He walked around the tower several times, gazing up at it. Although he found the stone that marked the door quite easily, he decided not to open it. It would not be proper to go uninvited into the old man’s tower; and beyond that, he was not entirely certain that the door would respond to any voice but Belgarath’s.
He stopped quite suddenly at that last thought and started searching back, trying to find the exact instant when he had ceased to think of his grandfather as Mister Wolf and had finally accepted the fact that he was Belgarath. The changeover seemed significant – a kind of turning point.
Still lost in thought, he turned then and walked across the meadow toward the large, white rock the old man had pointed out to him from the tower window. Absently he put one hand on it and pushed. The rock didn’t budge.
Garion set both hands on it and pushed again, but the rock remained motionless. He stepped back and considered it. It wasn’t really a vast boulder. It was rounded and white and not quite as high as his waist heavy, certainly, but it should not be so inflexibly solid. He bent over to look at the bottom, and then he understood. The underside of the rock was flat. It would never roll. The only way to move it would be to lift one side and tip it over. He walked around the rock, looking at it from every angle. He judged that it was marginally movable. If he exerted every ounce of his strength, he might be able to lift it. He sat down and looked at it, thinking hard. As he sometimes did, he talked to himself, trying to lay out the problem.
“The first thing to do is to try to move it,” he concluded. “It doesn’t really look totally impossible. Then, if that doesn’t work, we’ll try it the other way.”
He stood up, stepped purposefully to the rock, wormed his fingers under the edge of it and heaved. Nothing happened.
“Have to try a little harder,” he told himself. He spread his feet and set himself. He began to lift again, straining, the cords standing out in his neck. For the space of about ten heartbeats he tried as hard as he could to lift the stubborn rock – not to roll it over; he’d given that up after the first instant – but simply to make it budge, to acknowledge his existence. Though the ground was not particularly soft there, his feet actually sank a fraction of an inch or so as he strained against the rock’s weight.
His head was swimming, and little dots seemed to swirl in front of his eyes as he released the rock and collapsed, gasping, against it. He lay against the cold, gritty surface for several minutes, recovering.
“All right,” he said finally, “now we know that that won’t work.” He stepped back and sat down.
Each time he’d done something with his mind before, it had been on impulse, a response to some crisis. He had never sat down and deliberately worked himself up to it. He discovered almost at once that the entire set of circumstances was completely different. The whole world seemed suddenly filled with distractions. Birds sang. A breeze brushed his face. An ant crawled across his hand. Each time he began to bring his will to bear, something pulled his attention away.
There was a certain feeling to it, he knew that, a tightness in the back of his head and a sort of pushing out with his forehead. He closed his eyes, and that seemed to help. It was coming. It was slow, but he felt the will begin to build in him. Remembering something, he reached inside his tunic and put the mark on his palm against the amulet. The force within him, amplified by that touch, built to a great roaring crescendo. He kept his eyes closed and stood up. Then he opened his eyes and looked hard at the stubborn white rock. “You will move,” he muttered. He kept his right hand on the amulet and held out his left hand, palm up.
“Now!” he said sharply and slowly began to raise his left hand in a lifting motion. The force within him surged, and the roaring sound inside his head became deafening.
Slowly the edge of the rock came up out of the grass. Worms and burrowing grubs who had lived out their lives in the safe, comfortable darkness under the rock flinched as the morning sunlight hit them. Ponderously, the rock raised, obeying Garion’s inexorably lifting hand. It teetered for a second on its edge, then toppled slowly over.
The exhaustion he had felt after trying to lift the rock with his back was nothing compared to the bone-deep weariness that swept over him after he let the clenching of his will relax. He folded his arms on the grass and let his head sink down on them.
After a moment or two, that peculiar fact began to dawn on him. He was still standing, but his arms were folded comfortably in front of him on the grass. He jerked his head up and looked around in confusion. He had moved the rock, certainly. That much was obvious, since the rock now lay on its rounded top with its damp underside turned up. Something else had also happened, however. Though he had not touched the rock, its weight had nonetheless been upon him as he had lifted it, and the force he had directed at it had not all gone at the rock.
With dismay, Garion realized that he had sunk up to his armpits in the firm soil of the meadow.
“Now what do I do?” he asked himself helplessly. He shuddered away from the idea of once again mustering his will to pull himself out of the ground. He was too exhausted even to consider it. He tried to wriggle, thinking that he might be able to loosen the earth around him and work his way up an inch at a time, but he could not so much as budge.
“Look what you’ve done,” he accused the rock. The rock ignored him.
A thought occurred to him. “Are you in there?” he asked that awareness that seemed always to have been with him.
The silence in his mind was profound. “Help!” he shouted.
A bird, attracted by the exposed worms and bugs that had been under the rock, cocked one eye at him and then went back to its breakfast. Garion heard a light step behind him and craned around, trying to see. The colt was staring at him in amazement. Hesitantly, the small horse thrust out his nose and nuzzled Garion’s face.
“Good horse,” Garion said, relieved not to be alone, at least. An idea came to him. “You’re going to have to go get Hettar,” he told the colt. The colt pranced about and nuzzled his face again.
“Stop that,” Garion commanded. “This is serious.” Cautiously, he tried to push his mind into the colt’s thoughts. He tried a dozen different ways until he finally struck the right combination by sheer accident. The colt’s mind flitted from here to there without purpose or pattern. It was a baby’s mind, vacant of thought, receiving only sense impressions. Garion caught flickering images of green grass and running and clouds in the sky and warm milk. He also felt the sense of wonder in the little mind, and the abiding love the colt had for him.
Slowly, painfully, Garion began constructing a picture of Hettar in the colt’s wandering thoughts. It seemed to take forever.
“Hettar,” Garion said over and over. “Go get Hettar. Tell him that I’m in trouble.”
The colt scampered around and came back to stick his soft nose in Garion’s ear.
“Please pay attention,” Garion cried. “Please!”
Finally, after what seemed hours, the colt seemed to understand. He went several paces away, then came back to nuzzle Garion again. “Go-get-Hettar,” Garion ordered, stressing each word.
The colt pawed at the ground, then turned and galloped away – going in the wrong direction. Garion started to swear. For almost a year now he had been exposed to some of the more colorful parts of Barak’s vocabulary. After he had repeated all the phrases he remembered six or eight times, he began to extemporize.
A flickering thought came back to him from the now-vanished colt. The little beast was chasing butterflies. Garion pounded the ground with his fists, wanting to howl with frustration.
The sun rose higher, and it started to get hot.
It was early afternoon when Hettar and Silk, following the prancing little colt, found him.
“How in the world did you manage to do that?” Silk asked curiously.
“I don’t want to talk about it,” Garion muttered, somewhere between relief and total embarrassment.
“He probably can do many things that we can’t,” Hettar observed, climbing down from his horse and untying Durnik’s shovel from his saddle. “The thing I can’t understand, though, is why he’d want to do it.