Ashot and Hermogenes were looking hangdog, now. But Antonina was relentless.
“That’s the way it’s going to be. I have complete confidence that the Knights Hospitaler can handle the situation. I simply want you there—in the background, but fully armed and armored—to add a little spice to the meal. Just to let the crowd know, after Paul’s goons have been beaten into a pulp and routed, that it could have been one hell of a lot worse.”
She chuckled, very coldly. “You may sneer at quarterstaffs, but my husband doesn’t. And I think, by the end of the day, you won’t be sneering either.”
She straightened, assuming as tall a stance as she could. Which wasn’t much, but quite enough.
“You have your orders. Follow them.”
Hermogenes and Ashot left then, very hastily. An unkind observer might have said they scurried. An instant later, Zeno followed. His pace, however, was slower. Very proud, that stride was.
Euphronius, also, began to leave. But after taking three steps, he stopped. He fidgeted, then turned around.
“Yes?” asked Antonina.
The Syrian cleared his throat. “My grenadiers are also not trained to do anything other than—uh, slaughter people. And grenades are even more indiscriminate than arrows. I don’t understand how you expect me to—”
Antonina laughed. “Euphronius! Relax!”
She walked over, smiling, and placed a reassuring hand on his arm.
“First of all, you’re not going to be dealing with a crowd. You’re going to be dealing with gangs. There won’t be any innocent onlookers in that mob, believe me. Hippodrome thugs, they’ll be, looking to pillage the Jews. Robbers, rapists, murderers—nothing else.”
The smile vanished. Her next words were almost snarled.
“Kill as many of them as you can, Euphronius. The more, the better. And then have Triphiodoros and his infantry hang whatever prisoners you take. On the spot. No mercy. None. If you wind up draping the outskirts of the Delta Quarter with intestines, blood, brains, and corpses, you’ll make me a very happy woman.”
Euphronius gave out a little sigh of relief. “Oh,” he said. Then, with a sudden, savage grin:
“We can do that. No problem.”
Now he, too, was hurrying out of the room. Antonina was left alone with Theodosius.
For a moment, she and the new Patriarch stared at each other. Theodosius had said nothing, during the preceding discussion. But his anxiety had been obvious to Antonina. The anxiety was gone, now. But she was uncertain what emotion had replaced it. Theodosius was giving her a very odd look.
“Is something troubling you, Patriarch?”
“Not at all,” replied Theodosius, shaking his head. “I was just—how can I explain?”
He smiled, fluttering his hands. “I suppose you could say I was contemplating God’s irony. It’s an aspect of the Supreme Being which most theologians miss entirely, in my experience.”
Antonina frowned. “I’m afraid I don’t—”
Again, the fluttering hands. “When the fanatic Paul calls you the Whore of Babylon, he demonstrates his ignorance. His stupidity, actually. The essence of Christ is his mercy, Antonina. And who, in this chaos called Alexandria, could find that mercy—other than a woman who understands the difference between sin and evil?”
Antonina was still frowning. Theodosius sighed.
“I am not explaining myself well. Let me just say that I am very glad that you are here, and not someone else. Someone full of their own self-righteousness. I will leave it at that.”
Her frown faded, replaced by a half-rueful little smile. “I suppose I’ve adopted my husband’s crooked way of looking at things.”
“Crooked? Perhaps.” The Patriarch turned to go. “But I would remind you, Antonina, that a grapevine is also crooked. Yet it bears the world’s most treasured fruit.”
When she was finally alone, Antonina walked slowly back to her chair and took a seat. She would not be able to enjoy that rest for long, for she intended to take her place with the cataphracts backing the Knights Templar. Within minutes, she would have to don her own armor. And wear it, throughout the day, under the hammering sun of Egypt. She grimaced, thinking of the sweltering heat that armor would bring.
But she needed that moment, alone. To remember the crooked mind—and the straight soul—of her absent husband.