“I can teach you how to shape-shift.” He sounded annoyed.
Shea nipped his throat. “I definitely do not want to learn how to shape-shift. I’m still on square one, learning to share my life and my body with another person. But if I ever do want to be a rat or something like that, I promise only you will teach me. I’m talking about other things, like how the healer made you well so quickly.”
Jacques swallowed his protest quickly. She actually sounded excited, not scared. He didn’t like the idea of another man near her, another man spending time with her. But she was a healer, and Gregori could teach her much. He wanted her to be happy.
He reached for his memories. Gregori. The dark one. Ancient and powerful. Solitary. “He is always alone.” Carpathians whispered of his power, rarely used his name or spoke it aloud. “The healer always roams the earth seeking knowledge. He does not stay among our kind. There is none more dangerous, yet none more dedicated to preserving our race. Mikhail is his friend. They understand and respect one another.”
Shea burrowed closer to Jacques’ body, a protection from the storm. “I can’t believe you’re remembering all of this. It’s amazing, Jacques. Does your head ache?”
He rubbed his forehead even as he shook his head to deny it. The truth was, the pain was splintering and cracking the inside of his mind. For her, he could endure anything. “His one apprentice was only half a century younger than Gregori and Mikhail. He was different even in appearance. A loner like Gregori. He, too, searched for knowledge. He spoke most languages like a native and served as a soldier in many different armies. He was tall and broad-shouldered, with the same heavy muscles Gregori has. His hair was long and blond, very rare among our people. His eyes were gold, pure gold. Gregori allowed him to learn the art of healing from him. They were seen together on and off over a number of years all over the world.”
“Who is he? Is he still alive?” Shea was intrigued.
“He is named Aidan, and he has a twin. He often hunted with us.” His head was throbbing and threatening to explode if he continued.
“Hunted what?” Shea held her breath, afraid of what he might say.
“Beautiful women, little one, and I was the one who found you after all.” His white teeth gleamed at her, a definite leer.
“Don’t put me off like that.” She had already taken advantage, sliding easily into his mind and picking out the pictures of danger and revulsion. Fear even. Not so much of their adversary, but of themselves turning into the very thing they sought to destroy.
Jacques, unprepared for her entrance into his mind, had been confident he could keep the grimmer side of their existence watered down for her. Shea had always been reluctant to enter his mind; it hadn’t occurred to him that she would do so whenever she wanted.
His expression was so rueful that Shea burst out laughing. “Where I grew up, that’s called being caught with your pants down.”
He looked down at his body, glistening with the rain. His grin was self-mocking, his black eyes amused. “Literally.”
“So where is Aidan now? Was he killed?”
Jacques’ mind refused to relinquish the information at first. He had to go over and over the pieces to the puzzle, looking for an answer. Because it was hurting him, Shea rubbed lovingly at his arm. “Don’t try anymore.”
“The United States. The last I remember, he and his people went to the States to control the vampire problems there. Vampires no longer stay here in the mountains where they are easily hunted. If Aidan is still alive, or if he has not turned”—he frowned over the possibility—”then he must still remain there, far from our land.”
“What do you mean by his people? A lifemate? A child?”
“He had no lifemate the last that 1 knew of him. As he is almost as old as Gregori and Mikhail, the danger to him has increased. The older the Carpathian male, the more difficult he finds it to maintain civility.”