Sue Grafton – “D” Is for Deadbeat

A pink tint crept across his cheeks and he gave me a slow seductive smile. “I’m okay. What are you doin’ these days?”

“Nothing much,” I said. “Great hair.” Formerly, he’d sported a Mohawk, a great cockscomb of pink down the center of his head, with the sides shaved close. Now it was arranged in a series of purple spurts, each clump held together with a rubber band, the feathery tips bleached white. Aside from the hair, he was a good-looking kid, clear skin, green eyes, good teeth.

I said, “Actually, I’m about to have a talk with that guy over there … a schoolmate of yours.”

“Yeah?” He turned and gave Tony a cursory inspection.

“You know him?”

“I’ve seen him. He doesn’t hang out with the kind of people I do.” His gaze returned to Tony and I thought he was going to say more, but he let it pass.

“What are you up to?” I asked. “Still dealing?”

“Who me? Hey, no. I told you I’d quit,” he said, sounding faintly righteous. The look in his eyes, of course, suggested just the opposite. If he was doing something illegal, I didn’t want to know about it anyway, so I bypassed the subject.

“What about school? You graduate this year?”

“June. I got college applications out and everything.”

“Really?” I couldn’t tell if he was putting me on or not.

He caught the look. “I get good grades,” he protested. “I’m not just your average high school dunce, you know. The bucks I got, I could go anyplace I want. That’s what private enterprise is about.”

I had to laugh. “For sure,” I said. The “bar maid” set two Cokes on the counter and I paid her. “I have to get back to my date.”

“Nice seeing you,” he said. “You ought to come in sometime and talk to me.”

“Maybe I’ll do that,” I said. I smiled at him, mentally shaking my head. Flirtatious little shit. I moved over to the table where Tony was sitting. I handed him a Coke and sat down.

“You know that guy?” Tony asked cautiously.

“Who, Mike? Yes, I know him.”

Tony’s eyes strayed to Mike and back again, resting on my face with something close to respect. Maybe I wasn’t such a geek after all.

“Did your uncle tell you what this is about?” I asked.

“Some. He said the accident and that old drunk.”

“You feel okay discussing it?”

He shrugged by way of reply, avoiding eye contact.

“I take it you weren’t in the car,” I said.

He smoothed the front of his hair to the side. “Uh-uh. Me and my mom got into this argument. They were

going to my granny’s for this Easter egg hunt and I didn’t want to go.”

“Your grandmother’s still in town someplace?”

He shifted in his chair. “In a rest home. She had a stroke.”

“She’s your mother’s mother?” I didn’t care particularly about any of this. I was just hoping the kid would relax and open up.

“Yeah.”

“What’s it like living with your aunt and uncle?”

“Fine. No big deal. He comes down on my case all the time, but she’s nice.”

“She said you were having some problems at school.”

“So?”

“Just curious. She says you’re very smart and your grades are in the toilet. I wondered what that was about.”

“It’s about school sucks,” he said. “It’s about I don’t like people butting into my fuckin’ business.”

“Really,” I said. I took a sip of Coke. His hostility was like a sewer backing up and I thought I’d give the efflux a chance to subside. I didn’t care if he cussed. I could outcuss him any day of the week.

When I didn’t react, he filled the silence. “I’m trying to get my grades pulled up,” he said somewhat grudgingly. “I had to take all this bullshit math and chemistry. That’s why I didn’t do good.”

“What’s your preference? English? Art?”

He hesitated. “You some kind of shrink?”

“No. I’m a private investigator. I assumed you knew that.”

He stared at me. “I don’t get it. What’s this got to do with the accident?”

I took out the check and laid it on the table. “The man responsible wanted me to look you up and give you this.”

He picked the check up and glanced at it.

“It’s a cashier’s check for twenty-five thousand dollars,” I said.

“What for?”

“I’m not really sure. I think John Daggett was hoping to make restitution for what he did.”

Tony’s confusion was clear and so was the anger that accompanied it. “I don’t want this,” he said. “Why give it to me? Megan Smith died too, you know, and so did that other guy, Doug. Are they gettin’ money too, or just me?”

“Just you, as far as I know.”

“Take it back then. I don’t want it. I hate that old bastard.” He tossed the check on the table and gave it a push.

“Look. Now just wait and let me say something first. It’s your choice. Honestly. It’s up to you. Your aunt was offended by the offer and I understand that. No one can force you to accept the money if you don’t want it. But just hear me out, okay?”

Tony was staring off across the room, his face set.

I lowered my voice. “Tony, it’s true John Daggett was a drunk, and maybe he was a totally worthless human being, but he did something he felt bad about and I think he was trying to make up for it. Give him credit for that much and don’t say no without giving it consideration first.”

“I don’t want money for what he did.”

“I’m not done yet. Just let me finish this.”

His mouth trembled. He made a dash at his eyes with the sleeve of his jacket, but he didn’t get up and walk away.

“People make mistakes,” I said. “People do things they never meant to do. He didn’t kill anyone deliberately …”

“He’s a fuckin’ drunk! He was out on the fuckin’ street at fuckin’ nine in the morning. Dad and Mom and

Hilary …” His voice broke and he fought for control. “I don’t want anything from him. I hate his guts and I don’t want his crummy check.”

“Why don’t you cash it and give it all away?”

“No! You take it. Give it back to him. Tell him I said he could get fucked.”

“I can’t. He’s dead. He was killed Friday night.”

“Good. I’m glad. I hope somebody cut his heart out. He deserved it.”

“Maybe so. But it’s still possible that he felt something for you and wanted to give you back some of what he took away.”

“Like what? It’s done. They’re all dead.”

“But you’re not, Tony. You have to find a way to get on with life …”

“Hey! I’m doing that, okay? But I don’t have to listen to this bullshit! You said what you had to say and now I want to go home.”

He got up, radiating rage, his whole body stiff. He moved swiftly toward the rear entrance, knocking chairs aside. I snatched up the check and followed.

When I reached the parking lot, he was kick-boxing the remaining glass out of the smashed window of my car. I started to protest and then I stopped myself.

Oh why not, I thought. I had to replace the damn thing anyway. I stood and watched him without a word. When he was done, he leaned against the car and wept.

Chapter 15

By the time I got Tony home again, he was calm, shut down, as if nothing out of the ordinary had occurred. I pulled up in front of the house. He got out, slammed the door, and headed up the path without a word. I was reasonably certain he wouldn’t mention his outburst to his aunt and uncle, which was fortunate as I’d sworn I could talk to him without his getting upset. I was, of course, still in possession of Daggett’s check, wondering if I’d be toting it around for life, trying in vain to get someone to take it off my hands.

When I got back to my place, I spent twenty minutes unloading my VW. While I tend to maintain an admirable level of tidiness in the apartment, my organizational skills have never extended to my car. The back seat is usually crowded with files, law books, my briefcase, piles of miscellaneous clothing-shoes, pantyhose, jackets, hats, some of which I use as “disguises” in the various aspects of my trade.

I packed everything in a cardboard box and then proceeded around to the backyard where the entrance to my apartment is located. I opened the padlock on the storage bin attached to the service porch and stowed the box, snapping the padlock into place again.

As I reached my door, a dark shape loomed out of the shadows. “Kinsey?”

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