wind began to make a thin, ghastly whine through the freely turning spokes of the raised
front wheels.
11
The gunslinger heard a reedy wailing sound approach- ing him, tensed for a moment, then
heard panting breath and relaxed. It was Eddie. Even without opening his eyes he knew
that.
When the wailing sound faded and the running footsteps slowed, Roland opened his eyes.
Eddie stood panting before him with sweat running down the sides of his face. His shirt
was plastered against his chest in a single dark blotch. Any last vestiges of the college-boy
look Jack Andolini had insisted upon were gone. His hair hung over his forehead. He had
split his pants at the crotch. The bluish-purple crescents under his eyes completed the
picture. Eddie Dean was a mess.
“I made it,” he said. “I’m here.” He looked around, then back at the gunslinger, as if he could not believe it. “Jesus Christ, I’m really here.”
“You gave her the gun.”
Eddie thought the gunslinger looked bad—as bad as he’d looked before the first
abbreviated round of Keflex, maybe a trifle worse. Fever-heat seemed to be coming off
him in waves, and he knew he should have felt sorry for him, but for the moment all he
could seem to feel was mad as hell.
“I bust my ass getting back here in record time and all you can say is ‘You gave her the
gun.’ Thanks, man. I mean, I expected some expression of gratitude, but this is just
over-fucking -whelming.”
“Ithink I said the only thing that matters.”
“Well, now that you mention it, I did,” Eddie said, put- ting his hands on his hips and staring truculently down at the gunslinger. “Now you have your choice. You can get in this
chair or I can fold it and try to jam it up your ass. Which do you prefer, mawster?”
“Neither.” Roland was smiling a little, the smile of a man who doesn’t want to smile but can’t help it. “First you’re going to take some sleep, Eddie. We’ll see what we’ll see when
the time for seeing comes, but for now you need sleep. You’re done in.”
“I want to get back to her.”
“I do, too. But if you don’t rest, you’re going to fall down in the traces. Simple as that. Bad for you, worse for me, and worst of all for her.”
Eddie stood for a moment, undecided.
“You made good time,” the gunslinger conceded. He squinted at the sun. “It’s four, maybe a quarter-past. You sleep five, maybe seven hours, and it’ll be full dark—”
“Four. Four hours.”
“All right. Until after dark; I think that’s the important thing. Then you eat. Then we
move.”
“You eat, too.”
That faint smile again. “I’ll try.” He looked at Eddie calmly. “Your life is in my hands now; I suppose you know that.”
“Yes.”
“I kidnapped you.”
“Yes.”
“Do you want to kill me? If you do, do it now rather than subject any of us to . . .” His breath whistled out softly. Eddie heard his chest rattling and cared very little for the sound.
“. . . to any further discomfort,” he finished.
“I don’t want to kill you.”
“Then—” he was interrupted by a sudden harsh burst of coughing “—lie down,” he finished.
Eddie did. Sleep did not drift upon him as it sometimes did but seized him with the rough
hands of a lover who is awkward in her eagerness. He heard (or perhaps this was only a
dream) Roland saying, But you shouldn’t have given her the gun, and then he was simply in the dark for an unknown time and then Roland was shaking him awake and when he finally
sat up all there seemed to be in his body was pain: pain and weight. His muscles had turned
into rusty winches and pullies in a deserted building. His first effort to get to his feet didn’t work. He thumped heavily back to the sand. He managed it on the second try, but he felt as
if it might take him twenty minutes just to perform such a simple act as turning around.
And it would hurt to do it.
Roland’s eyes were on him, questioning. “Are you ready?”
Eddie nodded. “Yes. Are you?”
“Yes.”
“Canyou?”
“Yes.”
So they ate . . . and then Eddie began his third and last trip along this cursed stretch of
beach.
12
They rolled a good stretch that night, but Eddie was still dully disappointed when the
gunslinger called a halt. He offered no disagreement because he was simply too weary to
go on without rest, but he had hoped to get further. The weight. That was the big problem.
Compared to Odetta, pushing Roland was like pushing a load of iron bars. Eddie slept four
more hours before dawn, woke with the sun coming over the eroding hills which were all
that remained of the mountains, and listened to the gunslinger coughing. It was a weak
cough, full of rales, the cough of an old man who may be coming down with pneumonia.
Their eyes met. Roland’s coughing spasm turned into a laugh.
“I’m not done yet, Eddie, no matter how I sound. Are you?”
Eddie thought of Odetta’s eyes and shook his head.
“Not done, but I could use a cheeseburger and a Bud.”
“Bud?” the gunslinger said doubtfully, thinking of apple trees and the spring flowers in the Royal Court Gardens.
“Never mind. Hop in, my man. No four on the floor, no T-top, but we’re going to roll some
miles just the same.
And they did, but when sunset came on the second day following his leave-taking of
Odetta, they were still only draw- ing near the place of the third door. Eddie lay down,
meaning to crash for another four hours, but the screaming cry of one of those cats jerked him out of sleep after only two hours, his heart thumping. God, the thing sounded
fucking huge.
He saw the gunslinger up on one elbow, his eyes gleam- ing in the dark.
“You ready?” Eddie asked. He got slowly to his feet, grinning with pain.
“Are you?” Roland asked again, very softly.
Eddie twisted his back, producing a series of pops like a string of tiny firecrackers. “Yeah.
But I could really get behind that cheeseburger.”
“I thought chicken was what you wanted.”
Eddie groaned. “Cut me a break, man.”
The third door was in plain view by the time the sun cleared the hills. Two hours later, they
reached it.
All together again,Eddie thought, ready to drop to the sand.
But that was apparently not so. There was no sign of Odetta Holmes. No sign at all.
13
“Odetta!”Eddie screamed, and now his voice was broken and hoarse as the voice of
Odetta’s other had been.
There wasn’t even an echo in return, something he might at least have mistaken for
Odetta’s voice. These low, eroded hills would not bounce sound. There was only the crash
of the waves, much louder in this tight arrowhead of land, the rhythmic, hollow boom of
surf crashing to the end of some tunnel it had dug in the friable rock, and the steady keening
of the wind.
“Odetta!”
This time he screamed so loudly his voice broke and for a moment something sharp, like a
jag of fishbone, tore at his vocal cords. His eyes scanned the hills frantically, looking for
the lighter patch of brown that would be her palm, looking for movement as she stood up …
looking (God forgive him) for bright splashes of blood on roan-colored rock.
He found himself wondering what he would do if he saw that last, or found the revolver, now with deep toothmarks driven into the smooth sandalwood of the grips. The sight of
something like that might drive him into hysteria, might even run him crazy, but he looked
for it—or something—just the same.
His eyes saw nothing; his ears brought not the faintest returning cry.
The gunslinger, meanwhile, had been studying the third door. He had expected a single
word, the word the man in black had used as he turned the sixth Tarot card at the dusty
Golgotha where they had held palaver. Death, Walter had said, but not for you, gunslinger.
There was not one word writ upon this door but two. . . and neither of them was DEATH.
He read it again, lips moving soundlessly:
THE PUSHER
Yet itmeans death, Roland thought, and knew it was so.
What made him look around was the sound of Eddie’s voice, moving away. Eddie had
begun to climb the first slope, still calling Odetta’s name.
For a moment Roland considered just letting him go.
He might find her, might even find her alive, not too badly hurt, and still herself. He
supposed the two of them might even make a life of sorts for themselves here, that Eddie’s
love for Odetta and hers for him might somehow smother the nightshade who called herself