-That one look like a half-wit to you, Frank? Looks like one to me.
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-Guy down there ast me if there was a place where he could go to the bathroom.
Canya magine it?
-Sons of bitches ain’t
-Kill their own mothers for a
-Smelled like he didn’t have a bath for
-Ain’t nothin like a freak show I always-
Heads down against the rain, they shuffled aimlessly, and after a while the line began to move.
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It was after four when Ben Richards got to the main desk and was routed to Desk 9
(Q-R). The woman sitting at the rumbling plastipunch looked tired and cruel and impersonal. She looked at him and saw no one.
“Name, last-first-middle.”
“Richards, Benjamin Stuart.”
Her fingers raced over the keys. Clitter-clitter-clitter went the machine.
“Age-height-weight.”
“Twenty-eight, six-two, one-sixty-five.”
Clitter-clitter-clitter
“Certified LQ. by Weschler test if you know it, and age tested.”
“One twenty-six. Age of fourteen.”
Clitter-clitter-clitter
The huge lobby was an echoing, rebounding tomb of sound. Questions being asked and answered. People were being led out weeping. People were being thrown out. Hoarse voices were raised in protest. A scream or two. Questions. Always questions.
“Last school attended?”
“Manual Trades.”
“Did you graduate?”
“No.”
“How many years, and at what age did you leave?”
“Two years. Sixteen years old. ”
“Reasons for leaving?”
“I got married.”
Clitter-clitter-clitter
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“Name and age of spouse if any.”
“Sheila Catherine Richards, twenty-six.”
“Names and ages of children, if any.”
“Catherine Sarah Richards, eighteen months.”
Clitter-clitter-clitter
“Last question, mister. Don’t bother lying; they’ll pick it up during the physical and disqualify you there. Have you ever used heroin or the synthetic-amphetamine hallucinogen called San Francisco Push?”
“No.”
Clitter
A plastic card popped out and she handed it to him. “Don’t lose this, big fella. If you do, you have to start back at go next week.” She was looking at him now, seeing his face, the angry eyes, lanky body. Not bad looking. At least some intelligence. Good stats.
She took his card back abruptly and punched off the upper right-hand corner, giving it an odd milled appearance.
“What was that for?”
“Never mind. Somebody will tell you later. Maybe.” She pointed over his shoulder at a long hall which led toward a bank of elevators. Dozens of men fresh firm the desks were being stopped, showing their plastic LD.s and moving on. As Richards watched, a trembling, sallow-faced Push freak was stopped by a cop and shown the door. The freak began to cry. But he went.
“Tough old world, big fella,” the woman behind the desk said without sympathy.
“Move along.”
Richards moved along. Behind him, the litany was already beginning again.
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A hard, callused hand slapped his shoulder at the head of the hall beyond the desks.
“Card, buddy.”
Richards showed it. The cop relaxed, his face subtle and Chinese with disappointment.
“You like turning them back, don’t you?” Richards asked. “It really gives you a charge, doesn’t it?”
“You want to go downtown, maggot?”
Richards walked past him, and the cop made no move.
He stopped halfway to the bank of elevators and looked back. “Hey. Cop.”
The cop looked at him truculently.
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“Got a family? It could be you next week. ”
“Move on!” the cop shouted furiously.
With a smile, Richards moved on.
There was a line of perhaps twenty applicants waiting at the elevators. Richards showed one of the cops on duty his card and the cop looked at him closely. “You a hardass, sonny?”
“Hard enough,” Richards said, and smiled.
The cop gave him back his card. “They’ll kick it soft again. How smart do you talk with holes in your head, sonny?”
“Just about as smart as you talk without that gun on your leg and your pants down around your ankles,” Richards said, still smiling. “Want to try it?”
For a moment he thought the cop was going to swing at him. “They’ll fix you, ” the cop said. “You’ll do some walking on your knees before you’re done.”
The cop swaggered over to three new arrivals and demanded to see their cards.
