‘Not always.’
‘Yes, always,’ Mondale said. ‘Is that because of what happened to your brother and sister?’
* * *
The radio vibrated harder, faster. It rattled against the counter with sufficient force to chip the tiles — and abruptly floated into the air. Levitated. It hung up there, swaying, bobbing at the end of its cord as a helium-filled balloon might bobble at the end of a string.
Laura was beyond surprise. She watched, immobilized by awe, no longer even terribly afraid, simply numb with cold and with incredulity.
The electronic whine became more shrill, thin, spiraled up, like the tape-recorded descent of a bomb played in reverse. Laura looked down at Melanie and saw that the girl had at last begun to rise out of her stupor. She hadn’t opened her eyes yet — in fact, she was now squeezing them shut — but she had raised her small hands to her ears, and her mouth was open too.
Snakes of smoke erupted from the miraculously suspended radio. It exploded.
Laura closed her eyes and ducked her head just as the Sony blew up. Bits of broken plastic rained over her, snapped against her arms, head, hands.
A few large chunks of the radio, still attached to the cord, fell straight to the floor — the invisible hands no longer providing support — and hit the tiles with a clank and clatter. The plug pulled from the wall, and the cord slithered across the counter; it dropped onto the floor with the rest of the shattered Sony, and was still.
When the explosion had come, Melanie had finally responded to the chaos around her. She erupted from her chair, and even before the flying debris had finished falling, she scurried on hands and knees into the corner by the back door. Now she cowered there, head sheltered under her arms, sobbing.
In the silence following the cessation of the radio’s banshee wail, the child’s sobs were especially penetrating. Each, like a soft blow, landed on Laura’s heart, not with physical force but with enormous emotional impact, hammering her alternately toward despair and terror.
* * *
When Dan didn’t respond, Mondale repeated the question in a tone of innocent curiosity, but his undertone was taunting and mean. ‘Do you work harder on those cases involving child abuse because of what happened to your brother and sister?’
‘Maybe,’ Dan said, wishing he had never told Mondale about those tragedies. But when two young cops share a squad car, they usually spill their guts to each other during the long night patrols. He had spilled too much before he’d realized that he didn’t like Mondale and never would. ‘Maybe that’s part of why I don’t want to let go of this case. But it’s not the whole story. It’s also because of Cindy Lakey. Don’t you see that, Ross? Here’s another case where a woman and child are in danger, a mother and her daughter threatened by a maniac, maybe more than one maniac. Just like the Lakeys. So maybe it’s a chance for me to redeem myself. A chance to make up for my failure to save Cindy Lakey, to finally get rid of a little of that guilt.’
Mondale stared at him, astonished. ‘You feel guilt because the Lakey kid was killed?’
Dan nodded. ‘I should have shot Dunbar the moment he turned toward me with that gun. I shouldn’t have hesitated, shouldn’t have given him a chance to drop it. If I’d wasted him right away, he’d never have gotten into that house.’
Amazed, Mondale said, ‘But, Christ, you know what it was like back then. Even worse than now. The grand jury was looking into half a dozen charges of police brutality, whether the accusations had substance or not. Every half-assed political activist had it in for the whole department in those days. Even worse than now. Even when a cop shot someone in a clear-cut act of self-defense, they howled for his head. Everyone was supposed to have rights — except cops. Cops were supposed to just stand there and take bullets in the chest. The reporters, politicians, the ACLU — they all talked about us like we were bloodthirsty fascists. Shit, man, you remember!’