She straightened herself with a laugh, all her reckless insolence recovered. “I didn’t look to see what time it was.”
“You lost girl…you…you…Oh, my God, why did you tell me?” he broke out, dropping into his chair, his head bowed down like an old man’s.
Charity’s self-possession had returned with the sense of her danger. “Do you suppose I’d take the trouble to lie to YOU? Who are you, anyhow, to ask me where I go to when I go out at night?”
Mr. Royall lifted his head and looked at her. His face had grown quiet and almost gentle, as she remembered seeing it sometimes when she was a little girl, before Mrs. Royall died.
“Don’t let’s go on like this, Charity. It can’t do any good to either of us. You were seen going into that fellow’s house…you were seen coming out of it….I’ve watched this thing coming, and I’ve tried to stop it. As God sees me, I have….”
“Ah, it WAS you, then? I knew it was you that sent him away!”
He looked at her in surprise. “Didn’t he tell you so? I thought he understood.” He spoke slowly, with difficult pauses, “I didn’t name you to him: I’d have cut my hand off sooner. I just told him I couldn’t spare the horse any longer; and that the cooking was getting too heavy for Verena. I guess he’s the kind that’s heard the same thing before. Anyhow, he took it quietly enough. He said his job here was about done, anyhow; and there didn’t another word pass between us….If he told you otherwise he told you an untruth.”
Charity listened in a cold trance of anger. It was nothing to her what the village said…but all this fingering of her dreams!
“I’ve told you he didn’t tell me anything. I didn’t speak with him last night.”
“You didn’t speak with him?”
“No….It’s not that I care what any of you say…but you may as well know. Things ain’t between us the way you think…and the other people in this place. He was kind to me; he was my friend; and all of a sudden he stopped coming, and I knew it was you that done it– YOU!” All her unreconciled memory of the past flamed out at him. “So I went there last night to find out what you’d said to him: that’s all.”
Mr. Royall drew a heavy breath. “But, then–if he wasn’t there, what were you doing there all that time?– Charity, for pity’s sake, tell me. I’ve got to know, to stop their talking.”
This pathetic abdication of all authority over her did not move her: she could feel only the outrage of his interference.
“Can’t you see that I don’t care what anybody says? It’s true I went there to see him; and he was in his room, and I stood outside for ever so long and watched him; but I dursn’t go in for fear he’d think I’d come after him….” She felt her voice breaking, and gathered it up in a last defiance. “As long as I live I’ll never forgive you!” she cried.
Mr. Royall made no answer. He sat and pondered with sunken head, his veined hands clasped about the arms of his chair. Age seemed to have come down on him as winter comes on the hills after a storm. At length he looked up.
“Charity, you say you don’t care; but you’re the proudest girl I know, and the last to want people to talk against you. You know there’s always eyes watching you: you’re handsomer and smarter than the rest, and that’s enough. But till lately you’ve never given them a chance. Now they’ve got it, and they’re going to use it. I believe what you say, but they won’t….It was Mrs. Tom Fry seen you going in…and two or three of them watched for you to come out again….You’ve been with the fellow all day long every day since he come here…and I’m a lawyer, and I know how hard slander dies.” He paused, but she stood motionless, without giving him any sign of acquiescence or even of attention. “He’s a pleasant fellow to talk to–I liked having him here myself. The young men up here ain’t had his chances. But there’s one thing as old as the hills and as plain as daylight: if he’d wanted you the right way he’d have said so.”