It was almost dawn. Benito was so dead asleep he didn’t even stir when Marco slipped out of bed. Marco hadn’t slept more than a few minutes all night, lying there in the bed with every muscle so tight with nerves that they were ready to cramp. He dressed quickly in the dark, putting on every bit of clothing he possessed here; not daring to light a lamp lest he wake Benito. His pack was back in the Cannaregio apartment, already made up with the clothing he’d left there and the blankets from that bed.
There were other things there, too; things he’d bought—a spare knife, a tinderbox, fishhooks and line, and lures. He’d been afraid to bring the pack here, lest somebody catch him at it and try to stop him.
The Jesolo marshes had been a really good notion—except that he hadn’t any money to buy the gear he needed to survive. In the end he’d had to get back to their apartment in Cannaregio, retrieve his precious books—and sell them. He’d already spent all the money he had saved on the goods he’d traded with Sophia for herbs to treat Caesare’s fever. His books were all he had left in the way of portable wealth. It had damn near broken his heart all over again to part with them. But this was his only choice. He couldn’t live for weeks out there without supplies and cold-weather gear, not in wintertime. He knew that Chiano and Sophia would have stripped his hideout of everything useful once they were certain he wasn’t likely to be coming back to the marsh.
And maybe he’d have to stay out there for longer than a couple of weeks. The more he’d thought about it last night, the more logical that seemed. He’d just about talked himself into staying out there—unless his plan worked; the other plan he’d thought of, lying in the dark last night—
Now he crept to the spare room, one careful, hushed step at a time. He had to get into Aldanto’s medicine-chest for the last of what he needed.
He hated to steal, but he wasn’t sure Sophia had been able to collect any more artemisia in the marshes, even if he’d had the money to pay for it, and Aldanto had enough to cure a dozen fevers—or to kill four men. Marco was glad there was a night-lamp left burning in the room, else he’d probably have broken something and roused the whole house. The herb was right out in front, in neat twists of paper. Marco knew exactly how many there were, since he’d weighed and made the twists himself. It was, he supposed, something he’d traded for. Still, Marco took half of them; neither Aldanto nor Maria was likely to need it, and Marco might very well before the winter was over. If the fever got him, he’d need it for sure. He stuffed the packets into his pocket, and stole out.
Now he crept quietly into the kitchen; ran his hands along the shelf until he found the old bread and a bit of cheese, then found the round, hard bulk of the wine carafe the same way. First thing that Aldanto did when he wandered downstairs in the morning was to take some watered wine, so that was where Marco’s letter to him would go.
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Dear Caesare;
I am a Bigger Fool than you ever thought I was. I’ve gone and got Both of us into Trouble, it began, and went on from there. It had been a torture to write, and Marco wasn’t entirely clear on what he’d put down. He’d fought down the ache in his gut and the swelling in his throat all through writing it, so it wasn’t exactly a miracle of coherency. But it did lay out the whole sordid story, and finished by telling Caesare not to go looking for him. He rather doubted Caesare would want to waste the time looking for such a fool as he was, but—better assure him that Marco was going to be hidden where nobody was likely to be able to find him.
Maria’s letter was shorter by about three pages; that was going to her cubbyhole at Giaccomo’s. It occurred to him, belatedly, that she wasn’t going to be able to read it anyway. But he owed her some explanation.