And Sphitti, lank, unkempt Sphitti. They called him that, which was a kind of weed (like Thorn). Sphitti would sit and think and think and he hardly talked.
Lastly there was Betan-who was female; who moved with a wide-hipped stride, whose grin was sudden and whose wit was quicker than the rest. Betan smelled different. Betan wrinkled her nose at him and grinned in a way no one had ever looked at him, which frightened him. (Confidence. She knows things. She knows things I don’t and knows she knows and she knows she can take me.) If Duun had looked that way at him and laughed inside like that Thorn would have gone cold to the soles of his feet. He would have eaten nothing and drunk nothing Duun could have dreamed of touching and not dared sleep in his bed. That a stranger looked at him this way was devastating. He stood staring back the first time that they met and put on his most frozen, expressionless face.
(They don’t have the moves, Duun had insisted. But Duun had lied before.)
They met, all five of them, in a room Duun took him to, on a floor above the floor where they lived. “Go inside,” Duun said, and under the eyes of a watcher at the door, made to leave him, which prospect alone filled Thorn with panic. “Mind your manners.” Duun did not say, mind what I told you. It was what Duun did not say that always weighed heaviest. Thorn was expected to remember those things without being told. “Yes, Duun,” Thorn had said, and committed himself on his own, as the watcher opened the door to let him in. The touch of Duun’s hand in the middle of his back was a dismissal, not a shove.
Four strangers got up off their seats when he passed the foyer, four strangers whose commingled scent was artifice and flowers, in a white-sanded room as large as the gymnasium: it had five desks; and the windows in this white sterility showed a thicket like Sheon’s woods, a tangle for eye and mind. He would smell of fear to them. He stopped still. “Hello,” said the one he discovered as Elanhen. “Hello,” Thorn said, and put the best face on he could, a face he had seen in Duun when he met the meds. “I’m Haras.” Haras he was to outsiders, his hatani-name. They told theirs. That was how it started. “We’re a study-group,” Elanhen said. “They say you’re good.”
He might have been furred as they were, four-fingered, with ears and eyes like theirs. (I’m different. They shot at me at Sheon. Aren’t you shocked, the least bit?) But no one affected to notice.
(Duun, Thorn thought, Duun knows them. Duun set this up. Duun arranged it, all.) He felt the walls of a trap about him. He let them invite him to the desk that was to be his and show him the computer. “You have to catch up with us,” Elanhen said. “Sit down, Haras-hatani.”
He did. He took the keyboard onto his lap and tried. He had trouble with the keys, but not with the math. He fouled the machine once and he was ashamed, looked up at Sphitti, thinking to meet scorn.
“Try again,” Sphitti said. “From the beginning.” Without rancor.
The others watched him. Thorn centered his mind, recalled Sphitti’s instructions and got it right this time.
“That’s good,” Betan said, and Thorn looked guardedly her way. Good was not that easy a word to win. He suspected humor at his expense. (What are they up to, when will it come? What game are they playing?)
He tried not to make mistakes. He listened to things and remembered them.
Duun did not mention the matter of the school that day or the next. (When will he move?) Thorn slept lightly, feared his food and ate with attention to taste. (He won’t warn me the next time. He won’t. He’ll move. How? And when?) A panic had settled on him, a sense of things slipping away from him, the chance that Duun himself might go, now that there were so many others to take care of him.