic prison guard; Eddie
had stood with a stolidity Balazar would not previously have believed possible for him or
any other doper while Claudio spat four times into his left palm, rubbed the snot-flecked
spittle all over his right hand, then rammed it up Eddie’s asshole to the wrist and an inch or
two beyond.
There was no dope in his bathroom, no dope on Eddie or in him. There was no dope in
Eddie’s clothes, his jacket, or his travelling bag. So it was all nothing but a bluff.
Look in my face and tell me that I am lying.
So he had. What he saw was upsetting. What he saw was that Eddie Dean was perfectly
confident: he intended to go into the bathroom and come back with half of Balazar’s goods.
Balazar almost believed it himself.
Claudio Andolini pulled his arm back. His fingers came out of Eddie Dean’s asshole with a
plopping sound. Claudio’s mouth twisted like a fishline with knots in it.
“Hurry up, Jack, I got this junkie’s shit on my hand!” Claudio yelled angrily.
“If I’d known you were going to be prospecting up there, Claudio, I would have wiped my
ass with a chair-leg last time I took a dump,” Eddie said mildly. “Your hand would have come out cleaner and I wouldn’t be standing here feeling like I just got raped by Ferdinand
the Bull.”
“Jack!”
“Go on down to the kitchen and clean yourself up,” Balazar said quietly. “Eddie and I have got no reason to hurt each other. Do we, Eddie?”
“No,” Eddie said.
“He’s clean, anyway,” Claudio said. “Well, clean ain’t the word. What I mean is he ain’t holding. You can be goddam sure of that.” He walked out, holding his dirty hand in front of
him like a dead fish.
Eddie looked calmly at Balazar, who was thinking again of Harry Houdini, and
Blackstone, and Doug Henning, and David Copperfield. They kept saying that magic acts
were as dead as vaudeville, but Henning was a superstar and the Copperfield kid had blown
the crowd away the one time Balazar had caught his act in Atlantic City. Balazar had loved
magicians from the first time he had seen one on a streetcorner, doing card-tricks for
pocket-change. And what was the first thing they always did before making something
appear— something that would make the whole audience first gasp and then applaud?
What they did was invite someone up from the audience to make sure that the place from
which the rabbit or dove or bare-breasted cutie or the whatever was to appear was perfectly
empty. More than that, to make sure there was no way to get anything inside.
I think maybe he’s done it. I don’t know how, and I don’t care. The only thing I know for
sure is that I don’t like any of this, not one damn bit.
6
George Biondi also had something not to like. He doubted if Eddie Dean was going to be
wild about it, either.
George was pretty sure that at some point after ‘Cimi had come into the accountant’s office
and doused the lights, Henry had died. Died quietly, with no muss, no fuss, no bother. Had
simply floated away like a dandelion spore on a light breeze. George thought maybe it had
happened right around the time Claudio left to wash his shitty hand in the kitchen.
“Henry?” George muttered in Henry’s ear. He put his mouth so close that it was like
kissing a girl’s ear in a movie theater, and that was pretty fucking gross, especially when
you considered that the guy was probably dead—it was like narcophobia or whatever the
fuck they called it—but he had to know, and the wall between this office and Balazar’s was
thin.
“What’s wrong, George?” Tricks Postino asked.
“Shut up,” ‘Cimi said. His voice was the low rumble of an idling truck.
They shut up.
George slid a hand inside Henry’s shirt. Oh, this was getting worse and worse. That image
of being with a girl in a movie theater wouldn’t leave him. Now here he was, feeling her up,
only it wasn’t a her but a him, this wasn’t just narcophobia, it was fucking faggot narcophobia, and Henry’s scrawny junkie’s chest wasn’t moving up and down, and there wasn’t anything
inside going thump-thump-thump. For Henry Dean it was all over, for Henry Dean the
ball-game had been rained out in the seventh inning. Wasn’t nothing ticking but his watch.
He moved into the heavy Old Country atmosphere of olive oil and garlic that surrounded
‘Cimi Dretto.
“I think we might have a problem,” George whispered.
7
Jack came out of the bathroom.
“There’s no dope in there,” he said, and his flat eyes studied Eddie. “And if you were thinking about the window, you can forget it. That’s ten-gauge steel mesh.”
“I wasn’t thinking about the window and it is in there,” Eddie said quietly. “You just don’t know where to look.”
“I’m sorry, Mr. Balazar,” Andolini said, “but this crock is getting just a little too full for
me.”
Balazar studied Eddie as if he hadn’t even heard Andolini. He was thinking very deeply.
Thinking about magicians pulling rabbits out of hats.
You got a guy from the audience to check out the fact that the hat was empty. What other