parlor trick-how long can you hold your breath? I felt myself breathing deeply again, not wanting to participate. I closed the door, stepping back into the warmth of the autopsy room. “How many can you accommodate?”
“Fifty, maybe, in a pinch. I’ve never seen more than eight or so.”
“I thought most people went straight to a mortuary.”
“They do if they’ve died of natural causes. We get everything else. Homicide victims, suicides, accidents, any death of a suspicious or unusual nature. Most of those are autopsied and then released to a mortuary in a relatively short period of time. Of the ten we have on hand, some are indigents. A couple of ‘em are John Does we’re holding in hopes we’ll get a positive I.D. Sometimes burial arrangements are pending so we hold a body for the next of kin. Two we’ve had around for years. Franklin and Eleanor. Like mascots.”
I crossed my arms, feeling chilled, shifting the subject back to the living. “Do you know Bobby very well?” I asked. I turned and leaned against the wall, watching him polish the faucet handles on the stainless-steel sink.
“I hardly know him at all. We worked different shifts.”
“How long have you worked out here?”
“Five years.”
“What else do you do with your time?”
He paused, looking up at me. He didn’t seem to like the personal questions, but he was too polite to say so. “I’m a musician. I play jazz guitar.”
I stared at him for a minute, hesitating. “Have you ever heard of Daniel Wade?”
“Sure. He was a local jazz pianist. Everybody’s heard of him. He hasn’t been around town in years, though. He a friend of yours?”
I moved away from the wall, taking up my rounds. “I was married to him once.”
“Married to him?”
“That’s right.” There were some jars filled with a brackish liquid in which body parts were marinating. I wondered if there might be a pickled heart tucked in among all the livers, kidneys, and spleens.
Kelly went back to his work. “Incredible musician,” he remarked in a tone of voice that was part caution, part respect.
“That he is,” I said, smiling at the irony. I never talked about this stuff and it seemed odd to be doing it in an autopsy room to a morgue attendant in surgical greens.
“What happened to him?” Kelly asked.
“Nothing. He was in New York last I heard. Still playing his music, still on drugs.”
He shook his head. “God, the talent that guy has. I never really knew him, but I used to see him every chance I got. I can’t understand why he never got anywhere.”
“The world is full of talented people.”
“Yeah, but he’s smarter than most-At least from what I heard.”
“Too bad I wasn’t as smart as he was. I could have saved myself a lot of grief I said. Actually, the marriage, though brief, had been the best few months of my life, Daniel had the face of an angel back then , . . clear blue eyes, a cloud of yellow curls. He always reminded me of some artist’s rendering of a Catholic saint-lean and beautiful, ascetic-looking, with elegant hands and an unassuming air. He exuded innocence. He just couldn’t be faithful, couldn’t lay off” the drugs, couldn’t stay in one place. He was wild and funny and corrupt, and if he came back today, I can’t swear I’d turn him down, whatever he asked.
I let the conversation lapse and Kelly, prompted by the silence, finally spoke up.
“What’s Bobby doing these days?”
I glanced back at him. He had perched himself on a tall wooden stool, the rag and disinfectant on the counter to his left.
“He’s still trying to get his life back together,” I said. “He works out every day. I don’t know what else he does with his time. I don’t suppose you have any idea what was going on back then, do you?”
“What difference does it make at this point?”
“He says he was in some kind of danger, but his memory’s shot. Until I fill in the gaps, he’s probably still in trouble.”
“How come?”
“If somebody tried to kill him once, they may try again.”
“Why haven’t they done that so far?”
“I don’t know. Maybe they think they’re safe.”
He looked at me. “That’s weird.”
“He never confided in you?”
Kelly shrugged, his manner ever so slightly guarded again. “We only worked together a couple of times. I was off on vacation for part of the time he was here, and the rest of it, I was on days while he did graveyard shift.”
“Is there any chance he might have left a small red leather address book out here?”
“I doubt it. None of us even have lockers for our stuff.”
I took a business card out of my wallet. “Will you give me a call if you have any ideas? I’d like to know what was going on back then and I know Bobby’d appreciate some help.”
“Sure.”
I went in search of Dr. Fraker, passing Nuclear Medicine, the nursing offices, and the offices of a group of local radiologists, all in the basement. I ran into Fraker just as he was coming downstairs again.
“All through?” he said.
“Yes, are you?”
“I’ve got a ‘post’ at noon, but we can find an empty office and talk if you like.”
I shook my head. “I don’t have any other questions for the moment. I may want to check back with you at some point.”
“Absolutely. Just give me a call.”
“Thanks. I’ll do that.”
I sat in my car in the parking lot, making notes on some three-by-five index cards I keep in the glove compartment: date, time, and names of the two people I’d talked to. I thought Dr. Fraker was a good resource, even though the interview with him hadn’t yielded much. Kelly Borden hadn’t been much help either, but at least it was an avenue I’d explored. Sometimes the noes are just as important as the yeses because they represent cul-de-sacs, allowing you to narrow your field of inquiry until you stumble into the heart of the maze. In this case, I had no idea where that might lie or what might be hidden there. I checked my watch. It was 11:45 and I thought about lunch. I have a hard time eating meals when I should. Either I’m not hungry when I’m supposed to be or I’m hungry and not in a place where I can stop and eat. It becomes a weight-control maneuver, but I’m not sure it’s good for my health. I started my car and headed toward town.
I went back to the health-food restaurant where Bobby and I had eaten lunch on Monday. I was really hoping to run into him, but he was nowhere in sight. I ordered a longevity salad that was supposed to take care of 100 percent of my nutritional needs for life. What the waitress brought me was a plate piled with weeds and seeds, topped with a zesty pink dressing with specks. It didn’t taste nearly as yummy as a Quarter Pounder with cheese, but I did feel virtuous, knowing I had all that chlorophyll coursing through my veins.
When I got back in my car, I checked my teeth in the rearview mirror to make sure they weren’t flecked with alfalfa sprouts. I prefer not to interview people looking like I’ve just been grazing out in some field. I leafed through my notebook for Rick Bergen’s parents’ address and then 1 hauled out a city map. I had no idea where Turquesa Road was. I finally spotted it, a street about the size of an ingrown hair, off an equally obscure lane in the foothills that stretch across the back of town.
The house was staunch and plain, all upright lines, with a driveway so steep that I avoided it altogether and squeezed rny car in along the ice plant growing below. A bald cin-derblock wall prevented the hillside from tumbling into the road and gave the impression of a series of barricades as it zigzagged up to the front. Once I reached the porch, the view was spectacular, a wide-angle shot of Santa leresa from end to end with the ocean beyond. A hang-glider hovered high up to my right, sailing in lazy circles toward the beach. The day was full of hard sunlight, meager clouds looking like white foam just beginning to evaporate. It was dead quiet. No traffic, no sense of neighbors nearby. I could see a rooftop or two but there was no feeling of people. The landscaping was sparse, composed of drought-tolerant plants: pyracantha, wisteria, and succulents.
I rang the bell-The man who came to the door was short, tense, unshaven.
“Mr. Bergen?”
“That’s right.”
I handed him my business card. “I’m Kinsey Millhone. Bobby Callahan hired me to look into the accident last-”