and yet I almost believe that I am moved to do it more because I long to
bring censure upon another man than because I desire to pour balm upon my
wounded heart. (I don’t know what balm is, but I believe it is the
correct expression to use in this connection–never having seen any
balm.) You may remember that I lectured in Newark lately for the young
gentlemen of the —– Society? I did at any rate. During the afternoon
of that day I was talking with one of the young gentlemen just referred
to, and he said he had an uncle who, from some cause or other, seemed to
have grown permanently bereft of all emotion. And with tears in his
eyes, this young man said, “Oh, if I could only see him laugh once more!
Oh, if I could only see him weep!” I was touched. I could never
withstand distress.
I said: “Bring him to my lecture. I’ll start him for you.”
“Oh, if you could but do it! If you could but do it, all our family
would bless you for evermore–for he is so very dear to us. Oh, my
benefactor, can you make him laugh? can you bring soothing tears to those
parched orbs?”
I was profoundly moved. I said: “My son, bring the old party round.
I have got some jokes in that lecture that will make him laugh if there
is any laugh in him; and if they miss fire, I have got some others that
will make him cry or kill him, one or the other.” Then the young man
blessed me, and wept on my neck, and went after his uncle. He placed him
in full view, in the second row of benches, that night, and I began on
him. I tried him with mild jokes, then with severe ones; I dosed him
with bad jokes and riddled him with good ones; I fired old stale jokes
into him, and peppered him fore and aft with red-hot new ones; I warmed
up to my work, and assaulted him on the right and left, in front and
behind; I fumed and sweated and charged and ranted till I was hoarse and
sick and frantic and furious; but I never moved him once–I never started
a smile or a tear! Never a ghost of a smile, and never a suspicion of
moisture! I was astounded. I closed the lecture at last with one
despairing shriek–with one wild burst of humor, and hurled a joke of
supernatural atrocity full at him!
Then I sat down bewildered and exhausted.
The president of the society came up and bathed my head with cold water,
and said: “What made you carry on so toward the last?”
I said: “I was trying to make that confounded old fool laugh, in the
second row.”
And he said: “Well, you were wasting your time, because he is deaf and
dumb, and as blind as a badger!”
Now, was that any way for that old man’s nephew to impose on a stranger
and orphan like me? I ask you as a man and brother, if that was any way
for him to do?
THE OFFICE BORE –[Written about 1869]
He arrives just as regularly as the clock strikes nine in the morning.
And so he even beats the editor sometimes, and the porter must leave his
work and climb two or three pairs of stairs to unlock the “Sanctum” door
and let him in. He lights one of the office pipes–not reflecting,
perhaps, that the editor may be one of those “stuck-up” people who would
as soon have a stranger defile his tooth-brush as his pipe-stem. Then he
begins to loll–for a person who can consent to loaf his useless life
away in ignominious indolence has not the energy to sit up straight.
He stretches full length on the sofa awhile; then draws up to half
length; then gets into a chair, hangs his head back and his arms abroad,
and stretches his legs till the rims of his boot-heels rest upon the
floor; by and by sits up and leans forward, with one leg or both over the
arm of the chair. But it is still observable that with all his changes
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