If it were possible to melt, Rachael was certain she did. His eyebrow arched. “What? Why are you looking at me like that?”
“I’m trying to figure out what it is about you,” Rachael answered honestly. His face was no boy’s face. His features were tough and hard-edged. His eyes could be ice-cold, frightening even, yet sometimes when she looked at him, Rachael couldn’t breathe with wanting him.
Rio’s hand stilled on the small leopard. She could shake him with just a simple sentence. It was terrifying to think of the hold she already had on him, especially since he had long ago accepted he would live alone. His life was here, in the rain forest. It was where he belonged, where
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he understood the rules and lived by them. He studied her face. A mystery woman with a silly made-up name.
The beast roared and Rio embraced the rising temper. He didn’t want to see the expression on her face, her gaze drifting over his face with a mixture of emotions, feminine and confused, a tenderness he couldn’t afford. “The rules are different here in the rain forest, Rachael. Be very careful.”
As always she surprised him, her laughter invading his senses and squeezing his heart. “If you’re trying to scare me, Rio, there’s nothing you can do I haven’t already seen. I’m not easily shocked or easily frightened. I knew the day my mother died, back when I was nine years old, that the world wasn’t a safe place and there were bad people in it.” She waved a dismissing hand, princess to the peasant. “Save your scare tactics for Kim Pang, or whoever else you want to impress.”
Rio gave the small leopard one last pat, reached out casually to scratch Franz’s ears before straightening to his full height, towering over her, filling the room with his extraordinary presence. He looked very uncivilized, completely untamed and at home in the wilds of the forest. When he moved, there was a fluid grace she’d only seen in predatory animals. When he ceased all movement, he was utterly, completely still. It was intimidating, but Rachael would never admit it.
“You’d be surprised at what I can do.” He said it quietly, and there was a soft, underlying menace to his tone.
Rachael’s heart skipped a beat, but she kept her expression serene and merely lifted her eyebrow in response, a gesture she’d worked hard to perfect. “You know what I think, Rio? I think you’re the one who’s afraid, of me. I think you don’t quite know what to do with me.”
“I know what I’d like to do.” This time he sounded gruff.
“What did I say that upset you?”
Rio stood in front of her feeling like he’d been felled by
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a huge tree. He had closed that door so long ago, his emotions raw and bruised and bleeding, and he wasn’t about to open the door for her or anyone else. He couldn’t believe it still shook him, those occasional glimpses into a past he didn’t want to remember. A different life. A different person.
Rachael watched his hands curl into fists, the only sign of his agitation. She had inadvertently touched a nerve and had no idea what it was that had done it. She shrugged. “I have a past, you have a past, we’re both looking for a different life. Does it matter? You don’t have to tell me, Rio. I like who you are now.”
“Is that your way of subtly asking me to stay out of your business?”
She tugged at the hair at the back of her neck, obviously used to it being much longer. “I was saying it doesn’t matter. No, I don’t want you prying into my past. I shouldn’t have told you as much as I did.” She smiled at him because she couldn’t help herself. She was acting out of character, telling things best left unsaid. She shouldn’t have hurt feelings because he didn’t want to spill his life’s story to her. She doubted he would have been hiding out in the rain forest unless something traumatic had happened in his life. He made her want to tell him everything. “I’m sorry I made you uncomfortable, Rio. I won’t do it again,”