After trying the phone and discovering that the line was dead, that not just the pay phones but the town’s entire phone system had been interdicted, Sam and Tessa sat at a round table in one corner, at Harry’s insistence, while he made a pot of good Colombian in a Mr. Coffee machine.
“You look cold,” he said. “This’ll do you good.”
Chilled and tired, in need of the caffeine, Tessa did not decline the offer. Indeed, she was fascinated that Harry, with such severe disabilities, could function well enough to play the gracious host to unexpected visitors.
With his one good hand and some tricky moves, he got a package of apple-cinnamon muffins from the bread box, part of a chocolate cake from the refrigerator, plates and forks, and paper napkins. When Sam and Tessa offered to help, he gently declined their assistance with a smile.
She sensed that he was not trying to prove anything either to them or to himself. He was simply enjoying having company, even at this hour and under these bizarre circumstances. Perhaps it was a rare pleasure.
“No cream,” he said.
“Just a carton of milk.”
“That’s fine,” Sam said.
“And no elegant porcelain cream pitcher, I’m afraid,” said Harry, putting the milk carton on the table.
Tessa began to consider shooting a documentary about Harry, about the courage required to remain independent in his circumstances She was drawn by the siren call of her art in spite of what had transpired in the past few hours. Long ago, however, she had learned that an artist’s creativity could not be turned off; the eye of a filmmaker could not be capped as easily as the lens of her camera. In the midst of grief over her sister’s death, ideas for projects had continued to come to her, narrative concepts, interesting shots, angles. Even in the terror of war, running with Afghan rebels as Soviet planes strafed the ground at their heels, she’d been excited by what she was getting on film and by what she would be able to make of it when she got into an editing room—and her three—man crew had reacted much the same. So she no longer felt awkward or guilty about being an artist on the make, even in times of tragedy; for her, that was just natural, a part of being creative and alive.
Customized to his needs, Harry’s wheelchair included a hydraulic lift that raised the seat a few inches, bringing him nearly to normal chair height, so he could sit at an ordinary table or writing desk. He took a place beside Tessa and across from Sam.
Moose was lying in the corner, watching, occasionally raising his head as if interested in their conversation—though more likely drawn by the smell of chocolate cake. The Labrador did not come sniffing and pawing around, whining for handouts, and Tessa was impressed by his discipline.
As they passed the coffee pot and carved up the cake and muffins, Harry said, “You’ve told me what brings you here, Sam—not just my letter but all these so-called accidents.” He looked at Tessa, and because she was on his right side, the permanent cock of his head to the left made it seem as if he were leaning back from her, regarding her with suspicion or at least skepticism, though his true attitude was belied by his warm smile.
“But just where do you fit in, Miss Lockland?”
“Call me Tessa, please. Well … my sister was Janice Capshaw—”
“Richard Capshaw’s wife, the Lutheran minister’s wife?” he said, surprised.
“That’s right.”
“Why, they used to come to visit me. I wasn’t a member of their congregation, but that’s how they were. We became friends. And after he died, she still stopped by now and then. Your sister was a dear and wonderful person, Tessa.” He put down his coffee cup and reached out to her with his good hand. “She was my friend.”
Tessa held his hand. It was leathery and calloused from use, and very strong, as if all the frustrated power of his paralyzed body found expression through that single extremity.
“I watched them take her into the crematorium at Callan’s Funeral Home,” Harry said. “Through my telescope. I’m a watcher. That’s what I do with my life, for the most part. I watch.” He blushed slightly. He held Tessa’s hand a bit tighter. “It’s not just snooping. In fact it isn’t snooping at all. It’s … participating. Oh, I like to read, too, and I’ve got a lot of books, and I do a heavy load of thinking, for sure, but it’s watching, mainly, that gets me through. We’ll go upstairs later. I’ll show you the telescope, the whole setup. I think maybe you’ll understand. I hope you will. Anyway, I saw them take Janice into Callan’s that night … though I didn’t know who it was until two days later, when the story of her death was in the county paper. I couldn’t believe she died the way they said she did. Still don’t believe it.”