The man ahead of Richards turned around. He had a nervous, unhappy face and curly hair that came down in a widow’s peak. “Say, you don’t want to antagonize them, fella.
They’ve got a grapevine. ”
“Is that so?” Richards asked, looking at him mildly.
The man turned away.
Abruptly the elevator doors snapped open. A black cop with a huge gut stood protecting the bank of push buttons. Another cop sat on a small stool reading a 3D
pervert mag in a small bulletproof cubicle the size of a telephone booth at the rear of the large car. A sawed-off shotgun rested between his knees. Shells were lined up beside him within easy reach.
“Step to the rear!” the fat cop cried with bored importance. “Step to the rear! Step to the rear! ”
They crowded in to a depth where a deep breath was impossible. Sad flesh walled Richards on every side. They went up to the second floor. The doors snapped open.
Richards, who stood a head taller than anyone else in the car, saw a huge waiting room with many chairs dominated by a huge Free-Vee. A cigarette dispenser stood in one corner.
“Step out! Step out! Show LD. cards to your left!”
They stepped out, holding out their I. D. cards to the impersonal lens of a camera.
Three cops stood close by. For some reason, a buzzer went off at the sight of some dozen cards, and the holders were jerked out of line and hustled away.
Richards showed his card and was waved on. He went to the cigarette machine, got a package of Blams and sat down as far from the Free-Vee as possible. He lit up a smoke and exhaled, coughing. He hadn’t had a cigarette in almost six months.
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They called the A’s for the physical almost immediately, and about two dozen men got up and filed through a door beyond the Free-Vee. A large sign tacked over the door read THIS WAY. There was an arrow below the legend, pointing at the door. The literacy of Games applicants was notoriously low.
They were taking a new letter every fifteen minutes or so. Ben Richards had sat down at about five, and so he estimated it would be quarter of nine before they got to him. He wished he had brought a book, but he supposed things were just as well as they were.
Books were regarded with suspicion at best, especially when carried by someone from south of the Canal. Pervert Mags were safer.
He watched the six o’clock newsie restlessly (the fighting in Ecuador was worse, new cannibal riots had broken out in India, the Detroit Tigers had taken the Harding Catamounts by a score of 6-2 in an afternoon game), and when the first of the evening’s big-money games came on at six-thirty, he went restlessly to the window and looked out.
Now that his mind was made up, the Games bored him again. Most of the others, however, were watching Fun Guns with a dreadful fascination. Next week it might be them.
Outside, daylight was bleeding slowly toward dusk. The els were slamming at high speed through the power rings above the second-floor window, their powerful headlights searching the gray air. On the sidewalks below, crowds of men and women (most of them, of course, technicos or Network bureaucrats) were beginning their evening’s prowl in search of entertainment. A Certified Pusher was hawking his wares on the corner across the street. A man with a sabled dolly on each arm passed below him; the trio was laughing about something.
He had a sudden awful wave of homesickness for Sheila and Cathy, and wished he could call them. He didn’t think it was allowed. He could still walk out, of course; several men already had. They walked across the room, grinning obscurely at nothing, to use the door marked TO STREET. Back to the flat with his daughter glowing fever-bright in the other room? No. Couldn’t. Couldn’t.
He stood at the window a little while longer, then went back and sat down. The new game, Dig Your Grave, was beginning.
The fellow sitting next to Richards twitched his arm anxiously. “Is it true that they wash out over thirty percent just on the physicals?”
“I don’t know,” Richards said.
“Jesus,” the fellow said. “I got bronchitis. Maybe Treadmill to Bucks . . . ”
Richards could think of nothing to say. The pal’s respiration sounded like a faraway truck trying to climb a steep hill.
“I got a fambly,” the man said with soft desperation.
Richards looked at the Free-Vee as if it interested him.
The fellow was quiet for a long time. When the program changed again at seven–
thirty, Richards heard him asking the man on his other side about the physical.